Friday, April 24, 2015

Nancy gets fucked, drysuit masturbation

An actress having her Wi-Fi fertility monitor checked before a dive
The photo: Actresses and birth control. Women using Natural Family Planning (NFP) can wear a vaginal fertility monitor chip in their diaphragms connected by Wi-Fi to test cervical secretions for signs of fertility. Not that the girls need it for contraception with a GyneFix IUD implanted, but use it to track where they are in their cycle so the director can schedule scenes involving reproductive tract secretions after s/he is assured they will have the proper secretions – fertile cervical mucus or menstrual flow – for scenes in which they will be performing.

Drysuit Masturbation: With a properly fitted and correctly inserted silicone sports-plug it is very easy to masturbate in a drysuit. When I’m alone and need dive-sex I can insert a sports-plug, don a drysuit and an OTS Guardian FFM and sink to the bottom of a pool. I vent all the air from the suit adjusting the crotch squeeze so it pushes on the plug then rock back and forth while the head of the plug caresses the shaft of my clitoris. The head is far too sensitive to be touched this way.

Taryn has asked me to perform in a short how-to video to demonstrate how to insert the plug so it caresses the shaft of the clitoris and how to adjust the squeeze of the drysuit to get extremely intense clitoral orgasms from drysuit squeeze.

The Gaynor fitter: Nancy, the lovely 26 y/o ex-dancer and expert Gaynor Minden pointe fitter who traveled with us to the porn film site at Cunt Castle was so excited to be fitting women she and her lovers had seen in the videos they enjoyed during foreplay. I knew she was between boyfriends and asked Taryn if she thought her male actors would mind having sex with Nancy as she loved watching their videos. I knew what the answer would be as Taryn had mentioned before that the men got tired of sex with the same women so a new female conquest would be quite welcome, she just needed to pass the full panel STI exam and be sure to use an effective form of contraception because the men preferred to have sex unprotected. Most of the women didn’t care who the men fucked and rather enjoyed the extra time there wasn’t a man inside them as the men concentrated on trying to fuck both Nancy’s and my brains out. It was such fun!

Before Nancy began fitting the women Taryn introduced her to all the cast and crew of the video paying particular attention to the men. Nancy was thrilled to be working with a group that contained so many men with large penises who can use them to pleasure the woman they are with. Chris gave her the STI and serum pregnancy tests and rushed the results through the lab. All were negative as expected so she was safe to have sex with some of the most frequently tested and famous male porn stars in the western world. She had been fitted with a standard (6 copper bead) GyneFix frameless and stringless IUD a year ago so I gave her an ultrasound to make sure the GyneFix was where it is supposed to be. And just in case she was asked to play a bit part in a pool scene I fit her with a 70mm Milex Omniflex (coil spring) diaphragm to use as flood insurance w/o spermicide in the dome and she is strutting around Taryn’s mansion with her diaphragm inserted and en pointe just as I am as we are setting an example for the other girls who are expected to wear GM pointes and stay on their toes as pare of the new training regimen to strengthen and tone their feet and legs.

Being continuously in toe-shoes and always walking around en pointe did not occur without complaint from most of the actresses, but they realize it builds stamina and the Gaynor pointes with hard shanks take a lot of the pain and effort out of doing it compared to wearing the Freed, Bloch or Grishko pointes they had previously worn for performances or ballet porn scenes. So after two days Nancy and I were accepted as members of the group and the men took turns fucking her brains out. She is having such a marvelous time! She was sore for the first day or two, but there is a smile on her face a bounce in her step and fresh semen draining from her vagina every day we are here.

Pointe-shoes, ballet-boots and Achilles tendonitis: The Achilles tendon attaches your calf muscles to your heel. This tendon is used to jump, walk, run, and stand on the balls of your feet. Continuous, intense physical activity, like running and jumping, can cause inflammation of the Achilles which is known as Achilles tendonitis. The main symptom of Achilles tendonitis is a feeling of pain and swelling in your heel as you walk or run. Other symptoms include tight calf muscles and limited range of motion when flexing the foot.

For women who take pointe and are only in toe-shoes for 45 minutes three times a week and aren’t in high heels continuously all they need to do is stretch properly before and after pointe classes to protect their calves and Achilles tendons. For professional ballet dancers and women into the BDSM lifestyle in restrictive footwear such as pointe-shoes or ballet-boots like me and some of the young women in my circle where we are on our toes for extended intervals there are other exercise regimens and negative heel footwear that will help protect out calves and achilles tendons.

