Death Rubber Diary Pt. II

A latex Reflexions flat spring diaphragm with its case and introducer

 The Photo: One of my 80mm latex Reflexions flat spring rim contraceptive diaphragms showing the size in mm in a raised triangle in the center of the convex side of the dome. The raised size on the outside makes a great stimulator for a lover’s glans rubbing against it in missionary. The Introducer was an insertion aid for short fingered women.

The “death rubber” diaphragm: Returning readers may recall my post on April 25, 2016 entitled Death Rubber Diary in which I recorded the acquisition of my latest “death rubber” contraceptive diaphragm. It has been almost eleven months since I added to my collection. Since I wear them as often as possible I’m always on the lookout for replacements as after a few months the older ones begin to develops thin spots, pin holes and cracks around the rim from heavy use.

For readers who are new to my blog a ‘death rubber’ diaphragm, especially a latex one, is one that was being worn by a woman when she died while having penetrative intercourse. So, readers can understand how difficult it can be obtaining a death rubber diaphragm under ideal conditions, meaning that I am able to harvest it myself.

Residual Chi: During an orgy in Vegas years ago, I found that wearing a latex diaphragm, the first one I personally harvested, from the vagina of an elite rubber fetish escort – a woman I watched die while being fucked at the bottom of a training pool for rubber fetishists - gave me access through the residual Chi (the fundamental life force that flowed through her) contained in the diaphragm that had been protecting her cervix. Through that residual amount of her Chi her memories of past lovers and the pelvic experience and tricks she knew to please them became available for my use which enhanced my confidence and pleasure when wearing it.

As a result, I have a data mining firm searching medical records for potential donors, women who wear 80mm latex flat spring rim diaphragms. Those I’ve found are primarily dancers, up-market fetish escorts and porn actresses. It so happens these are the women who are some of the greatest risk takers so are the ones most likely to have a fatal accident during an encounter with a commercial client or during filming porn videos commonly recorded as death by misadventure. I think the risk is part of my fascination with asphyxia sexual highs while having SCUBA sex because there is so little margin for error. It certainly is a huge thrill and marvelous high for me!

Challenges in collecting this specific item:

•           Few women use diaphragms these days.

•           The device needs to be in my size, 80mm – usually worn by women much taller than me.

•           The woman has to have died during sex while wearing it.

•           And so, I can safely wear it she must have been free of STIs which means at the time of her death she had had a recent negative full panel STI test.

•           And now the Reflexions – latex flat spring rim diaphragm - is no longer being made. However, latex flat spring diaphragms can be custom made for those of us who need them.

Too there is the usual down side to a latex device:

•           Some people are allergic to latex.

•           The useful life is much shorter than a silicone diaphragm.

•           The odor from a latex device worn too long (usually more than 24 hours) can be very strong, however, that can be a plus if you are with a man who is into funky vaginal scents.

The good news about a latex flat spring device is:

•           The heat transfer properties are far superior to silicone.

•           A latex device can be safely used with silicone lubes necessary for proper vaginal lubrication during underwater sex.

•           A wonderful safety feature of a flat spring rim diaphragm is that since it folds in a single plane it is almost impossible for even the most mischievous partner to under-thrust the rim of one that is properly sized and correctly placed.                         

Until a few days ago, my collection was down to three (down from six when I last wrote about them) all 80mm latex diaphragms that I have personally harvested from the vaginas of their previous owners. I try to take good care of them since (as I mentioned above) they all contain their former owner’s sexual exploits that reside in the portion of her Chi still contained in the diaphragm which supplement my own sexual knowledge and experiences when I wear them and each is unique and irreplaceable in that way.

My latest harvesting acquisition: This is the third ‘death rubber’ I’ve harvested since I moved to the UK in January of 2015. It belonged to a rather tall (for a dancer) American 19 y/o (I’ll call Terri) in the corps of a major U.S ballet company who was on holiday with her French lover. Tim and I were at a costume party at a country house in Kent hosted on a neighboring estate near Headlong Hall the seat of Lord A****, my ward Bryony’s father. Tim and I were guests of Lord A**** and were invited to attended With Bryony, her step-mother Brigitte and Lord A****.

Until the house party I knew Terri only as a candidate on my list of possible Death Rubber donors as she was quite tall at 5’8” and even though she had a standard (6 bead) GyneFix copper IUD implanted she had been fitted by one of Tanaquil’s Gyn friends in Paris with custom made latex FS in my size. She told her fitter that she needed the 80mm for thrust buffering as her lover was very large and she wanted to slow him down when he was sounding the depth of her anterior fornix. She also mentioned that the dome would make a good container as he liked eating her fertile cervical mucus that could be collected in the dome. She was lovely and vivacious and friends who had known her longer said she was very talented ballerina.

