The Spa at The Lorelei and Hoods

An advert for the Spa at The Lorelei

The photo: The Spa at The Lorelei can provide almost any service imaginable. Here a model with a fellatio guard inserted is posed about to be deep-throated by a service stallion. Adolph has one of Taryn’s best adult media photographers on site doing a spread for an insert in French Vogue and other European up-market women’s magazines. No torn jeans, hollow cheeks and emaciated bodies so the first thing reader’s look for when they see the photo is if needle tracks on the arms have been airbrushed out.

Included are tastefully presented photos of the estrogen softened unblemished skin of young fertile women’s bodies, alluringly posed with some at or near ecstasy. The subliminal message is that after a Spa package at The Lorelei you too can look and feel 23 again. There will be a scent tear strip in the insert with an artificial (but dead on) imitation of fertile cervical mucus with cinnamon overtones. It’s targeted at the niche market of adventuresome 30 somethings who at that age will have come into their trust funds or have already married money.

Latex hoods: For fetish sex the usefulness of a latex hood is hard to overrate. It’s true that if your partner is into long hair and you have a glorious mane then there are occasions where a rubber hood might not be the best choice of head covering unless he’s into cutting you out of a hood to get to your hair, which a few guys are. And if you are out at a movie you will probably get stares if you wear a Polymorph or Rubber 55 hood to the film; appreciative looks from the men and disapproval or envy from the women. But in fetish clubs and for surface and underwater sexual encounters wearing a good quality latex hood is usually a fashion plus and can provide some protection for the wearer’s hair and head.

Hoods with hair tubes can show off a woman’s shiny locks at fetish parties among friends, but hair tubes can be a liability at fetish clubs where during an argument the wearer’s hair and her hoods hair tube becomes a handle to throw her off balance or drag her around by her hair. To prevent a partner or enemy from using a woman’s own scalp hair as a weapon against her a well fitting latex hood w/o a hair tube sprayed with a light coat of silicone lube prevents the wearer’s hair and head from being grabbed and held in a fight. Hoods also give the wearer the opportunity to sweat in latex so that she gets the full benefit of her estrogenic sweat mixed with the scent of chlorinated latex. A down side is that rubber hoods worn under very hot conditions can contribute to heat stroke. And, hoods worn with SCUBA gear for underwater sex prevent the wearer’s hair from becoming entangled in her regulator, hoses and buoyancy vest. In advertising spreads you see photos of women with long loose hair in dive gear, but they never show the problems when a long haired woman gets her hair entangled in her SCUBA equipment. It can be painful, ruin a girl’s locks if her hair has to be cut to get her lose and can be a safety problem if the tangle limits the ability of the wearer to turn or even move her head.

Worn during surface encounters hoods can provide some head protection if the hood being used is neoprene and a few millimeters thick or of thin stretchy latex if woman’s hair is long and it is piled around her head under the hood so it forms a cushion if she gets thrown against a wall or to the floor. I find wearing a latex hood useful for projecting an image of mystery as well as protecting the back of my head when being held against a wall and being thrust into while my legs are wrapped around a partner’s waist. When Jacques takes me that way his thrusts bounce me so that my head tends to hit the wall and wearing a hood minimizes the discomfort so I can concentrate on where the real action is, with him ramming my cervix.

The darker side of hoods: Hoods also have a darker side since, like rubber swim caps they can be used to suffocate the owner. But using a hood that way requires twisting it around and it’s very difficult to get a grip on to do that w/o breaking the wearer’s neck in the process. I talked to my psychiatrist about men who enjoy suffocating women and he said that while breaking a woman’s neck accomplishes the same end result very efficiently it doesn’t give the attacker (almost always male) the same sense of accomplishment and the same visual thrill that watching the woman struggle as she suffocates does. So for a man determined to suffocate a woman with the hood she is wearing it’s much more satisfying for him to peel the latex hood off the wearer’s head and then force it back on her head backwards, even if it is necessary to lube the inside to force her head into it. My shrink said the sociopaths he has talked to about using her hood to suffocate a woman - while not nearly as elegantly accomplished as suffocating a woman with her own swim cap - is far more satisfying to the man because he is killing her with something she was using to attract men. I know enough sociopaths to understand that for many of them beautiful women are prey and we are hunted just as surely as men hunt other mammals.

