Happy Thanksgiving!

Traditional Thanksgiving turkey

Thanksgiving 2011: For Thanksgiving day my guests will be 1) Cyndi & Chris, 2) Anya & Robin, 3) Shelly & Jeff, 4) Marie-Claude & Pirate, 5) Diané & Peter, 6) Adolph and Abi, 7) Cara and Tony (a friend of Anya’s), 8) Gigi and Jon (a gorgeous escort with amazing stamina and technique) 9) Aimée and Carl (her AST trainer), 10) Adèle, Aimée’s mom, and Tomas (her fave stallion from The Lorelei) and 11) Jacques & me.

Chefs from the casino have already set up to prepare the traditional turkey dinner and also barbecue in my commercial quality kitchen and the banquet table has been set with the heavy linen tablecloth, sterling, crystal and I’m using my Minton china this Year. The Pit, my 68 ft deep pool, as well as the three encounter pools will be available for guests wanting to enjoy dive-sex. And I have already reminded the women to wear their gas-guards since almost all the men love dive-sex. At these get-togethers there is a lot of partner swapping so the women end up with a lot of different male DNA left inside us.

Adolph has promised to be on his best behavior, which at times is none too good, but as a sociopath he can be incredibly charming even as he gets ready to cut his dive partner’s air hose so I’m hoping for the best. He is bringing a special and difficult to get ingredient for the gravy tomorrow which will be a treat for all concerned. It will be a day of sex and feasting and sex, and football on TV. The weather forecast is for a high of 67° F with a 10% chance of rain so it should be a great day for wearing latex body condoms if the men want to see us in them.

Happy Thanksgiving to all my readers!

Breeding fantasies and masturbating at Tahoe

Aimée’s Mom, Adèle, in a French wetsuit at Lake Tahoe
Getting started and dive-sex: Aimée’s mom, one of Tanaquil’s last étoile level toe-girl/courtesans, has come to spent a few weeks with Aimée and sample the local men while taking dive-sex lessons and diving Lake Tahoe with a few of us. We have been using Adolph’s chalet on the lake as base. She has been in Vegas for several weeks and is staying in a suite at The Lorelei, Adolph’s Spa in the hills outside of town. I offered to put her up, but she wanted privacy as she is sampling the delights of a series of local stallions (provided by Pirate, my procurer of choice) that have particular kinks which meet her needs. I think she believes I would prove a distraction to the men she has chosen, and I can’t blame her for that.

Adèle’s home is outside Paris and six months ago she had a GyneFix (with the strings removed prior to insertion) implanted for contraception so her menses have settled down and she just needs gas-guard training for dive-sex. When she first arrived I took her to Chris, our clinic’s male Gyn, to be fitted for one. She wanted a FemCap, but her pelvic anatomy wasn’t suitable for a cap because she has given birth and so a FemCap is much more likely to displace off her cervix. However her vagina is perfect for an 80mm Reflexions flat spring diaphragm (the same type and size I wear as a gas guard) so that’s what she got. She also got a 70mm All-Flex silicone diaphragm to use during surface-sex while with breeding fantasy fetishists so they can easily under-thrust it. She was also fitted for a custom made Penetrator plug and asked for expedited manufacture so she could get it in four days. Jacques, Gigi’s father, has been giving her dive-sex lessons when she wears her 80mm flat spring D to increase her confidence that it is nearly impossible to under-thrust and will prevent water or air being forced into her uterus when her vagina floods during dive-sex. Vaginal flooding doesn’t occur every time a woman has dive sex, but it happens more frequently at first while she is developing her own technique. Jacques is my main partner when we are both in town, but I don’t mind him drilling Adèle since it gives me an opportunity to troll for partners with Anya in the Meat Market at Naughty Pleasures.

Breeding fantasies: Adèle is interested in meeting men with breeding fantasy fetishes where every time they ejaculate in a woman they are hoping she will become preggers by him. From what research I’ve done this seems to be a pretty common fantasy among men – Jacques, Gigi’s father, makes his living doing it in real life – and for every man who enters a woman w/o wearing a condom there is a chance that he will impregnate her, so I think most men secretly hope they are powerful enough biologically and in the bedroom that regardless of the precautions taken by the woman their offspring will be growing in the gorgeous woman’s hard flat belly.

She specifically asked Pirate to let her choose among his stallions with major breeding fantasies as they seem to be more devious with their partners in matters of contraception. She is telling the breeders who she is having sex with that she is using only barriers – diaphragms and condoms – for protection and since her GyneFix is stringless and she is cycling naturally there is no way for them to know differently. She loves the cat-and-mouse games they play with her; slitting the end of their condom with a fingernail while positioning themselves for penetration or under-thrusting her under-sized All-Flex diaphragm. Her breeder watches while she inserts and checks to see that the All-Flex is covering her cervix knowing that an All-Flex is very easy to under-thrust and fill with his seed when he has her wound so tight during orgasm that she is quivering like Jell-O in an earthquake and can hardly breath and he thinks she is unaware of what he’s doing inside her. She and her partners are lying like rugs to one another which makes the sex even more exciting and she is enjoying every moment of it! She is particularly happy during her fertile days when she is slippery wet with fertile cervical mucus and her duty stallion nails her several times per encounter. The five stallions who are drilling her have a pool going for a thousand dollars to see which of them impregnates her. They figure if she aborts they can have the fetus tested for paternity and if she delivers they can hack the L&D suite at the hospital to get the baby’s DNA.

Diving Lake Tahoe: Adèle had brought along her own Beuchat wetsuit and insisted on trying to wear it at Tahoe even though the daily high temps were in the 40s, but it was far too cold – the surface of the lake is at about 6,200 feet – for a wetsuit (which accounts for the frustrated expression on her face) so she ended up wearing one of my red heavy rubber Avon drysuits, an Interspiro FFM, thermal undies, hood and gloves. We sucked gas from single Worthington HP steel 130 cu ft tanks and breathed Nitrox II (36 % oxygen). Since we were both in drysuits and had Penetrator plugs inserted I took her down to a shelf at a depth of 135 feet so we could practice drysuit masturbation with her new Penetrator plug. She’d never masturbated underwater before much less in a drysuit at a depth of 135 feet so she had a very good time!

