Death rubber, Chi and Trimix

OTS Guardian FFM with ambient breathing valve and comm. unit

Bea’s dive training: Bea’s academic work has her on the dean’s list so she shouldn’t have any problem with finals in a few weeks. Now that summer is approaching I had our divemaster qualify her for recreational diving with Trimix so she can dive to the bottom of Adolph’s deep water training facility with me. I wouldn’t let her near Adolph alone because she is just his type, but he has the only heated deep water pool, it’s a bit more than 200 ft deep, where we can go to the bottom in bikinis or nude and she should be safe with me. She sometimes wears contacts to change her eye color so I had her fitted with a ‘splatter mask’ to add to her Slit Kit. Returning readers may remember that a splatter mask is a pair of very large gas permeable soft contact lenses of the latest silicone formulation worn to minimize the effects of having semen splattered in the eyes during a sexual encounter. A splatter mask is also useful for keeping sweat out of the eyes while SCUBA diving.

Electronic medical records and death rubber: I mentioned in an earlier post that its difficult finding new latex death rubber cervical barriers as my old ones wear out. Returning readers will recall that a ‘death rubber’ is a cervical barrier (diaphragm or cervical cap) that was being worn when the woman died while having sex. Almost all are diaphragms as the only cap now generally available is FemCap which can be worn comfortably while swimming, but is subject to squeeze when worn while diving to any appreciable depth. Almost all escorts using cervical barriers wear latex Reflexions flat spring diaphragms even though they must be avoided by women with latex allergy, don’t last as long as silicone and for some women can contribute to UTIs. Reflexions is so popular because of latex superior heat transfer properties, the softer stretchier dome and the fact that it is very difficult for even the most skilled man to intentionally under-thrust the rim. But for dive-sex Reflexions is a must because it’s the only diaphragm that can be effectively worn as flood insurance below ten meters since its flat spring rim will not distort due to water pressure. My size is an 80mm, but Bea takes the smallest size, a 65mm so as death rubber they can be extremely difficult to find.

Fortunately most reproductive health clinics and pharmacies in this area have converted their paper medical records to electronic ones on-line. There is no way I would have been able to track the fitting and sale of diaphragms by myself so I hired a data mining company to collect and format the information in a form I can use to see which practitioners are performing fittings, who is being fitted with what and where they are buying their diaphragms and caps. Not surprisingly our clinic fits and sells a significant percentage and I recognize the names of all of our trainees and our casino’s (Pirate’s) stable of elite escorts who are all fitted with Reflexions there. I also recognized the names of the girls who flow through Adolph’s training facility and use Reflection for flood insurance most of whom end up working as Towel-Girls at Splash, his underwater sex club, where the turnover of girls is quite high.

I was pleased that Adolph’s girls appeared in the inventory because they are less experienced, take the greatest risks and are far more likely to have serious accidents making them likely candidates for death rubber harvesting. Also making Adolph’s girls a rich hunting ground for a death rubber for Bea is that a surprising percentage of them have purchased 65mm Reflexions. I had fitted a lot of the girls and I knew that for many a 65mm was much too small to provide a proper fit when worn for flood insurance. Then it occurred me that they were wearing that size in order to offer a masochistic experience to clients wanting penis torture from ramming the rim. It’s also very uncomfortable for the woman to have a too small flat spring rim rammed by a client’s penis and in dive gear on the bottom of an encounter pool it can be claustrophobic, which may help explain the high turnover in Splash Towel Girls.

Chi and Me: In traditional Chinese culture, qì (also chi or ch'i) is an active principle forming part of any living thing. Qi is frequently translated as "life energy", "life force", or "energy flow". Qi is the central underlying principle in traditional Chinese medicine and martial arts. The literal translation of "qi" is "breath", "air", or "gas".

