Well used Freed Classic
pointes with ¾ shanks
The Photo: A pair of well used
Freed Classic pointe shoes with three-quartered shanks (similar to the ones I wear
for performances) which show off the arches of the dancer’s feet. Anyone
wondering if wearing dancer modified pointes are comfortable has only to look
at where the shanks have been cut away from the outer soles and where the
wearer puts her weight when on her heels, which is why we seldom put weight on
our heels for long when wearing pointe-shoes with customized ¾ shanks. A great
many successful female ballet dancers are masochists to some extent which makes
it easier to deal with the discomfort of wearing and performing in
pointe-shoes.
Masochism: The term has several meanings:
1. The deriving of sexual gratification from fantasies or
acts that involve being made to suffer physical or mental pain. Also, called
sexual masochism.
2. The deriving of pleasure from being humiliated or
mistreated, either by another or by oneself.
3. A willingness or tendency to subject oneself to
unpleasant or trying experiences.
Most women ballet dancers I know fall under the third
meaning of the term. Though for me the discomfort (significantly lessened for
me by wearing Gaynor Minden shoes for play) is worth the power, confidence I
get from wearing and performing in pointes.
The scent maven: I like to be
able to provide a fetish partner with a wide range of feminine scents to choose
from when we are having a sexual encounter and the extent of options available
for my scent bouquet will depend on where I am in my cycle and what I wear.
Some erotic scent sources:
The aroma of estrogenic sweat soaked
pointes: Ballet and foot fetishists often agree that the English
paste used in Freed pointe shoes made of traditional materials; hessian, cardboard,
satin, leather and paste produces the best bouquet when soaked in a dancers
estrogenic sweat. A quick way to get them sweat soaked is to wear them while
exercising in a latex catsuit or leggings. Especially if they have
three-quartered shanks (as in the photo above) since the sweat pours out of the
ankle opening and into the backs of the shoes to be soaked up by the raw
leather where the top of the shank has been cut away.
Wearing them for too long when in latex can get them so
soaked that the blocks will never recover even when heavily jet glued so if
anyone tries this do so with an old pair first. There are a few pointe
fetishists who like the sweat soaked aroma of Gaynor Minden pointes that have a
chemical scent about them and a really pungent odor if an anti-bacterial spray
hasn’t been used on the insides and they have become ripe.
A fun alternative for moistening one’s pointes is to have a
partner cum in your shoes in the toe-boxes or on the exposed leather undersoles
of ¾ shanked shoes. Or, I like to fellatite a partner and rather than swallowing
his load spit it into my shoes. And of
course, the ever-popular option of having him come in my toe pads then push my
toes into the thick hot sperm rich cream fresh out of a favorite man before
forcing them into the tight toe-boxes of favorite pair of play pointes.
Tacking stitches – visual foreplay:
If the role is demanding and if there is time between shoe changes, sometimes
professionals will sew ourselves into our shoes (like, into the tights). Or sew
tacking stitches in the knot to tack the endings so they don’t come out
mid-performance. Afterward it only takes a moment to cut the tacking threads of
the ribbons if the shoes can be reused for another performance or class.
Letting a man watch me cut the tacking threads and remove my pointes
occasionally after a performance or play date, along with the first whiffs of
sweat softened paste can be used as foreplay with a fetishist deeply in thrall
to any woman who can confidently wear and perform in pointe-shoes. I’ve had some
men so fixated that they prematurely ejaculate, but that’s fine as it takes the
edge off a bit so they last longer when thrusting inside me.
Toe Cheese: A mixture of dead
skin, nail polish chips, bits from toe pads, mixed with estrogenic sweat, liniment
residue and occasionally spiced with blood and blister seepage that collects
between the toes that is mixed with the aroma of the pointes the dancer wears,
especially Freeds in which the scent of the paste can enhance the taste of a
dancer’s toe cheese. A few expert pointe-shoe fetishists can tell which makers
pointes his partner has worn recently by the scent of her toe cheese.