An ideal breath play FFM

Desco Inferno free flow FFM ideal for breath play

An ideal breath play FFM: The surface supplied Desco FFM worn by an escort in the photo above is ideal for underwater breath play in my 68 foot deep pool. That’s because this models recommended max depth is 30 feet after which – even with the free flow valve fully open - the air pressure isn’t sufficient to provide enough air for strenuous activity and the deeper a diver goes the more difficult it becomes to breathe. That makes it ideal for breath play during strenuous dive-sex at 45 or 50 feet where the wearer is struggling to breathe and her face is being pushed deeper into her mask by the pressure. Having my face pushed closer to the lens of the mask also decreases the masks buoyancy, which makes me sink faster. I’ve found wearing a Desco FF FFM during orgasms at 50 feet to be an amazingly intense experience while trying to suck enough gas to prevent asphyxiation. It is relatively safe (if I don’t pass out) as all I need do is ascend to increase the air in my lungs. In my experience it’s almost always the woman who wears a Desco FF FFM for breath play because most men can’t function effectively enough when deprived of air to get his partner off. Though, it might work for a man who is masturbating because it works for me when I’m fucking myself with a dildo.

To prevent accidentally pulling the mask off if my air hose gets yanked during a sexual encounter I loop it under my left arm and once around my body so the hose will just tighten around my chest, above my breasts, rather than flood or pull my mask off. I haven’t yet figured out how to assure my ascent if I should pass out during solo breath play, which leaves me at considerable risk of suffocating, or worse permanent brain damage from lack of oxygen, but that does add a frissson of terror to use of the Desco for breath play during solo dive-sex. I do wear flippers to speed the ascent, but I’ve had times I was so starved for oxygen I could hardly move. The easiest thing to do would be to arrange a weight drop from an inflated buoyancy control vest if I should pass out, but I hate wearing a BCD when I’m masturbating so I haven’t given a safe ascent strategy the attention it deserves.

Induced lactation for escorts: I was asked to help coach a few experienced escorts who want to offer breastfeeding as a chargeable service. I declined the request because of my other commitments and the fact that I plan to be traveling for several months during the summer. Inducing lactation is not a step an escort, or any woman, should take w/o giving it serious thought because it is time consuming to prepare the breasts of a nulliparous woman for lactation. It is also labor intensive to pump to first stimulate and then empty lactating breasts and provide good nipple care with lanolin cream to prevent cracked nipples and clogged milk ducts. In addition, it almost always requires hormone therapy and a hospital quality twin breast pump is a must for times when there will not be an infant or adult lover to breast feed, because over-filled breasts are unbelievably painful. More than half the girls who think they want to induce lactation drop out of the program. They don’t follow the lactation protocol long enough or thoroughly enough to get meaningful amounts of milk which leads to discouragement and then they quit after having spent months and considerable money having nothing to show for their trouble.

My own experience, never having been pregnant, was that I accidentally induced lactation and from all accounts of problems inducing in nulliparous breasts my milk arrived fairly easily as far as the time it took and the amount of milk I produce. I began lactating in about three months of fairly constant nipple manipulation from getting into and out of latex encasement suits when I was a rubber fetish model one summer about 6 years ago and at the same time I had a lover who was into dancers with small breasts and he was constantly at my breasts sucking my nipples when we were at my apartment or even in public places in Montréal. I’m told my prolactin level was high and I had been experimenting with the birth control pill Yasmin and unbeknownst to me at the time the Progestin in it prepared my breasts for the production of milk and Oxytocin from all the breast play stimulated its release. Even now it’s time consuming to breastfeed or pump and perform breast maintenance, but breastfeeding or pumping is so arousing that it contributes significantly to my enjoyment of penetrative sexual encounters, especially with men.

Orienting Ballet SI teachers: I have been orienting male ballet teachers for St Lucy’s Summer Intensive to be held this June and July. Their background and accomplishments in the art are well known to me, but I’m testing their sexual stamina because St Lucy’s SI is known for the intimacy with which student and teachers interact and the fact than none of the instructors wear condoms. The men all are between the ages of 25 and 33, have had the complete course of Gardasil HPV vaccine injections and have had a recent, full and clean STI panel, just as have all students admitted to our SI. There were far more applicants than we needed even though our male instructor to student ratio is 1:10. So it was a matter of selecting the ones with personality, the charisma to charm a student out of her tights with a single glance and the sexual stamina and control to hold her in orgasm until she faints. The SLSI is known for providing a ‘Las Vegas ballet experience’, meaning its dedication to Vaganova method and its liberal view of student faculty relations, so an instructor unable to perform during an intimate training session with a student would be an embarrassment to the school. Therefore, we try to select only expert male dancers who are known for their sexual stamina.

Our SLBI students have been referred to us by their teachers as adventuresome women who enjoy physical and emotional challenges so we prefer that their teachers have high sperm counts since that is another reason for the students to be in awe of them, but a high sperm count is not mandatory as the students are supposed to make every effort to avoid pregnancy. It’s in the agreement signed for admittance to the SI. We recommend that where possible SI students have a copper IUD inserted several months prior (shortly after being accepted) to arriving for the SI. That way there is little danger of a student conceiving from intercourse with faculty or male student partners.

