Reality chick

A pair of Jenna’s old Bloch Alpha shoes damp from ballet-sex

The Photo: A pair of Brad’s dead wife Jenna’s pointes I wear during his continuing sexual fantasy where he is convinced he’s having sex with his wife. He is delusional, believing that by me wearing her pointe shoes I become Jenna in the flesh and must wear one of her 70mm Milex Omniflex silicone diaphragms, which is two sizes too small for me, to protect her cervix.

An Alpha male: In the real world when Jenna died with their infant son in an auto accident eighteen months ago she was newly pregnant. Brad doesn’t know as the body was too badly burned for an autopsy and I haven’t told him as I think it would add to his grief. I only learned of her pregnancy from her Chi in her shoes from which I can tell a great deal about the former owner.

Brad is insistent that since I look enough like her - I could be Jenna’s identical twin - I wear her Bloch Alpha pointes as she was a ballet dancer and he thinks me wearing them helps in the transubstantiation process. He is at least partially correct because I use the traces of her Chi to help me be more authentic in my role as Jenna. When I’m dressed in her things we do look amazingly similar and with her scent and her mannerisms from videos I am a very convincing Jenna and Brad doesn’t need convincing. I think of myself as an actress in a role, a ‘Reality Chick’, helping a grieving husband find release to ease him through an emotional tragedy.  

He has this fascination with ballet-sex with me in her Alpha pointes, partially I think because he got so little of it. Perhaps that was because Alpha pointes are an advanced dancers shoe and almost impossible to relax in when en pointe so being taken on her toes in them was probably not fun for her. While I’m new to the Alpha shoe I think I’m adjusting well to ballet-sex in it. It’s not nearly as comfy and supportive as hard shanked Gaynor Minden shoes, but in Alpha’s favor is that the 4 ½ xxx is such a good fit that my toes go numb when I’m en pointe so with toe pads thrust-drop hasn’t been the problem I thought it might be though my platforms are lifted several inches off the floor during the last few thrusts before he comes. The Alpha style also appeals to the masochist in me not to mention the narcissist as they make my feet and legs look beautiful. Too, there is risk involved as they can be a dangerous shoe for high arched dancers to wear and that danger appeals to my sense of adventure.

After being taken several times while sur les pointes a la seconde while bent over holding on to the barre I Kegel his load into a puffs tissue and he carries me to bed. I sit on the bed and take off my sweat soaked Alphas and put them in a Ziploc bag so they retain the moisture and scent then give them to him to smell and fondle the next day. Then he sucks and tongues the toe-cheese from between my toes and I snuggle into his arms. It’s almost as if he’s been drugged how quickly he falls into a deep sleep. When he’s asleep I get up, shower and leave for the evening. When we meet the next day I spray the pair I gave Brad to fondle with a good anti-fungal spray and put them on the rack with the other shoes to dry.

Alphas in clubs: For a woman who can pull it off clubbing in Alpha pointes has advantages. Wearing Alphas in a fetish club establishes ones bona fides as an accomplished fetishist if you can walk around easily and confidently en pointe in them and stay on your toes the full time you are standing. Clean satin heels after a nights clubbing is a major indicator of the strength of the woman’s feet if she is in Alpha pointes.  Mincing around in them establishes the wearer as a pretender so almost no one tries as the discomfort is too great for experienced dancers and amateurs are rightly concerned about injury.  In vanilla clubs wearing pointes at all is extremely rare and then only by a professional dancer with strong feet. When Brad takes me dancing at a vanilla club when we take to the floor everyone else stops and watches us. I tease him that we should charge for entertaining. Satin trimmed off the platforms and darned platform edges ensure good traction on the slipperiest floors.

Toe-chicks: While I’m on the subject of Alphas for ballet-sex my wards in their after school jobs as assistant trainers working with male escort candidates are known as the toe-chicks because they are the only trainers who wear pointe shoes. Other trainers wear five inch stripper heels for ballet-sex which is a good approximation, but not the real thing because the pelvic muscles only develop maximum grip when the entire foot and leg is extended so they don’t give a male candidate the full-ballet-sex experience. As a consequence my girls are in demand as trainers.

I’ve mentioned before putting both Bea and Willow in Bloch Alphas. Willow can wear them marvelously well, but isn’t as fascinated with them as Bea and still performs in bespoke Freed Classics. Bea doesn’t want to take her Alpha pointes off and now takes class in them as well as wearing them when she is helping train escorts! Her combination of exuberance, energy and love of a challenge have her far more comfortable in Alphas than Willow and she is a favorite with the escort candidates she works with. The swan twins aren’t ready for Alphas and probably never will be. They are still in Freeds for ballet class and hard shanked Gaynors when working with their assigned escort trainees. They love the sex, but aren’t interested in the work required to be able to wear Alphas confidently and not hurt themselves.