Snow in the Spring Mountains: It’s hard to believe since we had 85° weather a few days ago, but we are having a Spring storm that is leaving snow at the higher elevations of the Spring Mts. – the summit of Mt Charleston is about 11, 900 feet - to the west of town, near where my home is. On the Strip the temp is in the low 60s and we are also having very high winds so it’s a good evening to be inside.

CD28 and spotting: I’m cycle day 28 today, the last day of this menstrual cycle. My progesterone has dropped and I’m spotting so I have changed from my tiny Oves cervical cap to a latex Reflexions flat spring diaphragm for flow control and as a gas guard for dive-sex protection. I will start menstruating tomorrow and have my heavy days on days 3 and 4 then taper off on day 5 and have an Oves sucking on my cervix again on CD6. I love it when I start to bleed as it is a renewal of life a reaffirmation that I’m still a fully functional female and my body is preparing to accept a fertilized egg to create a baby. I can handle the cramps with 800 mg of ibuprofen and being menstrual is my second fave time in my cycle after my fertile days when my libido is raging.

Therapy with Mack the Knife

In German Sailfish neoprene, meditation before penetration

Reconstructive surgery, neoprene and French lingerie: I have a friend who is a well known plastic surgeon. He takes me lingerie shopping and pays a fortune for expensive French lingerie. When we get back to his place, he watches me put it on and then cuts it off me with a scalpel. Talk about a hobby! OMG, is he ever intense! I said he is a friend and I guess that’s true, but he is new to my circle. I first met him when he did the cosmetic restoration of Anya’s arm after she was dragged along the cove bottom by a dolphin she was having sex with. [For more about that see my entry for August 3, 2009] It turns out he is in therapy to try and understand and minimize his need to cut young women out of their clothing before having sex with them.

He was nearly caught when he surprised a teen in a dressing room one night on the beach at Santa Monica and slashed the crotch of her black O’Neill wetsuit. Her rubber suit was still wet from a night swim and she managed to squirm out of his grasp and escape. After that he recognized he needed therapy and started seeing a psychiatrist for his addiction.

Returning readers may remember from my Blog on Yahoo 360 that when I lived in the east I was able to help my psychiatrist with some intimate therapy for men convicted of sex crimes. I’m told intimate physical therapy to treat mental conditions is considered controversial and pretty rare within the psychiatric community and in addition it requires a third person so that the psychiatrist can remain detached and unbiased so there is the added concern about patient confidentiality. My east coast psychiatrist was called to consult on this surgeon’s case and his psychiatrist learned of my help in successfully modifying male pathological urges to the point that the patients were willing to take their stabilizing meds. So she asked if I would be willing to work with this patient to minimize his sociopathic tendencies. I agreed and my sessions are billed as physical therapy on the surgeon’s case.

Treatment plan: His psychiatrist says he isn’t a full blown sociopath and can still feel guilt and remorse. He just doesn’t see anything wrong with cutting off a woman’s clothing to have sex with her. So her treatment plan is to have him cut the cloths off a willing volunteer (that’s me) often enough that it is no longer such an erotic thrill for him. He doesn’t seem violent, so far and she says the greatest safety concern for a woman with him is that his knife will accidentally slip and cut her severely. OMG I love kinky men! Especially very rich ones like this A-list surgeon who I’ll call ‘Mack the Knife’ or Mack for short. Mack loves arousing me and then slitting the cup of my thong when my labia are engorged, parted and slippery wet with my natural lube. The man is way scary because he is so intense when wielding a scalpel, but he is a considerate lover. When he enters me through the ‘incision’ (his term) he made in my thong he gives me my pleasure before he takes his own. At $350 for a thong he will cut up $1,500 worth of lacy silk during a three hour encounter. We only had two therapy sessions that were, lingerie encounters, before he wanted me in different clothing. I could tell he had been giving the change in clothing a lot of thought because he knew exactly what he wanted me to wear.