Gasmasks and breath play: Recently I’ve been cautioning my Wards, Cyndi, Gigi and Aimée to be careful at UNLV fetish parties they are being invited to because there is someone who is into breath play going around incapacitating women in gas masks by tampering with their mask to constrict or entirely block their air. The victims say that a young couple are working together (passing themselves off as grad-students) to distract then immobilize women by asking them to pose for photos and in the set-up for the pics block the air through the filter canister either by stretching a balloon over the opening, effectively making it a rebreather bag, or unscrewing the canister and putting a piece of rubber or plastic in the canister fitting and reattaching the canister hiding the blockage. If the gasmask chick has a good seal on her mask and can’t move enough to push her mask against something to break the seal she will suffocate or suffer brain damage in just a few minutes. The two instances of rebreather bags on the incapacitated women have had an anesthetic liquid, chloroform perhaps, in them so that a breath or two with the balloon over the filter and the wearer is unconscious and left to suffocate from rebreathing her own carbon dioxide. It’s only by luck that there have been no fatalities caused by this couple as yet. The suspected couple was wearing high quality gasmasks so no one seems to know who they are.

A Rapture party

‘Rapture of the deep’ by Sue Dawe

A ‘Rapture’ party: To celebrate the end of the world, which is supposed to occur here in Las Vegas at 6:00 PM PDT today, at that very hour I’m co-hosting a ‘rapture’ party at Adolph’s. We will be diving regular gas (21% oxygen) down to a depth of 150 feet in his training facility (there is a net across the pool at that depth to prevent anyone from going deeper) to enjoy the effects of nitrogen narcosis during dive-sex encounters. We will have five Dive-masters who will be breathing Trimix to watch out for those of us who may get too narced and start behaving dangerously and to make sure we all deco properly on the ascent.

Couples invited to enjoy the rapture are: 1) Cyndi & Chris, 2) Anya & Robin, 3) Shelly & Jeff, 4) Marie-Claude & Pirate, 5) Diané & Peter, 6) Adolph and Elke, 7) Gigi and Jon, 8) Aimée and Doug and 9) Jacques & me. This will be the first time the teens; Cyndi, Gigi and Aimée will be intentionally exposed to the effects of nitrogen narcosis (NN) which is somewhat similar to nitrous oxide in relieving anxiety and providing a feeling of wellbeing, but NN can affect the same diver differently on different dives so its hard to tell how they will do – they could freak out – when they get intentionally narced. Most of the women have GyneFix IUDs implanted (all except me and I have an Oves sucking on my cervix) so pregnancy from having our partners plant their seed deep inside us isn’t a concern as much as if some of the guys will lose touch with reality enough to intentionally pull out some of our gas-guards. The article about nitrogen narcosis on Wikipedia says this about the symptoms: “The most dangerous aspects of narcosis are the loss of decision-making ability and focus, and impaired judgment, multi-tasking and coordination. Other effects include vertigo, and visual or auditory disturbances. The syndrome may cause exhilaration, giddiness, extreme anxiety, depression, or paranoia, depending on the individual diver and the diver's medical or personal history. When more serious, the diver may feel overconfident, disregarding normal safe diving practices.”

This should be an amazing party!

Aimée’s new ballet boots

Coked fetish model injured after photoshoot

Aimée’s new boots: I was really pleased with Gepetto when his boot-shop called yesterday to say Aimée’s toe-boots were ready. When we got there the shop manager was grinning when he told us he was able to produce both pairs a day early because they were able to use the featherweight titanium armor from another order when that customer became injured and cancelled her purchase. When I heard they had armored Aimée’s boots I went ballistic! I hadn’t authorized having armored boots made for her! Actually, I specifically told them not to and when I asked who had authorized armoring her order I was told Gepetto himself had told the shop to use the featherweight plates.

I thought about refusing the order because they weren’t to my specs, but we didn’t have time for new ones to be made and the armor only added 4 oz to each boot which, since Aimée has been practicing in a pair of Gigi’s old boots I was sure she had the stamina to perform in. However, while Aimée was putting them on and being shown how to adjust the anti-slash lacing I went down to Gepetto’s office and asked him why he had told the shop to add the featherweight armor. He pointed out that there had been an increase in puncture injuries to women even when wearing his best unarmored boots (titanium spike heels do not bend or break) and while most of the injuries were from accidents while kidding around with friends in boots there had been instances where older more experienced boot-girls had started hazing much younger girls new to ballet boots. Some of that is a sort of initiation into the entrance level of the fighting boot community and other instances seem to be from envy of younger, prettier women (boot-virgins) entering the pool of boot-girls competing for eligible men with ballet boot fetishes. He said that given the increase in incident involving new boot-girls he thought I would want Aimée’s boots lightly armored to withstand anything short of an attack by a woman in KP Fighting boots. Explained that way I was grateful – again – for his knowledge of the female ballet boot wearing community and the psychological kinks that make some of the more experienced women attack the younger ones.

I spar in KP Fighting boots at least three times a week. I’m in the senior division (40 and over) now, but Anya and I workout together and that’s enough to keep me in fairly decent shape – enough to handle anything in boots – when I’m duty manager at the casino. So Aimée watched Anya and me spar after putting on her boots for the first time. Afterward, Anya and I went to shower and change our boots for dry pairs. We left Aimée in the studio practicing moves that Anya had shown her on a training mannequin in boots and sparing armor. In the studio across the hall there was a BDSM boot-girl photoshoot underway with a lovely long auburn haired model encased in a latex catsuit and German custom made ballet boots with the shaft locks fastened. We could hear from the shouting between the photographer and the model that the photo session wasn’t going the way either wanted it to.

Boot training area risks: At Gepetto’s it’s a good idea to wear a pair of armored boots when in the far back area of the complex where the fighting studios are. That’s because there is almost always a psychological change in women once we put on fighting boots. It’s as though we become goddess of retribution, we can do no wrong and think we can’t be hurt and that sort of mindset can often lead to trouble. Things like confrontations between friends or taking offense when not acknowledged while passing in the hallway. And if a woman in boots is on an adrenaline high after a sparing match or feeling a bit menstrual or on recreational pharma that makes her aggressive that just compounds the problem making her more emotionally unstable. So the area containing Gepetto’s boot fighting studios is something of a high risk area which is why we all wear at least lightly armored boots when in that area.