It was late at night and Tim and I were in a bedroom adjacent to where Terri was sleeping. We heard several loud thumps and a few moments later a man shouting for help. There had been a freak accident during sex while she was being taken doggie style, on all fours penetrated from the rear on her bed. It seems she had been kneeling too close to the solid oak headboard. When her French lover came. At orgasm his violent thrusts drove her head into the oak panel several times and broke her neck. The doctor who arrived more than an hour later said she died almost immediately as her spine was severed.

While we waited for the doctor to arrive everyone except Bryony and I went for coffee and tried to calm her boyfriend who had come completely unglued. When her lover had withdrawn, Terri had toppled on to her side with her legs still pulled up so her vulva was easily accessible. I helped Bryony lay a clean sheet over her during which time I inserted two fingers and withdrew her diaphragm filled with fertile mucus and inserted it in a small plastic freezer bag I carry for just such an occasion. I know that sounds ghoulish, but this sort of opportunity hardly ever occurs and I need to be prepared if I’m nearby.  

A bit later the unpredictability of death during sexual intercourse, the act that can lead to new life, and the very thing I routinely risk for the adrenalin high I get from the danger suddenly seemed very real standing next to Terri’s cooling body. Having harvested her diaphragm for my use was a huge turn-on and I found myself suddenly extremely aroused and in need of a man!

Terri is Splashed

Principal F style pointes and a FemCap

Terri takes a hit: One of the more senior Towel Girls, Terri, took the ‘offer’ spot of the TG who was fired for shooting up with testosterone. [For more about that see my entry for October 30, 2010] Gigi had thought she would have a chance at the position, but age, experience and being a favorite of several influential club members got Terri the job. Physically she is very attractive and has great skills and stamina, but her vagina while tight is fairly shallow so she has had to make sure she takes a well hung stallion in positions where he can’t penetrate her too deeply. Talent has kept her in the offer spot – though there is a probationary period associated with any new appointment at Splash - even with that limitation because she is a favorite with most of the more modestly hung (up to 6.5 inches) members.

However, a German stallion (8+ inches) and friend of Adolph came in for his regular romp and found his usual Towel Girl was out with a UTI so he was offered Terri. His name is Otto and he is infamous at Splash for rough sex regardless of how deep his partner is so she was terrified, but obligated to accept him or appear to management as being unwilling to take risks and it’s the risk taking that Splash Towel Girls are known for. He wanted dive sex so she took him into one of the private twenty ft deep encounter pools.

It happened that Adolph had asked me to go with him to Splash to give him my opinion of the Club’s operation now that it has been open since late February of this year. So we were in the operations room when Terri was assigned to Otto. I asked if he wanted to say hello to Otto, but he just rubbed his hands together smiled and said no, that he wanted to see how they got along and that, “their encounter would be a good test of the depth of talent that we have at the club”.

Terri chooses FemCap: When I talked to her later Terri said she expected Otto to ram her cervix which is what he is infamous for, but she thought she had a chance to get some cervical thrust buffering by wearing a FemCap which she hoped would transfer some of the energy of his thrusts to the walls of her vagina rather than it all going directly to her cervix as it would through the thin stretchy dome of the diaphragm she normally used as a gas guard. She had two FemCaps; one had its removal strap trimmed off which allows another 5 mm of penetration depth before there is any contact between a partner’s glans and the dome covering her cervix. The other was unmodified. She decided that she would wear the unmodified FemCap hoping the strap might hurt him when he rammed her and cause him to back off a bit.

Terri, like a lot of other working girls in our area, is part of the clinical trial of the GyneFix IUD and so is still cycling naturally. She was fertile and let Otto watch as she tried to insert her FemCap over her ripe (soft, high and open) cervix, but she was nervous and had so much trouble getting it in that he finally had to help her position it correctly and push it on to her cervix for her. He also had trouble getting it over her cervix until she pushed down to force her cervix toward the entrance to her vagina so he could reach it. Adolph and I were watching on the pool’s security cam and I squirmed as I watched Otto forcing the dome over Terri’s cervix.

Thrust buffering Vs. Semina: Terri said she knew it was a gamble that the thick silicone dome of her FC would be enough to save her, but she hoped the stiffer dome would provide more thrust buffering than the super thin transparent silicone membrane of the Semina coil spring diaphragm that she and the other TGs typically wear for submerged encounters. She thought she would be in trouble if management learned she was using a FemCap, but it was her only chance to try and minimize the pain she knew Otto was going to cause her. Adolph insists that all the Towel Girls wear Seminas as gas guards because the girls, and more importantly their clients, think the pink transparent silicone device is both sexy and beautiful and the clients can feel the girl’s cervix through the transparent rubber membrane. Semina is only effective as a gas guard down to 30 feet, but that is all a TG needs working in 20 ft deep encounter pools and it can be worn regardless of where the TG is in her cycle, unlike FemCap that can’t be worn safely while menstrual.