Ballet-boot stamina training: Nancy who is a former ballet dancer and like me is deeply into restrictive footwear is helping me teach Taryn’s porn actresses how to safely wear pointes and ballet-boots for extended intervals w/o damaging their feet and legs.  Taryn’s girls have all been properly fitted with good quality leather ballet-boots from a small custom boot shop here in London. The boots are £1,400 a pair and the toe-boxes are reinforced so they won’t collapse and the heels won’t break off easily. The boots aren’t as good as Gepettos both in looks and reliability, but they are excellent for the price how the girls are using them.  

We are leading the girls on runs and stair climbs in their boots. A few thought we were kidding when we said we were going to take them on runs and go up and down stairs in ballet-boots, but they soon found I don’t joke about a training regimen. Having me lead them gave them an appreciation of what great shape I’m in (I can hear them mutter, “For a 44 y/o.”) but I can run a girl who could be my daughter into the ground trying to keep up with me. It only takes one time for a girl to bloody her toes because her boots weren’t laced tight enough to focus the student’s attention on really tightening their laces before a training session. Toe tape and toe pads help, but the laces have to be very tight across the insteps to be able to perform in them properly.  


Monday, April 20, 2015

Who’s Who Jill’s World version 2.0

Who’s Who in Jill’s World

Jill’s Notes version 2.0 (rev 04-20-2015)

Who’s who in Jill’s World. Some of my friends:

  • Adolph: a good friend and psychopath in Vegas who has a 216 ft. deep dive training facility (the well) and a dive-sex club, Splash and a up-market Spa, The Lorelei, as well as a penchant for making employees disappear.
  • Andrea: Was briefly my 5th ward, but she developed a blood clot from not using proper precautions during dive-sex and so as soon as she was able to travel was sent home to her parents in Germany who are relatives of Adolph.
  • Alexei:  A Russian expatriate who is a close neighbor to Blackthorn House in Eaton Square, Belgravia, London and whose daughter Veronika I’m tutoring in pelvic skills.
  • Alice: The Duchess of M****, who is separated from His Grace and lives with revolving lovers near my estate on Virgin Gorda.
  • Anya: A good friend in her early 30s who travels as a troubleshooter for a multinational company and between assignments has been chaperoning my wards in Vegas for the last few months until they transfer from UNLV to colleges in the UK.
  • Arthur, His Grace: The Duke of M**** AKA Himself, His Grace, The Duke, and the Old Bull who is Jack’s father and who has an English title and estates in northern England and Scotland.
  • Bea: See wards. One of my five wards.
  • Cyndi: Jack’s sister’s daughter who was one of my wards until she started university at Trinity College Cambridge.
  • Fiona: Jack’s sister who works for the British Government (currently in their embassy in DC) and mother of Cyndi who was one of my wards until she began her studies at Cambridge at the beginning of 2014.
  • Jack: (John, Viscount Sandbach, a former lover. Though with my various jobs and raging libido I have a multitude of lovers from all walks of life, from escort trainees to extremely wealthy fetish addicts. Son of Arthur Duke of M****
  • Kassandra: Also like me Kassi was put in ballet boarding schools from a very young age and has great beauty, talent and a natural ability to mesmerize men w/o trying. She is also amoral and will say or do anything to get her way if she wants it badly enough. I first met her at Crag Abbey after the Autumnal Equinox on Sept. 23, 2014 and she returned with me and my other wards to Vegas where I placed her with Adolph, who immediately found himself in her thrall, as his personal assistant and Adolph and she have an amazingly passionate relationship. He is happier than I can remember him being in the years I have known him.
  • Marvin: AKA ‘Morning Wood’ my most recent psychoanalyst and fetish lover. He is helping me come to terms with my responsibilities as a Priestess and handmaiden of Aphrodite. However, he is delusional in that he has a fixation that when I’m dressed in her clothes I am his dead wife Jenna (from her photos we could be identical twins) who was a dancer killed in a car crash with their 6 mos. old baby several years ago. When I moved to Powys, Wales in January of 2015 Marvin came with me and is working as a psychiatrist in the Blackthorn Clinic in London.
  • Odette: See wards. A submissive and one of my five wards.
  • Odile: See wards. A dominant and one of my five wards.
  • Pirate: who runs the Escort service for my casino and whose escorts provide some of the best sex in Vegas.
  • Tanaquil: A retired French Courtesan who is a procuress as well as running Taryn’s business which she inherited from her parents, the best Porn organization in Europe.
  • Taryn: She owns one of the largest and best pornographic studios in the western world. Years ago her parents were killed in a plane crash and a friend of theirs asked me to take her under my wing with my other girls to make sure she grew into a confident and sexually knowledgeable young woman. She went to Trinity College Cambridge to train to become a psychiatrist. She owns a Manor house outside Cambridge which is known as Cunt Castle from the parties held there.
  • Veronika: Nika to her friends is the ballerina daughter of my close Belgravia neighbor and Russian ex-pat Alexei. She asked me to help her increase her pelvic skills. She has a newly inserted Mirena IUD, wears Freed Classic pointes for performances and Gaynor Minder hard shanked pointes for ballet-sex.
  • Wards, my five: Bea 17 y/o and in the 4th form at St Lucy’s; Willow a 19 y/o Brit-chick who danced for the Royal Ballet and is Jack’s natural daughter by an RB ballerina. Willow now dances in my ballet Co in Vegas and attends UNLV; The 18 y/o Swan twins, Odette and Odile who are the daughters of a friend who is a neighbor on Virgin Gorda in the BVIs. And recently there is a 5th, Kassandra the 21 y/o daughter of the Earl of A*** who looks much like me with a Balanchine body, red hair, green eyes and who is left handed.
  • Willow: See wards. one of my wards