When Anya and I came back down the hall after showering and changing boots we heard the soft thuds, moans and screams of boot fighting in the studio where we left Aimée. I opened the door and found the BDSM boot-girl up against the wall with the laces of her right boot in shreds and her ankle badly twisted or broken and Aimée’s left heel being thrust down behind and splitting the laces of her left boot and then Aimée’s knee pumping, repeatedly pounding the rubber-girls groin and from the way the model was screaming it was clear she wasn’t wearing pelvic protection. We pulled the girls apart and the rubber-girl rolled onto the floor in the fetal position holding her crotch and moaning her right foot flopping around, and every time it moved she screamed. By that time Gepetto’s security and the EMT unit was there. Aimée wanted to leave, but I told her I wanted her to watch the EMTs at work so she could see the damage she had done to her attacker. We watched as they cut the boot off rubber-girls right foot and found a compound fracture of her ankle which they stabilized and when they cut away the pelvis of rubber-girls catsuit they found her labia had been split and her clitoris crushed.

The video: We had asked what the fighting was all about and neither answered so after Rubber-girl was taken away in an ambulance we played the DVD from the studio’s security camera. We found that when the photoshoot was over rubber-girl strutted into Aimée’s studio and w/o saying a word shoved her against the wall and started groping her groin and breasts. Aimée was wearing only convertible foot tights over a thong bottom leo and her new boots since she had only come to pick up the boots and watch Anya and me spar. Fortunately she had a Penetrator inserted so she didn’t even get fingered, which seemed to be what infuriated rubber-girl and she twisted Aimée’s nipples which by that time were erect and obvious through her pink St Lucy’s long sleeve turtleneck leotard. Rubber-girl then tried to shred the laces of Aimée’s left boot by ramming her left heel down them, keeping her pelvis turned so she couldn’t be kneed, but with anti-slash laces Aimée’s laces didn’t shred and rubber-girl’s heel was trapped. Aimée pulled her left leg back pulling rubber-girl off balance and freed her opponents heel from her laces then stepped in while rubber-girls legs were spread and rammed her heel down the auburn haired bitch’s right laces shredding them. Rubber-girl was so far off center when her laces parted that she fell off pointe and her ankle turned at a right angle and we all gasped knowing what that meant. It was at that point that we had walked in and found Aimée pounding her attacker’s pelvis with her knee. The photographer rather that trying to separate the two was videoing the fight. Gepetto’s security took the memory stick from his camera and downloaded the images of Aimée and his model fighting before erasing them from the memory stick and giving it back. Before we left Gepetto gave me a copy of the video so Anya and I could coach Aimée on how she could have performed better in her first boot fight.

Aimée was still high on adrenaline so to calm her down we took her for ice cream after we left Gepettos and over chocolate fudge sundaes, cokes and coffee we critiqued Aimée’s first boot fight as we watched it on my laptop at Ben & Jerry’s. Anya and I were so proud of her being able to defend herself. It was the defensive moves Anya had taught her that saved her after the model had snorted two lines of snow at the end of her photoshoot. That was when I decided that a 15 y/o isn’t too young to start learning the basics of boot fighting and I have signed her up for beginners’ classes though all the other girls are 16 or 17 years old. I’m certain from what we saw Aimée will be able to compete successfully with the other boot training beginners.

Fighting in ballet boots

Hermès 7 inch training boots not suitable for BDSM (no shaft locks)

Relief zippers, latex condoms & lack of foreplay: At our casino’s clinic and at UNLV Student Health we are seeing more requests for Plan B One-Step because condoms are failing for a variety of reasons. Things like being snagged on the teeth of relief zippers on low-end latex catsuits. In some instances men’s latex root-boots slip off or are pulled off during an intense encounter. This can happen where the man doesn’t stay focused and he becomes soft enough to slide out of his sheath or where he is rock-hard, but the woman is so tight that his natural pre-ejaculate lube is pushed up around his shaft and he slides out or she grips him so tightly when she isn’t properly lubed, because of not enough foreplay, that his thrusts burst through the tip and he ejaculates directly against his partner’s unprotected cervix.

There has also been an increase in reports of women being injured when they are not properly aroused. Not only can the condom come off or be destroyed, but the woman can suffer from 'Collision dyspareunia' the medical term from the man ramming her cervix because she isn’t properly aroused and tented. The common thread in these reports is that the women were trying to service their partners too quickly because they were having sex in a public place or were expecting to be walked in on by a roommate or someone sharing an office and the woman ends up being badly injured by deep penetration during rough sex.

Aimée to get her first pair of Gepetto’s ballet boots: It wasn’t supposed to happen this quickly. Actually I was hoping it wouldn’t happen for a year or more, but one of Taryn’s Adult Media crews will be working on a full length ballet video about the lives of two young students at an elite private ballet academy supposedly set in France – but they will be using my place and the studios at St Lucy’s and perhaps some scenes in the boot-fighting school at Gepettos. The casting director wants Anya to play the Ballet Mistress/Domme and Gigi and Aimée to play the young leads with Cyndi as a 6th form student who is their mentor. Anya, Cyndi, Gigi and I all have pairs of Gepetto’s ballet boots to wear, but Aimée didn’t. She had only an exquisite pair of Hermès soft leather 7 inch training heels – used primarily to learn to walk naturally and confidently in ballet boots and for teens to show off their skills at parties. So there has been a scramble to get her two pairs of Gepetto’s fetish boots at $2,500 each. The good news is that Taryn’s company is springing for the full cost of her boots, which she will be allowed to keep.