Brad and Reflexions: I’m trying to move Brad away from Jenna’s 70mm Omniflex diaphragms because he is damaging his frenulum by under-thrusting them in missionary.  In my persona as Jenna I’m substituting a correctly fitting (for me) 80mm latex reflections while pointing out how much softer, stretcher and more natural the dome feels since it transfers body heat so much better than the silicone of an Omniflex. So far he does like the feeling, but I think his acceptance had a lot to do with the fact that ‘Jenna’ suggested it. I’m relieved I got him to accept Jenna wearing an 80mm Reflexions because I’ll need it for effective flood insurance when I teach him about dive-sex. My period will be starting tomorrow, Saturday. I have a Reflexions inserted now as I’m already spotting and I can’t wear Oves for flood protection while I’m menstrual.

Winter still: We had a taste of early Spring here this past Wednesday 4/2 when the temps were in the mid 60s and there was snow again in the Spring Mts. So it was still good weather to wear latex catsuits to the clubs and private parties. Not so next week as the forecast is for the high 70s and low 80s, really sticky latex catsuit weather.

Anal nozzles, Lab-finals and Oxytocin

An aluminum anal nozzle

Anal irrigation nozzles and the prostate: Our clinic is offering ‘Colonic irrigation’, an enema, for medical purposes. In my Advanced Sexual Techniques class I teach Colonic irrigation as a BDSM technique which is of interest to women not only because some of us may enjoy getting an enema ourselves but because it is especially effective on males as it can massage the prostate. Nozzles are made of metal, aluminum or stainless steel, Pyrex glass, latex and silicone. The aluminum one shown in the image accompanying this entry can be heated, cooled and vibrated to massage the prostate as well as deliver recreational drugs and fluid to hydrate the user during prolonged sexual activity and/or while the user’s face is covered by a breathing mask.

I’m not sure how effective irrigation nozzles really are as it seems to depend on the needs of the user. So I think that there is a big psychological factor in their effectiveness. I say that because I have been with guys who are techie-freaks (really, really heavily into using equipment) who swear by having the right nozzle inserted while drilling me and guys for whom having a nozzle inserted didn’t seem to make much difference except to get them off faster when the vibi massaged their prostates. I think it helped the techies because I’m wicked tight and even wearing a cock ring and using performance enhancing pharmaceuticals the guys (there have been two of them) with a chilled nozzle inserted and forced hydration during a marathon session to increase their stamina almost didn’t finish. The other guys with inflatable plugs just used for hydration during long sessions so they could keep up their rhythm could keep me in orgasm most of the time. I smile just thinking about having a water cooled man plunging in and out of me.

I think anal plugs and nozzles are more of a guy thing, except for the few of us who enjoy the cleansing effect of enemas. However, they are especially useful for women escorts as an important part of encounter preparation if they know they are in for a long session or several encounters because a full bowel and bladder are things to be avoided during prolonged sexual activity.

Lab finals results for AST class: Paul, a good friend and returning reader asked if all the students in my Advances Sexual Techniques class passed their lab final, pointe sex in dead shoes. The short answer is yes. Of the 14 students who started class in the Fall five had dropped out for various reasons by the time finals were to be taken. Seven students wore Gaynors for finals and two wore Freed Classics. The Freed girls are masochists who enjoy the discomfort and can compartmentalize the pain and savor it while orgasmic, rather like me. One of the Gaynor girls sprained her ankle while orgasmic when she lost focus and strayed off her center - slaying over her platforms - and began to wobble. But she recovered well enough to clamp down mightily on her partner during an extremely intense orgasm and bring him to a quick finish filling her with semen. After he withdrew she turned and collapsed into his arms sobbing with relief and the joy of being finished with finals. I think she has the hots for him which could present a problem because as an escort he isn’t likely to want a stable relationship regardless of how she feels, but student crushes on lab partners are common so we will have to see what happens. I warn the girls about the bonding effect of Oxytocin which flows so freely in women during sex. That’s another life lesson taught by AST, that some hormones can make a woman bond with a man whether she intends to or not. How she handles her attraction to a man can determine how she will handle other challenges as she enters the adult world.

The Cunt Hunter

The RapeX condom

The Escort and the Cunt Hunter: There is a new form of predator in town which we are calling the ‘cunt hunter’ because that’s what he is calling himself. He is stalking and killing beautiful escorts of all ages who are known to have exceptionally tight deep vaginas and who provide an exceptional memorable sexual encounter. He has killed three so far that we know of. Until recently a girl who was known to provide exquisite sexual encounters was proud to have the word get around as it deepened her pool of clients, increased her price and saved the expense of having to advertise regardless of how subtly it is done. Now however, the cunt hunter has put a chilling effect on the top 10% of the most talented escorts even if they are company girls and have protection from the city bosses. And that has gotten the attention of the men controlling the action to the extent that they have put a price of $50,000 on his head. It’s a toss up as to whether the bosses are more upset about losing the three girls and their revenue stream or the fact that if the public finds out there is a serial killer stalking high-end professionals there will be a wholesale decrease in traffic as clients feel it’s safer to get serviced elsewhere.