Saturday, April 18, 2015

Cunt Castle, drysuit training, flood insurance

A shoulder entry Northern Diver drysuit

The photo: A Northern Diver drysuit showing the latex neck seal which can be troublesome if the suit is being used to control diver buoyancy with no external buoyancy compensator. A ruptured neck seal can lead to drowning if the diver is unfamiliar with emergency surfacing procedures.

Cunt Castle: Taryn's home north east of Cambridge is known fondly to her friends as ‘Cunt Castle’. One of the stonemasons working on the renovations (before she moved into the Manor) called it ‘Cunt Castle’ and the name seems to have stuck with her circle of friends, though not with the locals, or at least not to her face.

Taryn asked me to spend a few days at her Cambridge manor house to advise her on a new ballet training regimen for some of her porn empire’s best actors. I was asked to bring Marvin ( my psychiatrist) and Chris (my Clinic’s male Gyn) as it was to be a comprehensive reevaluation of both the male and female actors and survival training needed before production begins on a new rape series videos the first of which has the working title ‘Drysuit Conception’.

I brought my group up from London on the Dragon along with two pallets of contraceptive supplies and Nancy our Gaynor Minden pointe-shoe fitter from my Blackthorn dance supplies shop along with her pallet mounted container of pointe-shoes. The manor house has its own private rail siding which was built in the early 1900s when rail travel was at its peak and fuel and other bulk supplies were brought out from London by rail. Because of Taryn’s business she has a fully equipped Gynecological exam room in which minor surgical procedures can be safely conducted. And I helped Chris do the diaphragm; FemCap and sports plug fittings for the seven porn actresses as well as ultra sounds to check the positions of the girls GyneFix IUDs. And the pointe fitter fit them all with three pairs of GM hard shanked shoes with suede tips which they will be wearing for pointe and stamina training.

Taryn also has a woman Divemaster in residence to check and repair pieces of dive gear and tend to the refilling of tanks with regular air. Her pool though only a few years old is no more than 30 feet deep so she has no need for enhanced air mixtures of any kind.

Screen Play: The story line for ‘Drysuit Conception’ will span several installments in 20 minute videos. It begins with the heroine in a pool side dressing room inserting the Milex diaphragm she uses for flood insurance, then donning a deep pink shoulder entry Northern Diver drysuit (similar to the one shown in the photo at the top of this entry) before diving alone learning to regulate her buoyancy. During her training she nearly dies when her neck seal is slit by a bikini clad jealous rival flooding her suit and trapping her on the pool bottom where she is left to drown.  With creativity and a major effort she manages to get out of the pool by herself and lies exhausted on the pool deck too weak to get out of her drysuit.  