It’s creepy how Aimée in ballet boots came up recently. First she has been after me to let her get a pair of Gepetto’s BBs and I have been resisting, not because she doesn’t know how to wear them correctly, she already does. I knew she brought with her the lovely pair of Hermès training boots and that she has been secretly wearing a pair of Gigi’s BBs to learn how to walk confidently in Gepettos boots that are built on KP fighting boot lasts and doing an excellent job of it according to Gigi. But once a woman is confident in ballet heeled fighting boots it is only a short step to wanting to be fitted with pairs of knife pointe armored fighting boots. I don’t know a single woman in my circle who hasn’t progressed to at least getting a pair of armored KP-boots to try sparing in student armor at Gepetto’s training school. And that’s something I didn’t want Aimée to be doing for at least another year, until she is almost 17. Now it’s going to be harder for me to deny her a pair of armored fighting boots and at least a taste of KP-fight training. When this possibility came up a week or two ago in a conversation with a wonderful long time friend on the East Coast I told him that Aimée in KP-fighting boots would never happen. Now I’m fairly certain I was wrong.

Ballet boots and vulnerability: In the D/S subculture ballet boots usually end up on Subs as a form of punishment, euphemistically known as ‘training’, for some infraction against the Subs Master where the woman is locked in a pair of BBs for hours or perhaps even days where her calf and ankle muscles are cramping so badly the woman is reduced to tears. However, there are some assertive women, almost always trust-fund girls in their very early 20s who have spent years taking ballet and pointe, who like to show off their legs and feet en pointe w/o the effort it takes to build the strength and stamina to walk around confidently en pointe in toe-shoes. Other than the small community of KP boot students and professional KP boot fighters these are the women who are the niche market and will spring for extremely expensive ballet boots to help display their beautifully toned bodies while projecting an aura of athleticism, sensuality and by flashing a pair of 7 inch heels, mystery and danger.

When a group of 23 y/os are walking around in pairs of custom made ballet boots that start at $2,500 and can easily double in price for no frills pairs the girls tend to strut a bit and swing their hips like Victoria’s Secret models on a runway. It’s then, when they think they’re getting into their predator mode - trolling for men - that they become most vulnerable to being seduced and taken against their will. We try to prevent that false sense of security by teaching St Lucy’s girls that while they are strong and accomplished they are also quite vulnerable in certain circumstances and teach the girls how to use the 7 inch spikes on their boots as weapons for self defense.

Ballet Boot injuries: Recently we have seen a doubling of patients being treated in our clinic’s ER for ballet boot related injuries. They aren’t coming from Gepettos clients, but from women (primarily) in the general public who are trying to use poorly made and badly fitted ballet heels for fetishwear and for fighting. Of course the fighting that can be done while wearing a poorly made pair of ballet heels is a parody of KP boot fighting, but because no armor is usually worn the fighters can sustain serious injuries none the less. There are severely sprained or broken ankles from the lack of ankle support or heels breaking off and the poor fit of cheap BBs. There are also slash and puncture wounds in the insteps, abdomen and breasts of the women fighting as well as perineal straddle trauma from being kicked in the pelvis when not wearing a Jill-cup. As I’ve mentioned before when writing about boot fighting there is a tendency for inexperienced women fighters to go for an opponents breasts. The instances of ruined boob jobs when a woman has a breast implant punctured by a kick from the spike on a ballet boot wearer’s heel has risen three fold in the last six months and is putting smiles on the faces of plastic surgeons involved with breast augmentation surgery. And there have been instances of women wearing Gepettos ballet boots in the wrong part of town being attacked for their boots. The attackers come prepared with bolt cutters to cut the shaft locks off so the victim’s boots can be stolen.

Because of her role in the video and her need to practice in her new boots Aimée should have her first pairs of Gepetto’s ballet boots by this coming Tuesday. Fitting her with such sophisticated and dangerous pairs of boots while she is still so young is a risk, but I was going to do it anyway in a few months and she is already far more adult than many 25 y/os. Fortunately she doesn’t have to be at the age of consent to own or wear them.

Aimée gets a GyneFix

The Mirena (levonorgestrel releasing) IUD

A Mirena failure: In the last week we have had five professional women, come in for verification of the results of home pregnancy tests. That by itself isn’t at all unusual, but three of them had Mirena IUDs inserted and all five are young resident Gynecologists who were at the same fetish club private party during a Gynecological convention at a rival casino/hotel several weeks ago. Returning readers know it’s not unusual for women to become pregnant while taking oral contraceptives because they aren’t taking them correctly. However, the contraceptive failure rate for the Mirena is less than one in a hundred women over a one year interval so having three Mirena related pregnancies occur simultaneously with two other oral contraceptive failures and all to Gynecologists who know the need to avoid things that could reduce the protective level of progestin in their bodies is not a coincidence especially since all five attended the same gasmask-grope at an up-scale rubber club out in the valley. All three of the pregnant Mirena users had secondary amenorrhea (were not having periods because of the continuous progestin release) so they only discovered something was wrong when they began to be nauseated in the mornings. Their IUDs were properly in place and were continually releasing the required amount of progestin, about 20 mcg/day of levonorgestrel when first inserted.

When I realized the extent of the HC failures it immediately occurred to me that the women were involved in something similar to what I did to the three UNLV grad-students who were giving Taryn’s Cosplay club friend such a hard time about using a diaphragm for contraception. I wrote about that in my April 14, 2011 entry: ‘Gasmasks and pregnancy while on the pill’. I used an aerosol progestin blocker disguised as a lens cleaner that the targets sprayed into their own gasmasks to make their hormonal contraceptives ineffective. In this most recent instance I suggested the blood drawn for the serum pregnancy test also be tested for the level of the progestin from their contraceptives and in the case of the Mirena users the level of bound levonorgestrel was almost nonexistent indicating that another steroid had bound to the women’s progesterone receptors blocking any contraceptive effect from the progestin being released by the Mirena.