The aroma of a sweaty latex catsuit:
Not that other latex feminine garments don’t provide their own bouquets, but a
catsuit can provide both pelvic and breast scents, if the wearer is lactating.
Though rancid breastmilk can be a scent-too-far for some as it can cause nausea
for the couple and it can be costly since it’s almost impossible to get the
rancid scent out of a latex garment w/o damaging it.
A latex diaphragm: A latex
diaphragm worn for more than 24 hours and marinated in female fertile cervical
mucus (FCM), arousal lube, or menstrual flow and male genital secretions can be
a sinus clearing scent! Though leaving a
diaphragm in place with menstrual flow for a protracted interval is very
dangerous as bacteria buildup can cause Toxic Shock Syndrome (TSS) which can be
fatal.
A latex diaphragm, now very difficult to get other than by
custom fitting, is far better to use as a sensory toy because the latex surface
is a bit porous and so reacts with reproductive tract secretions far better
than silicone. As a toy the diaphragm can be used to collect fertile cervical
mucus for consumption by a male partner or, when I’m luteal, we can act out a
breeding fantasy by him ejaculating in the dome and I insert it so the tip of
my cervix is submerged in a pool of semen instead of spermicide while he
inseminates me the traditional way in missionary.
Menstrual discharge: A diaphragm
either latex or silicone or a menstrual cup (I wear a Diva Cup) can be used as
a container by fetishists who are fond of consuming their partner’s menstrual
flow. Of m partners who are menstrual fetishists all prefer the silicone Caya
because the cup is deeper and can be easily drunk from. My partners think
another plus is the grip dimples which prevent it slipping out of their grasp
while licking out the “clots”, which aren’t really clots but pieces of
endometrium that often come out in my flow. All my menstrual fetishists claim
consuming my flow is a nutritional supplement, as a source of iron. They are also fond of its thick consistency
and metallic scent. I do try to eat an iron rich diet to ensure I don’t become anemic
from blood loss and I’m fortunate not to have extremely heavy or long and
painful menses.
Latex and breast milk: Breast
feeding while in a latex catsuit can be wonderful, but high-maintenance as the
wearer has to be careful to clean up any milk leakage afterward or the milk and
sweat combination will quickly turn rancid and getting that scent out of latex
can be very hard and sometimes impossible to do. Occasionally, with a male
partner who enjoys revolting scents wearing a latex suit smelling of rancid
milk can be a plus, but those men are very rare and good quality latex catsuits
are expensive so I have an inexpensive one that reeks of rancid breastmilk that
I wear if I’m with one of them. When not in use I wash it and keep it in an airtight
bag so the scent is contained.
Sweaty leather ballet-boots: Returning
readers will recall that I wear custom made ballet-boots made by my cobbler
Gepetto. They have unitized titanium toe-box and shank assemblies and easily
replicable titanium heel spikes in case one bends or breaks which is very
unlikely. Properly sized and genuine
leather ballet-boots even though the leather breathes can cause the wearer’s
feet to sweat and swell. The problem with ballet-boots is threefold: 1) it’s
difficult to get the correct size and heel height and, 2) made of top quality
genuine leather - not smaller pieces stitched together - they can be very
expensive and 3) there are few cobblers who still make quality hand crafted
ballet-boots as the market is small and there is little profit, so the maker is
usually still making them because he loves fitting fetishists, especially
women. The rich fresh leather scent of a pair of new quality leather boots can
be amazing and only improved when soaked in the wearer’s estrogenic sweat.
When I’m out clubbing I’m sometimes accused of “holding
court” because some of the male members in my circle will come to my table
kneel and pledge their fealty by ejaculating into the laces of my boots. It’s a
lovely gesture, but it does make the cleaning of them afterward more difficult.
I usually let them dry then loosen the crusty residue with a brush and blow it
out of the laces with a hair dryer then polish the boots with Obenauf's boot
oil which makes the leather soft, shine and waterproof.
