Foreplay: the lipstick as his
penis fantasy
I’ve changed psychiatrists, again:
With this one I’m not only in therapy, but am helping him with a study he is
conducting about hypersexuality in couples. I’m helping in that study as a
supplier of services to a couple in the study who are voyeurs. One watches their
partner having sex and usually masturbates while watching.
The man is heterosexual while she is Bi so I can service both in the same session if needed, but I’ve never been asked to do that yet. There is competitiveness between them as to which one had the most intense orgasm, one with a partner and the other masturbating, but just replaying the videos it’s hard for me to tell. They wear an 8-track telemetry units that record blood pressure, heart rate, respiration rate etc. so the therapist will know if there is an attempt to dramatize their orgasmic responses.
As I understand the patient couple’s stated reason for
therapy it’s to develop better at technique and have more intense orgasms while
gaining insight from the therapist as to what is driving them to bring a
stranger into their sex lives. Supposedly they have an open marriage and there
is no jealousy between them over performance with a sexual services provider,
but I’ve seen looks from one when the other is in the throes of an orgasm that
indicate jealousy to me, and I’m a excellent judge of human emotions.
I’m sure my shrink (I’ll call him Bradley or Brad) is
studying me as well as the hypersexual couple. However, I think I’m already
ahead of him there and know what he wants, a hypersexual mate. He lost his wife,
Jenna, and baby son in a car accident eighteen months ago and he says I remind
him of his wife. I’m pretty sure he is already
in love with me though I have only been seeing him professionally, as his
patient, for the past few weeks.
About the definition of Hypersexuality:
From: http://psychcentral.com/lib/hypersexuality-symptoms-of-sexual-addiction/00011488
“Sexual addiction can be considered a process addiction (as
opposed to substance addictions such as drugs and alcohol), similar to
gambling, binge eating or compulsive spending. As such, sexual addicts
typically spend a much greater amount of time engaged in the pursuit of sex and
romance (the process) than in the sexual act itself. They are addicted to the
neurochemical and dissociative high produced by their intense sexual fantasy
life and ritualistic behavior. This is their addiction.”
“While not yet fully acknowledged as a legitimate mental
health disorder in the clinical literature (reportedly due to a lack of
research study), sexual addiction and hypersexuality nevertheless is becoming
identified in the public consciousness as a legitimate neuropsychobiological
disorder”.
False Pretenses: From the above definition
you can see that the couple Brad has me working with don’t at first glance fit
the strict definition as they are (seemingly) far more interested in watching
each other with a third person than to “spend a much greater amount of time
engaged in the pursuit of sex and romance (the
process) than in the sexual act itself.” Unless or course their
participation in the study is a ruse, part of their “pursuit of sex and romance”
to gain access to a therapist and sexual services provider (the process) w/o
having to pay a lot for the experience because the study is funded by a grant.
Both Brad and I think that’s exactly what they are doing
having the university and its resources involved in paying for their sex with
medical and sexual services professionals as active partners. That aspect of
their (Romantic Process) because of
its unconventional nature was what got them a place in the study. Brad feels
there is knowledge to be gained from the couple both physically and from the
elaborate hoax they think they have successfully pulled off.
Of course Brad’s hypersexual patient couple I’m working
with have been screened for STIs so there is no problem there and the wife has
been fitted with hormonal (Marina) IUDs so she should be relatively safe from
pregnancy, not a problem for her with girl-girl sex, but if they decide to have
sex with one another she’s protected while we watch. But as I mentioned I’ve
already seen indications of jealousy as she is watching me fuck her husband,
though I suppose she imagines he is fucking me. I’m pretty sure I’m going to
have a problem with her
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