Since for now it’s impossible to say exactly how the progestin blocking steroid was administered, who was responsible, what the motive was and if this sort of attack on women using hormonal contraception will continue I thought it would be best if I had Aimée get her GyneFix (copper) IUD implanted sooner rather than later. And, if somehow Aimée had been exposed to the progesterone blocker the copper ions in her uterus would act as a morning-after contraceptive and prevent any of her partners’s sperm from fertilizing her egg if she had been made fertile and ovulated. So first thing this morning Aimée and I went to see Chuck, the male Gyn at the clinic, the most experienced of our GyneFix implanters and in less than an hour she was the delighted owner of a new GyneFix implanted securely in the fundus of her uterus. She had to have her cervix dilated a bit to get the implantation tool in place which she found uncomfortable, but took 800 mg of ibuprofen and she felt fine. She was given ten days of an antibiotic – because Chuck knew that she was going to have penetrative sex right away – and told to use Semécide and her Reflexions for at least a week while the implantation site is healing. The new implanting procedure for GyneFix has decreased the expulsion rate for Chuck’s patients to less than one in a thousand so he and I both think Aimée will be very safe.

Sometimes after an IUD is implanted the patient’s uterus will cramp and for others it’s a bit like having their periods and they will have only an occasional mild cramp. That is the way it has been so far for Aimée and this afternoon she has been enjoying the intimate delights that Doug can give her during dive-sex with no change in her energy, sex drive or sense of humor.

Precautions: given the rash of Mirena pregnancies indicating some sort of localized systemic failure of hormonal contraceptives we thought it best to add contraceptive hormone level tests as well offer to increase the frequency of tests for hCG for our casino entertainers as well as at Splash, The Lorelei and at Adolph’s 200 ft deep BDSM training facility (the well) at his place in the hills north of the city. None of the Towel-Girls at Splash or the female Escort Subs who work at The Lorelei have IUDs other than GyneFix, but several are on oral contraceptives and tested positive for the progesterone receptor blocker so were immediately given the new five day emergency contraceptive ella and told to switch to a copper IUD or a barrier method of birth control. The girls testing positive for the progestin blocking steroid had been with boyfriends at fetish clubs other than the one where the Mirena using Gyns became pregnant so it seems the contraceptive blocking steroid is being released in more than one location.

Jack on instilling & developing kink: “Here's the deal. You can learn techniques but like taste for food, you can't be taught to like wine or cheese or sweet bread... You can have someone tell you that kinky things attract some men and some women "get off" on them... and maybe the student turns out to be one of them. But usually fetishes are planted in some early experience… childhood to adolescent and reinforced over time usually with fantasy and masturbation until the person decides for whatever reason to come out of their closet and embrace their kink. And then it's about finding a partner who matches YOUR kink not just any kink. Not everyone will find kink appealing, but most will find an attractive female appealing regardless of what she wears and "sexy" clothes all seem to be about calling attention to the body and the curves and so forth. Fetish attire seems to be rather in your face in that respect as opposed to being subtle. And are the best catches out there all into kink? Does a kinky chick stand a better chance of landing the best prize? Hard to know. Since kink and fetish are expensive... all the gear and so forth, it seems to be the playground of the rich, though not all the rich are into kink for sure. I do see an appeal to elitism with fetish… as opposed to the more down and dirty porn approach. It's really complex, nuanced and esoteric and it seems to me rather beyond the ability of a young girl to full embrace the program. Most things like ballet, or art, or wine and or sports get better with time, maturity and so forth. I think fetish sex is right there with them and so I am hardly believing that 15 year olds can "pull it off" as an accomplished fetishist. Who knows?”

Fetishes are taught as part of Advanced Sexual Techniques to give St Lucy’s students an extra arrow or two in their quivers if needed. Understated glamour works extremely well among the upper classes, but if a girl has her sights set on a party animal then matching his kink to one of hers almost guarantees her success.

Aimée’s Easter vacation

DESCO commercial surface supplied free flow FFM

The photo: A young escort trainee wearing a vintage DESCO shallow water surface supplied commercial FFM ideal for dive-sex in residential swimming pools and training pools down to 30 feet. With no tanks to get in the way dive-sex is a lot more fun wearing this surface fed FFM. The large volume of air in the lens cavity keeps the wearer in a heads-up attitude unless she uses mask weights to establish neutral buoyancy of the mask. A light weight belt can be worn or silicone pool-pointes that come with a set of ½ lb to 5 lbs screw on platform weights.

Easter vacation and dive-sex: St Lucy’s girls are out of school for Holy week and so Cyndi invited Gigi and Aimée and three of the younger male escort trainees chosen for their size, stamina and personalities to spend the week with unrestricted use of the smaller ballet studio for the girls pointe classes, our training pool for dive-sex and the upper sun deck for nude tanning. The Pit, my 68 ft deep pool, is off limits for the teens unless a divemaster or I am with them. In the guest wing of my place they can fuck one another’s brains out and won’t get in my way and I won’t get in theirs. Cyndi and Gigi have GyneFix IUDs implanted and Aimée is on Cerazette, a highly effective pill. And there is a drawer full of ella (a 30 mg tablet of ulipristal acetate) the new 5 day morning after pill if any of the girls feels unsure, so I think we are well stocked with supplies. I made sure they all brought their gas-guards and I brought home extra Reflexions in the girls sizes in case someone has a dome failure.

I dove the training pool with Aimée to check out her dive skills and to familiarize her with the Desco free-flow FFM and pool-pointes. While we were in the pool area I had her insert one of her 60 mm Reflexions diaphragms using the professional DiveGel / O9 spermicide combination (Semécide) and then showed her how to squat and bear down to squeeze the residual air out of the folds in the latex dome to greatly increase the dome vacuum and seal. I also showed her how to insert more DiveGel with a prefilled applicator while underwater. Developing the best gas-guard seal possible is very important for young women whose vaginas are still lengthening from growth and sexual experience because if taken by a man when she is ‘tented’ and the anterior rim is out of her pubic notch it will be much harder for a partner to under-thrust the rim.