Once Terri’s FC was in place she inserted a 10 ml applicator of Semécide, the intimate lube/spermicide combination made with dive-gel and 4% Octoxynol-9 and spread a finger full of it over her labia to help with underwater insertion. Then she put on a Splash signature swimsuit, a white Gottex string thong bikini that tied at the hips and between her breasts so it could be easily removed while she was in full dive gear. The fabric of Splash swimsuits becomes transparent when wet so while she was covered her breasts and waxed vulva would be on full display. The intent of the bikini is as a delaying tactic and part of foreplay to keep the client busy playing with her nipples and labia while she tries to get as aroused as possible before penetration by an impatient client.

The Dive: We watched on the HD video in the Operations center as Otto helped her into her SCUBA set; a very short fat 80 cu/ft aluminum tank (so she was accessible from the rear), an Ocean Technologies Guardian FFM and a ScubaPro Diva buoyancy control vest and cinched her shoulder straps and waist belt snug so her tank backboard wouldn’t slide around. She pulled on her FFM and tightened the straps on her head harness to seat the seal against her face. Then she closed the ambient breathing valve on her mask and tested the seal. Finding it satisfactory she opened ambient breathing valve (ABV) again and entered the water. While she waited for Otto she inflated and vented her BCD to make certain she could control her buoyancy while she watched Otto put on his SCUBA gear and enter the water. They had discussed what Otto wanted and all he asked for was ‘ordinary vanilla sex while taking her from the rear’. That sounds pretty routine unless you’ve see Otto in action with his 9 inch long 2.5 inch diameter shaft and Terri knew what was in store for her.

They closed their ABVs, stepped off the shelf into deep water, vented their BCDs and started their descent. While sinking they both worked the equalization features of their masks to equalize the pressure in their sinuses and ears. On the bottom she tethered with ankle leashes attached to D-rings in the pool floor then added air to her vest until she was at positive buoyancy and held in a wide spread-eagle about fifteen feet below the surface and facing Otto. He began playing with her bikini. He was far more solicitous of her than he is with his regular TG who knew what to expect. Of course Terri knew from other TG’s accounts what to expect and while she should have been grateful for his attempt to arouse her she was near panic. Then Otto finished stripping off her of her bikini and it was Showtime!

The thrust: He swam around behind her, had her bend at the waist so her tank was out of his way and he spread her labia feeling for the entrance of her vagina. She had just been waxed at the first of the week so her mons veneris and vulva were baby soft and smooth and she remembers thinking how gently he fingered her. It didn’t last. She felt him position the tip of his shaft against her vaginal introitus then clamp his hands on both her hips grip her tightly and pull her towards him while with a massive thrust he rammed his shaft inside her. She remembers gasping as she felt him plunge into the depths of her and then she said things got chaotic. It was a single enormous thrust and she felt him going deeper and deeper and deeper and she wondered for an instant how she was going to take all that, but of course she already knew, she couldn’t! And then he hit the dome of her FemCap and kept going deeper. The dome of her cap collapsed from a combination of ambient water pressure and the force of his thrust and compressed the soft tissue of her ripe cervix while forcing her uterus up and back tearing the ligaments that held it in place. Only then did his pelvis slam into hers. She said later that she couldn’t breathe for what seemed like ages. Then she inhaled and as the first wave of pain washed over her she screamed and tried to wriggle out of his grasp, but to no avail. She was impaled on his shaft as surely as a butterfly is pinned to its specimen card in a museum.

She said she felt him withdraw and thought he realized she was badly hurt and that it was over, but it had only just begun! He continued to ram himself into her for another five minutes. And during that time he came up underneath her and split the pad of fat, the mons veneris, that protected her pubic bone, gave her a class 2 vaginal tear and seemingly detached her uterus from its anchors so she could feel it just flopping around in her belly as he continued to ram her cervix. The good news was that her uterus did not rupture and the ER doctor said that the dome of her FemCap probably prevented her cervix from splitting. She doubled over wracked by crushingly intense cramps and then nausea swept over her and she gagged and tried not to vomit in her mask as she reached for the Velcro fasters on her ankle leashes. After several tries she managed to get them open and hit the inflator on her buoyancy vest and started their ascent and at that point she vomited in her mask. . On their way to the surface Otto tipped over the edge by her vaginal spasms shot his wad inside her.

The recovery: In the Operations center Adolph had already alerted the EMTs on duty and had an ambulance on the way. We rushed down to the encounter pool and helped Otto get her out of her equipment and pull her out of the water. By then the EMTs (two experienced women) were there and they managed to clear her airway and get her breathing again while in the background I could hear Otto complaining to Adolph that he only got off once and wanted another Towel Girl.

(To be continued.)