I questioned his psychiatrist about his fixation with cutting women out of our clothing telling her that it had increased because he has now started taking me shopping for diving gear. She seemed unconcerned saying that his escalation is a good sign. That he is opening up and sharing more of his fantasies with me and there is nothing to worry about, but a girl has to wonder. I still sleep soundly at night, but when I’m with him my adrenaline is pumping like you wouldn’t believe! Which of course is what makes him so much fun! He has a place in the hills west of town. It is a lovely large single story home that he got from a bank that foreclosed on the property.

The practice theater: He has several rooms that he has dedicated to his obsession. I was somewhat relieved to discover one of the rooms is what he calls a ‘practice theater’ where he dresses manikins in the clothing he intends to cut off his women so he can practice the knife strokes needed to give him access to their bodies safely and with the minimum number of strokes. He showed me the seams in the crotch of a Sailfish G range wetsuit similar to the one he had on a manikin and lectured about the difficulty of cutting through the different types of seams, welded, glued and glued blind stitched which are the most difficult to cut through w/o endangering the wearer. Of course the Sailfish G range racing wetsuits he buys me all have glued blind stitched seams! Sigh! I was relieved to know he had been practicing and knew what he had to cut through and what it felt like to open the crotch for penetration before he sliced open mine.

The operating theaters: Part of Mack’s fixation is going with me to buy diving rubber, watching me while I try it on in my LDS and paying for it with his Amex Centurion (Black Card). He has started buying four of the Sailfish suits at a time so he can get a 15% discount. He has a large bedroom, another room he had converted to a small ballet studio with barre and mirrored wall for me and a standard size indoor swimming pool with a 15 ft dive well that he calls his operating theaters. We haven’t progresses to dive-sex yet but I know from the questions he’s been asking, that it’s coming. He is a PADI certified diver and has his own SCUBA so I won’t have to teach him to dive, just how to have dive-sex.

He watches me put on one of the Sailfish G range suits and then pushes me up against a wall or the barre in the studio and cuts his way through the protective rubber to get to my breasts and vulva. He isn’t much into footwear and doesn’t seem to care if I wear pointes or ballet boots so I wear Gaynor’s which are comfy, give me the most ankle flexibility and I can go on and off pointe so he can feel the difference when my vaginals tighten their grip so much that he gasps and actually smiles! The first time, a few days ago, he bought me three of the €450 German Sailfish (back zip) wetsuits [like the one in the image at the top of this entry] and destroyed them all in a single afternoon, one per penetrative encounter, as he carved chunks out over my breasts to get to my nipples to milk me and then slit the crotch carving a lozenge shaped reinforced piece seams and all out of it in order to penetrate me while I was otherwise fully zipped up encased in high quality German neoprene. It was creepy watching him work after he had cut away the neoprene as he used hemostats to pull the micro-sheer fabric of my thong and cups away from my skin so he could slit the bikini fabric to get to my nipples and engorged labia to penetrate me.

For these encounters I wear a Penetrator plug so that while he is cutting the crotch out of my Sailfish my vulva has some protection if the scalpel slips when cutting through a thick stitched seam. Then after he has cut through my thong I let him pull the release tab to break the vacuum of my plug and pull it out. He had never heard of, much less seen, a Penetrator plug before so I had to teach him how to break the vacuum seal and pull it out. Even with the vacuum released the anti-dislodgement ridge behind the pubic bone will prevent pulling it straight out. The trick is to pull down and forward so the ridge will slip under the pubic bone. And that has to be done quickly or the vacuum will be reestablished because of the precision fit. I just hope his hand doesn’t slip once and sever a femoral artery.

Therapy goals: When you meet him he seems a really nice normal guy, but he has this slasher side and he is super intense when he is slashing lingerie or carving up dive rubber while I’m wearing it so he can have sex with me. He is a lot calmer after he gets off inside me during our encounters...Go figure! What his psychiatrist and I hope will happen is that his therapy sessions with me will allow him to feel comfortable enough with his destructive urges that he can enter the fetish community and find a lovely girl who is looking for a man to be so dominant he cuts her clothing off to get to her. I know one or two like that who otherwise seem normal, but can’t find men dominant enough to satisfy them so I’m hoping I’ll be able to eventually pair one of them with Mack. It would be a great match for her since he is very rich.