I use the anglicized form ‘Chi' to stand for the portion of a woman’s life force that remains with her diaphragm if she dies during intercourse while wearing it. One summer in Montreal years ago, working as a latex model when the ballet Co. I was with was on hiatus, I discovered wearing other women’s diaphragms (don’t ask, it’s complicated) was a huge turn-on. When I accidentally wore the keepsake Ortho All-Flex of a roommate’s dead sister killed during her rape I was fascinated to find a portion of her life force was still in the diaphragm. With more experience I found that seemed to occur only when the previous owner died during sex. Not only that but that element of the dead woman’s Chi combines with my own while I wear her diaphragm giving me greater confidence and assertiveness as well as practical knowledge from the former owner’s life experiences. If I wear a particular death rubber frequently enough, after about ten or twelve times, I become able to mentally experience more details from the former owner’s life as I become more comfortable with her Chi. It’s to the point now that I can recall the previous owner’s sexual encounters had with lovers while wearing the diaphragm I have inserted. So far I have avoided recalling the encounter during which she died thinking I might not survive the experience.

Bea and Chi: By equipping Bea with death rubber diaphragms of her own I’m going to try to moderate her attitude about men from sexual aggression to sexual assertiveness using the previous owner’s Chi. Chi moderation has worked very well for me to curb some extremely dangerous behaviors so I’m hoping it will work for Bea because since she participated in the private coaching sessions with Brian she has become a much greater risk taker than is good for someone of her age and experience.

Immorality and temple garments

Mormon Temple Garments

Mormon ritual clothing: The temple garments in the image above (formally the Garment of the Holy Priesthood or informally, the garment or garments) symbolizes the "coats of skins" which Jehovah made for Adam and Eve before casting them out of the Garden of Eden (Gen. 3:21).

Latter-day Saints who have been endowed in the temple are expected to wear the garment under their clothes every day, as a reminder of special promises or covenants to God. On a practical level, it also serves as a guide to modest dressing — a woman could hardly wear a tank top and a miniskirt while wearing the temple garment, nor could a man go publicly shirtless.

Spiritually, the garment is believed to be a "shield and protection" against the powers of evil (and sometimes against physical harm, according to some Latter-Day Saints).
Latter-Day Saints are commonly clothed in the temple garment and the outer temple clothing when they are buried.

Men and withdrawal: Early last week I had Taryn help with a small private get-together for two Mormon men in town on business. They were scouting UNLV for potential wives for a polygamous sect that live in southern Utah. They had booked a little R&R away from their search for ‘pure’ and subservient women and they intended to slake their male appetites for sex with some of the more exciting delights of the flesh that can be had in this town. It was the first time that Taryn had stripped ‘temple garments’ off a man which she thought was great fun as temple garments are a visible sign of a practicing Mormon’s mental protection from immodesty, immorality and sin. I rather thought of it as peeling them out of their consciences! It’s not often I’ve seen a man’s good intentions in a pile on the floor!

Mormon women are, in my opinion, second class citizens as far as the Latter-Day Saints teachings are concerned because they are expected to be subservient to their husbands and working outside the home is frowned on in strict LDS families. The men practice withdrawal not as a form of contraception but as an indication of their god given ability to be in complete control of their bodies. Well, that’s what the senior of the two told me before Taryn and I joined them for one-on one demonstrations of a Mormon man’s amazing ability to control the planting of his seed, or so they thought. The younger of the two was about 25 and the older appeared to be in his mid thirties and both claimed to have very high sperm counts and produce high quality sperm. Neither mattered! We had no intention of getting preggers since Taryn is protected by a GyneFix IUD and I was CD26 and had an Oves cap sucking on my cervix.