Doug the plug: I have paired Aimée up with Doug ‘the plug’ whose equipment is only 6 inches long but 2 ¼ inches in diameter. He got the nickname because someone said his penis looks like a fireplug. Petite women love having Doug as a partner because he usually can’t reach their cervixes, but he is so thick that he feels amazing just moving in and out and he is exceptional at giving G-spot orgasms. The down side with Doug as a partner is that - like Peter - he seems to be able to impregnate more than his share of women who all insist they were well protected during their encounters with him. I think she will be safe enough on Cerazette and she is finding his very high fertility thrilling. She tells me at breakfast each morning how many times he has taken her the previous day and that she is draining Doug’s semen. I’m so pleased that I’ve been able to get her to enjoy men in their early 20s now instead of father figures to which she had become so attached in Europe.

Since both Cyndi’s and Gigi’s cycles are synched to mine the three of us are fertile this week, I thought that is fitting for Easter week with the seasonal emphasis on the generation of new life, though we are planning to avoid that aspect of it if possible. I have been surprised how quickly Aimée seemed to blossom once she felt accepted by me and when Cyndi and Gigi welcomed her into our extended family, I wasn’t certain how well her presence would be accepted, she seemed to fit right in and they are all sharing pointe-shoe tips and information about local boys who have been tested and are safe for intimate encounters.

Jack on being introduced to Kink while young: “Thanks for that explanation about "sexual" technique being taught to 15 year olds. I am quite sure they are mentally capable and physically capable of learning techniques. I suppose that if you gave a rubber catsuit to a 15yr old and ask her to wear it she might feel "sexy" and that she looks like some super-heroine. I also suppose she might decide on her own that wearing rubber is a turn on to her and could / would be to her boyfriends. She might even not associate unusual clothing as taboo since she has had no exposure or comprehension of kink vs. vanilla sex, the concept of fetishes and things like BDSM. Having ballet "sex", dive-sex and so forth are as kinky as any and I am not passing judgment here.' So yes, you can show her... this is what some adults do and "covet" and you can learn how it's done. You wrote you don't teach BDSM per se, but will to a student who shows and interest. What is the philosophical distinction between dive sex as described here and bondage scenes in BDSM? Or between sex in rubber ballet boots and rubber enclosure and BDSM play? Many adult (male) fetishists would love to be able to take a vanilla partner and turn her into a fetish loving female with a few "classes". From what I read, the vast majority of non fetish women when exposed to it by their SOs, or spouse might at best ...give it a try, but most seem to reject it and see no appeal or use for it and the introduction of kink into a vanilla relationship is often the death knell for it. Older people seem to be incapable of learning fetish and learning to love and to "use it" as you claim to be able to teach to young ladies. I suppose if one at any age WANTS to learn sexual techniques they are expressing perhaps the attitude and proclivity for an expansive sexual menu in their quiver. But there are adult lovers who even want to "get with the program", make an effort and find fetish sex, kink and so forth does nothing for them. They might feel uncomfortable and alienated from sex wearing rubber or a hood... uncomfortable in killer heels and bondage attire. These lovers have the right attitude, and maturity and "don't get it." Can turn on be taught in a classroom environment?”

“Thanks for that explanation about "sexual" technique being taught to 15 year olds.”

I know that was written facetiously, but that’s the ideal age to introduce a young woman to advanced sexual techniques, including kink. That’s because most girls who are training intensely for ballet or swimming don’t reach menarche until about the age of 14. Then it’s best to give a girl at least a year after her periods start for them to settle into a routine as to length of her cycles and duration of her periods. So by the time she is well into her 15th year she should be ready to be fitted for and become used to using all her fetish related equipment she is almost 16 and at the legal age of consent for penetrative sex.

“What is the philosophical distinction between dive sex as described here and bondage scenes in BDSM? Or between sex in rubber ballet boots and rubber enclosure and BDSM play?”

The difference is that the St Lucy’s students have a self directed interest and willingness to learn about various intimate aspects of diving and rubber fetishwear and no coercion is used. A St Lucy’s girl can mix and match different aspects of various fetishes to maximize her own erotic response or that of a prospective mate to fit her immediate needs.

“From what I read, the vast majority of non fetish women when exposed to it by their SOs, or spouse might at best ...give it a try, but most seem to reject it and see no appeal or use for it and the introduction of kink into a vanilla relationship is often the death knell for it.”

Exactly! That makes my case elegantly. Much earlier in our discussions you inferred there was no advantage for an impressionable young woman to be introduced to and schooled in multiple aspects of kink and using those she felt comfortable with to pull a suitable mate into her orbit and hold him there with her intimate skills!

“I suppose if one at any age WANTS to learn sexual techniques they are expressing perhaps the attitude and proclivity for an expansive sexual menu in their quiver. But there are adult lovers who even want to "get with the program", make an effort and find fetish sex, kink and so forth does nothing for them.”

I agree, and I think that’s so sad! That happens a lot because by the time they become ‘interested’ many have reached the point where the free testosterone circulating in the blood – in both women and men – has declined to the extent that they find the result not worth the effort, or their conscience tells them ‘it’s wrong’ to be turned on by rubber, kinky SCUBA or whatever and they shame themselves into giving up before they give it a good try.

“Can turn on be taught in a classroom environment?”

At St Lucy’s we introduce the students to a wide range of fetishes and the girls can chose from among them the ones they feel most confident with or that best fit their personalities. However, only a small part of their training in those chosen fields is in the classroom. We recommend that they choose no more than 3 or 4 to specialize in because the kink takes time to learn – in lab encounters with male escorts - and some field trips - to Tahoe for altitude diving – or Reno for rough-rubber clubbing for example.