The Casino is now screening our escort’s clients for them. We have always provided that service but until now a large percentage of escorts thought screening was too invasive and didn’t want it known who their clients are. Since the cunt hunter has been active the percentage of girls using our confidential client screening has gone from 43% to 78%. Some girls who believe themselves to be in the target population are taking precautions by wearing RapeX condoms when out and about. The RapeX [pictured in the image accompanying this entry] is a soft sheath with four strips of barbs inside and when inserted in the vagina the strips of barbs protrude into the sheath. Once a man shoves himself into the vagina of a woman with a RapeX inserted his penis is trapped on the barbs and while he can withdraw from the woman he can’t get the RapeX off w/o cutting through the tough silicone rubber sheath. It’s not clear that a RapeX would do a girl any good if she is facing a knowledgeable attacker like the Cunt Hunter because if the man checks her vagina for any reason before penetration – and it is a very good idea for a guy to check – he will find the RapeX and it is easy to withdraw the RapeX device with the fingers w/o becoming impaled on it. And, so far none of the dead escorts had sex with their killer, at least not shortly before they were killed.

A souvenir: The cunt hunter’s signature is the taking of the victim’s right shoe, presumably as a trophy with her left shoe stuffed in her mouth. He leaves no semen inside his victims but he may masturbate during the kill or afterward, though no semen has been identified as his. A lot of semen has been found and has been traced back to earlier clients who all have alibis that rule them out as the killer. That’s another reason we need this guy found, it spooks clients to find they need an alibi after spending that much money for sex. Though so far the clients have all been supportive saying what a shame the deaths were and all regretted the loss of that level of talent to the profession. I understand all were regular clients and have signed up for dates with their next fave escort and it appears there hasn’t been a noticeable dip in revenue among the rest of the highly skilled girls, at least not yet. However, there is a pattern with the killer. He seems to be into killing escorts who wear pointes of one sort or another.

My psychiatrist says that the pointe shoe as trophy fixation may indicate a guy who wanted to be a ballet dancer and has gone from a love of dancers to a pathological hatred of them. Or, someone with a morbid way of adding to his collection of pointes, needing to remove them from the corpse of a fresh kill. Though if that were the case I would think he would want the pair not just one, but then maybe he has a space problem at home. Or, perhaps he was abused by a woman, his mom or a nanny or an older sister, wearing pointe shoes when he was little. Or, perhaps he has been rebuffed in his sexual advances to ballet girls and he is taking revenge on any women in pointes by over-reacting now. Whatever has driven his infatuation with pointe shoes as trophies he is causing us a considerable problem.

The first trophy: So far he has taken a pool-pointe from a gorgeous and very experienced 35 y/o ballet dancer/diver whose specialty was pool-sex. She was found at the bottom of the pool in a casino’s vacant pool bungalows (fortunately not at my casino) suffocated with her air turned off and her jaws forced open and the toe-box of her left pool-pointe shoved between her jaws. He must have immobilized her until she suffocated with her regulator still in her mouth because there was no water in her lungs.

The second trophy: The second victim was a 25 y/o ballet/showgirl from another casino who was making three times her casino salary as an escort after hours and had intended to stop dancing - which she was doing as a form of publicizing her body and flexibility - because her career as an escort was so much more lucrative. She was found with her wrists bound to the barre (by the ribbons of a pair of her Gaynor Minden pointes) in a ballet studio where she trained in the very early morning after her shows. There was a bruise on her neck where her attacker had pressed on her carotid artery until she died from lack of oxygen to her brain. She has apparently been wearing Freed Classics (size 4 X) as her toes were taped and there was still padding in the left shoe the block of which had been forced between her jaws and the ribbons left hanging down onto her bare breasts where her top had been torn away. The Right Freed was missing.

The third trophy: The third victim was found in her own home. She had recently moved into a lovely three bedroom house which she bought as a foreclosure at a great price in a lovely neighborhood that hadn’t been hurt by the residential real estate collapse. She was a lovely 28 y/o hardbody who was making a name for herself as a knife-pointe fighter and spent most of her time training in KP-pointe boots at Gepettos. Since KP-pointe fighting is very expensive and she didn’t have a permanent sponsor she was making a very good living as an escort and spent most of it on KP-boots, armor and related equipment. I had met her professionally as a KP fighter-trainer and liked her a lot. She was a quick study and fun to go trolling for men with. She wore Bloch Alpha pointe shoes around the house and most places when she went out to keep her toes hardened to pointework, she was a lot like me that way, and so I feel her loss more personally than the other two who I didn’t know except that we were sisters in the male services profession. And she was apparently wearing a pair of her Bloch Alpha pointes when she died as her toes were taped. The Right shoe was missing and the left one shoved between her jaws. As with the second victim there was a neck bruise where her carotid artery had been pressed closed until she was dead. There were seven pairs of very expensive KP-fighting boots in her closets and none were touched so he must not be into the ultimate in ballet-boots.

None of the three victims was aroused enough to have left natural lube in their vaginas and only the first victim was wearing a gas guard which was to be expected since she was a dive-sex specialist and probably expected to be penetrated by her killer. The organization is really shaking the bushes to find this guy (everyone assumes it’s a guy because of the pointe shoe fetish thing) so we may have some leads soon. If we get anything solid an out of town contractor will probably get the job.