Sunday, December 6, 2009

Hollywood and bi-sexual actresses


Immediately before insemination

An awesomely beautiful Bi-chick: My psychiatrist asked if I would be interested in working with a 29 y/o A-list actress who needs to be pregnant for a role in an upcoming film. I asked what function I would perform in any arrangement with her since in this life I’m female and can’t impregnate her myself. Well, I could but it would be with a donor’s sperm so I didn’t see any reason she would want to have me involved, until I was told she was Bi-sexual and wanted the support of a bi-sexually active female after being inseminated. I’m not particularly pleased that it’s getting around that I’m bi-sexual. I don’t really think of myself that way. I think of myself as being primarily Het, but I do take a few of the women in my circle Taryn, Cyndi and occasionally Anya to bed and we do have marvelous times together. So it’s not as though I don’t appreciate a soft cheek against my breast, an estrogenic mouth sucking on my nipples or the scent of a woman with my face buried in the fine soft golden hair of a natural blond as I breastfeed her while she fingers my clit taking me to orgasm.

She is a huge talent, I respect her work and I really wanted to meet her so I had my agent talk with the film’s Producer to see just what she needed or expected. It turned out her Producer didn’t know exactly except that she was insisting on having me as an assistant, so a meeting was set up when she and her current husband would be in Vegas. She is a Method Actress. In Method Acting the actor immerses herself in the role she is playing for the duration of the project. And since she is to play a bi-sexual pregnant dancer/escort she wanted me as an intimate assistant – though she already has a retired escort as a technical coach for the sex scenes. She had met Alistair in Hawaii who had recommended me. She wants me for my insight and support with pregnancy issues in the dance world, girl-girl sex and during the abortion which is an important event in the film. She is being inseminated (Robin is the sperm donor) by an escort so she will really be preggers for the film and have real morning sickness (she hopes) and hopes her body will have some very early signs of pregnancy, like breast changes, that she can feed off and the camera’s can film. She is having an escort impregnate her because the role calls for her to have an abortion and she insists on it being a real abortion – which will be filmed - so her character can continue her career and she doesn’t want to abort a pregnancy created by her husband.

I wondered what her husband thought about all this and curiously he seems ok with it, as long he’s allowed to watch when I comfort her and we have girl-on-girl sex. Go figure! My encounters with her will not be in the film they are intended as a form of personal emotional support to help her remain in character and for relaxation. I understand guys get off watching two girls do one another, but I’ve never been sure why. Certainly it’s a great opportunity for guys to see two beautiful female bodies (if you are watching professionals perform) involved in ‘deviant’ sexual practices. And, it’s a lot more hygienic – since girl-on-girl doesn’t usually involve anal penetration - than some of the variations of Gay sex.

The filming has been underway for several weeks and the scenes of her being impregnated were filmed in one of our pool bungalows. A lot of them with her coming out of the pool in an amazingly small bikini and having it stripped off and drilled doggie style on a luxuriously thick pool mat, a fave position of escorts clients because they can go so much deeper. Her abortion will take place in our clinic – we do a lot of those procedures - and because of the way the clinic is situated deep on private property there are no protestors. A set crew has already blocked off one of the procedure rooms and made some changes they want for the film. The real work toward her becoming pregnant by Robin for the film began yesterday when she became fertile. He will mount her twice a day every day she is fertile and also the day after she ovulates which is supposed to be a total of 7 days if she doesn’t freak out and have stress delay ovulation which commonly occurs. That’s where I come in by having sex with her to keep her calm and let her talk over the sexual part of the character she is playing and to guide her past the moral ambivalence she has about abortion.

Spontaneous Abortion Incidence Rates: I keep assuring her that between twenty and fifty percent of pregnancies end in miscarriage. The vast majority of spontaneous abortion cases occur during the early weeks of the pregnancy. In most cases, signs of miscarriage during the initial stages of pregnancy are undetectable, and the woman may not even be aware she was pregnant, or that she had a miscarriage. Once pregnancy is detected, approximately ten percent end in miscarriage. Most diagnosed miscarriages occur during the seventh to twelfth weeks of pregnancy. These statistics aren’t talked about by the wing-nuts who want to change state constitutions to grant every fertilized egg the rights of ‘personhood’. She wasn’t aware that the failure rate of fertilized eggs was anywhere near that high and she has come to agree with me that what’s one more failed pregnancy in the scheme of things?

My contribution: I think where I have been the most help to her so far is after Robin fills her with semen with her hips raised on a pillow where she stays for the next thirty minutes so her cervix is immersed in a pool of semen. I’ll snuggle beside her and give her a clitoral orgasm by ever so lightly caressing the barrel of her clit. She inserts a mouth guard to muffle her screams as I can send her into a screaming orgasm with very little effort on my part. Afterward she will snuggle against my breast, feed briefly then slip into a very deep sleep for at least forty-five minutes. These calming encounters I have with her I (and her therapist) see as critical to holding her emotions in check so she won’t stress out and delay her ovulation. If that were to happen it would set the production schedule back. Not the entire four weeks of her cycle because there are other parts of the film that could be worked on, but at least two and no one wants that. Her husband is very quiet while watching us. I just hear him unzip his pants and gasp when he ejaculates while masturbating. Then he zips up and leaves. The plan right now is for me to continue my ‘therapy’ sessions with her to minimize the possibility that she might miscarry and if her pregnancy is stable then at least until a week or so after she has the abortion and perhaps longer depending on what the termination does to her emotional state.

1 comment:

  1. It seems you can do a lot for that actress' art. I never thought that there are ladies who would actually subject themselves to pregnancy to play a role. I do know of ladies who have shaved their heads for roles (Sigourney Weaver for "Aliens," Demi Moore for "GI Jane" and Natalie Portman for "V for Vendetta") but that might be a bit extreme.

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I'm a classically trained dancer and SAB grad. A Dance Captain and go-to girl overseeing high-roller entertainment for a major casino/resort