Confidence building at St Lucy’s

Some serious camel-toe

A Student’s confidence issues: The school psychologist at St Lucy’s asked me to work with a transfer student from France who is having a difficult time adjusting to the training regimen at the school. She is nearly 16 y/o with a lovely strong Balanchine body and her parents sent her to us so that she could develop even the most intimate of her physical skills as well as mental capacity to their full extent. Tanaquil had recommended St Lucy’s to them – the mom having been one of her courtesans - when Aimée was expelled for ‘lewd behavior’ with a professor at an elite Swiss Girls school. She is an only child and had been with tutors, her parents and their circle of adult friends none of whom showed her much affection during her formative years so while her verbal and cognitive skills are extremely well developed coming into puberty at a girl’s school she craved attention from her teachers, but especially from the males and would go to any lengths to get an older man interested in her.

The psychologist thinks that if I can get her interested in women as protectors in her life – she has already had penetrative sex with her male ballet and swimming instructors here - and then introduce her to boys more her age in a threesome she can be brought into the mainstream of student life at St Lucy’s. Not that the other SL students don’t crave sex with their male teachers when they can get it. I agreed because she is a delightful young women and being in a semi-medical relationship with Aimée - should it develop sexually - would allow me the freedom to explore more fully those facets of her sexuality she is willing to share. She often acts out in ballet class by presenting deep camel-toe while wearing thong bottom leotards in ballet class. These can be easily seen by her partner(s) through her sheer tights which we all wear over our leos for classes and rehearsals and her labia cleavage causes male dancers in her pas de deux class to lose concentration while partnering her.

Bonding through orgasm: I met Aimée in the Psychologists office and we sat with him while he explained to her what my place in her life at St Lucy’s would be. Then I took her down to The Clinic on campus and checked the fit of her diaphragm. She had been fitted with a 60 mm transparent pink silicone Semina diaphragm and that was the correct size, but I switched her to a 60 mm latex flat spring Reflexions which is what the professionals use for protection as a gas-guard during dive-sex because it is very difficult for a man to under-thrust the rim of a flat spring and latex transfers heat far better than silicone so it feels more natural to both partners. I gave her three of the Reflexions and had her information coded into RFID chips and the chips fixed to the domes of her new diaphragms. While I had my fingers inside her I asked her to tighten her vaginal muscles and was surprised at the strength in her grip for a 15 y/o, but then her mom had been a courtesan and I’m sure she taught her strengthening exercises and she is very sexually experienced for a 15 y/o from a wealthy family. While she was on the exam table Aimée said that with a diaphragm inserted she was afraid she wouldn’t be able to have a G-spot orgasm so I used my fingers to caress her G-spot through the thin stretchy dome of her diaphragm and quickly brought her to a gasping, moaning, screaming orgasm during which her muscles spasmed so tightly on my fingers it was painful. I think giving her that orgasm was the bonding experience she needed so we could become Best Friends Forever.

Individual protection responsibility: Since she is on the swim team I asked how often she wore her Semina and she told me doesn’t like to wear it. I said that if I was to help her she was going to have to wear one of her Reflexions all the time because otherwise she will be quickly caught w/o it and start accruing demerits. As a 15 y/o she had been able to get away w/o wearing her Semina because she was considered underage. I stopped her from being able to do that by adding her to the database of students needing an RFID chip to get into the ballet and pool areas of the school. She seemed pleased that I was treating her as an adult, which is what I do with all St Lucy’s students which is especially important when I’m working with a sexually adult but mentally immature female. I’m sure she had heard it all before during her orientation lecture, but this sort of information bears repeating so I explained that none of the men on the faculty use any sort of contraceptive protection and all are virile and potent so it is the responsibility of each student to protect herself from pregnancy. Any pregnancies will be terminated or the student will be expelled and that policy has worked well since it was adopted in the early 1970s.

I explained that adult women always inserted their diaphragms before going anywhere where they might meet a man so they would not be caught unprepared and That it was particularly important that she have a Reflexions inserted and properly positioned as a gas-guard during sex in or underwater because of the possibility of a partners thrusts forcing water or air bubbles into her uterus and causing an infection or an embolism. I explained that because St Lucy’s girls were so highly sexually active they were at much greater risk of upper reproductive tract problems if no gas-guard was used. I told her that professional women who specialized in underwater sex all wore gas-guards and we do. She seemed to look forward to wearing her diaphragm as an indication that she was being treated as an adult and was responsible for her own protection.

STI and hCG testing at St Lucy’s: As additional protection all faculty and students are tested for STIs once a month (I’m tested every 2 weeks because of the number of partners I have) and every student is tested for hCG once a week. Aimée is currently on the progestin-only-pill Cerazette where each pill contains 75mcg of the progestin desogestrel the first metabolite of which is etonogestrel the progestin used in Implanon and NuvaRing. Cerazette is a good pill for a progestin-only-pill as it allows the user to be as much as 12 hours late taking her pill with no decrease in her protection. Even so, because the progestin dries her out so she needs lots of intimate lube to be penetrated comfortably and she has to take a pill every day I’m trying to get her to have a GyneFix IUD implanted. That way she will be well protected for 5 years and can enjoy the hormonal swings of her natural cycles which is one of the great joys of being a woman.

When I asked her what interested her sexually besides older men she said she found she is attracted to toe-shoes – she wears Freed Studios and enjoys wearing them – because of how they feel and look on her feet and because they make her legs look lovely when she has her feet pointed or is on her toes. She also likes the scent, look and feel of latex and she likes to breastfeed. The breastfeeding answer surprised me! She said she learned she enjoyed human milk and breast feeding from one of her women instructors at the Swiss school to whom she went for comfort when rejected by a male teacher. Another surprise was that I’d never found a teen who, after training in pointe shoes for several years, still likes to wear them. Aimée has been wearing pointes since she was 11 y/o and her ballet teacher says she has amazing stamina as well as technique so 4 years is long enough for her to have the thrill wear off and be glad to take her toe-shoes off as soon as she can if she wasn’t drawn to and enjoys wearing them for psychological reasons, because they make her feel she is more adult sexually. I’m going to have to be careful while mentoring Aimée that Cyndi and Gigi don’t become jealous of my attention to her, but they both are into men now and so I think I can get them to accept her in my life.