I had asked Taryn to participate because I’ve found that Mormon men like very young tight sex partners and with her exquisite dancer’s body she is a man’s sex fantasy. In addition I wanted Taryn to experience for herself the feeling of being so much meat as the men demonstrated their control by working right up to the edge of orgasm before withdrawing and ejaculating in her face or splattering her breasts with long strands of molten pearl. Owning one of the worlds largest adult media empires it’s important that Taryn experience for herself attitudes of the men in one of the largest remaining under served markets of potential clients in the U.S. for her products. That way she has an insight into the potential client’s mental attitude toward women so she can appeal to that set of values. These guys seem normal enough when you are talking to them with other gentiles around, but if they think a woman they have an intimate relationship with is alone with them or they are in the presence of other Mormon men they can be unbelievably arrogant and demean her. I was along to make sure nothing happened to Taryn, not that I thought it would since Anya and I had entertained a similar pair earlier this year, and to offer a choice if either or both men wanted to test themselves with someone with more than twenty years experience in getting a man to come when he thought he was in total control.

I was perfectly ok with taking seconds, which I was sure they would ask for. Taryn easily took both of them the first time with five minutes in between each to douche to flush out her previous partner’s lube and she let them both demonstrate their control and successfully withdraw before shooting their wads. The younger splattered her breasts, the older hit her in her eyes. Fortunately she was prepared and wearing a splatter mask – clear oversized contact lenses – so very little semen got in her eyes. I could see the disappointment in the man’s expression when she didn’t flinch, scream or try to wipe the semen out of her eyes. I liked being second because a man getting off a third time in quick succession has a higher chance of being fully in control since he has already gotten relief so even when he is using a performance enhancer his sensitivity is somewhat lessened so he should – in theory - have better control over his ejaculation, thus giving me more of a challenge.

Of course before it happened neither of the mind-over-matter-men had any idea what being ripple gripped was or how helpless he would be in controlling his ejaculation when he was deep inside a woman as highly skilled in pelvic pleasures as Taryn or I. The last four times each man tried - three times each with me and once again with Taryn - he couldn’t control when he came and they spewed inside us every time. Fortunately both were able to put aside the false premise of mental invincibility – we told them what marvelous lovers they were - and so in denial managed to save themselves from destruction of their self esteem by two gentile women who were much better at controlling our bodies than the LDS supermen were at controlling theirs. Afterward both men lay gasping and quickly entered a deep dreamless sleep. Being emptied six times each I’ll admit they both had marvelous stamina. However, I think their belief in mental invincibility during sexual arousal will never be the same. I watched their faces the last few times as they struggled to withdraw while locked in our embrace while we manipulated the heads of their penises with our vaginal muscles and as they shuddered, gasped and filled us with sperm they moaned in ecstasy rather than frustration.

Taryn gives me a scare: Did you know that pointes are easier to run in than ballet flats? Of course you can step out of flats but that doesn't help when you are running across coarse gravel. Not that I make a habit of running across course gravel but under the circumstances that was the best alternative and I was glad I was wearing pointes because I was confronted by an attacker before I could get into my car. I ran across the parking lot to get to a firm surface rather than fight on the rough gravel. Once I got to the road I stopped and turned and the guy didn't expect that. I kicked him in the face as his momentum drove him into the platform of my shoe. It was a text-book perfect kick and as he fell past me he spun me around, landed on his knees and as I completed my turn I kicked him in the head and he toppled over on his side. He had been drinking in a sleazy fetish bar I went into while looking for Taryn. I saw him staring at me as I asked the bar girl if she had seen Taryn which she hadn’t and as I left the guy followed me out.

He didn’t move as I cut off his belt with the buck knife I removed from a holster at his waist and pulled down his jeans then did my best to crush his genitals in the cup of his Speedo. There was a lot of blood as his manhood was pulped by repeated kicks with the platforms of my pointes. That place is not a club we normally frequent but I hadn't been able to find Taryn in our regular haunts and I was looking for her because while she is usually quite capable of taking care of herself she's only 18. That makes her legal to hunt but not allowed to drink so I thought she might have gone to one of the places I knew that routinely serve underage girls where even a capable woman can’t be confident of being safe. And, being of an age to be legally hunted but an under age drinker is a combination that sometimes causes girls in her position to be hunted by packs of men. As it turned out she was quite safe in a dorm at UNLV organizing an orgy. I was so proud of her taking the time and initiative to reach out to an under served community!