A man enters the pool area finds her and helps her out of her tank harness. Getting her on to her hands and knees he helps her get her head and arms out of the suit. Then kneeling between her legs he pulls the suit down over her hips where it lays in thick folds around her thighs. By that time she is somewhat aware of her surroundings and is gasping and shuddering. He leaves her on her hands and knees with legs spread trapped in the heavy fabric and boots while he pushes her thong bikini to one side exposing her vulva. He spreads her labia and inserts two fingers in her vagina searching for a cervical barrier. He inserts a finger between the vaginal wall and the diaphragm rim, breaks the seal and pulls it out and when she turns her head to see what’s going on and opens her mouth to ask he stuffs it in her mouth as an effective gag. She can taste her fertile cervical mucus secretions along with the lactic acid spermicide that fills the dome. Her tongue can’t dislodge the rim jammed behind her upper teeth and she can’t use a hand to remove it as she needs both of them to prevent falling on her face.

She is so glad to be alive that when he mounts her from behind she enjoys their encounter during which he gives her a mind-blowing G-spot orgasm and holds her in ecstasy until she faints. After their intense encounter she is so exhausted that her faint turns into a deep sleep on the pool surround still partially in her drysuit. Later as she regains consciousness she is startled to find her diaphragm in her mouth and realizes she was not thinking clearly when she let him pull it out and stuff it in her mouth and wonders if the EC drug ellaOne in her purse in her locker will be enough to prevent her from becoming pregnant.  When she wakes up her lover has disappeared leaving only his liquefied semen draining out of her and a wonderful memory of the ecstasy he gave her with such an amazing orgasm.

Eight weeks later when she finds she’s pregnant and goes for an abortion she recognizes the father of her baby. He is a gorgeous young Gyn at the clinic, but not the one who performs the vacuum aspiration sucking out the small amount of reproducing tissue ridding her of the consequences of her drysuit rape encounter. She did have time to notice that he was wearing no wedding band. Before leaving the clinic she asks the receptionist who the young doctor is and decides to meet him socially as she desperately wants more sex with him.

Ruptured neck seal training: One popular scenario for dive porn is the damsel –in-distress who when saved ravages her dive buddy to show her lust for life after a narrow escape from drowning in her flooded drysuit. To properly video the escape scene the actress whose neck seal is slit – often in films by a jealous woman trying to kill her for having an affair with her boyfriend – needs to know how to safely get to the surface by herself with limited air and no external buoyancy device.  For this sort of escape scene a stunt-double is often used.  

I am teaching Taryn’s stunt-double, one of the more experienced actresses, how to intentionally invert herself to inflate the legs of a drysuit with a torn neck seal so she can reach the surface and the dive platform of a yacht or the walk-out ledge or the shallow end of a training pool where there are ladders or the water is shallow enough that the diver with the torn neck seal can climb, walk or crawl out of the water. It’s takes a lot of core strength when at the surface to basically do sit-ups with the tank on your back to grab the platform, ladder or ledge to get your head above the surface. Fortunately as dancers the girls all have that ability.

The use of a stunt-double for most of the dangerous scenes is to minimize liability for injuries, limit the number of hazard pay bonuses and minimize equipment damage, in this case the number of neck seals that need to be slit.  I’m working with her and one or two other girls who want to learn how to save themselves if a neck seal fails. The Divemaster has a supply of Northern Diver latex neck seals to replace the ones intentionally slit and any others than might leak.  

Vaginal flood insurance: The porn actresses are all quite young and some are very shapely with wide hips and lovely large, high, firm breasts, only a few of which have been augmented with implants. However, there is a growing market for actress/divers with ballet experience and Balanchine bodies so Taryn is recruiting from the dance schools and ballet companies. These days most porn actresses are on LARC methods, usually copper bead frameless GyneFix IUDs with the strings removed so they can work menstrual sex scenes during their periods so they get bloody sex work when their friends on hormones aren’t bleeding enough for good visuals on menstrual sex videos.

Almost all the young ones want children eventually so in addition to contraception it’s important to protect their upper reproductive tracts from having water forced into the uterus when the vagina floods as it typically does during dive-sex. So they have come to me (well Taryn has on their behalf) to be fitted for cervical barriers to reduce the likelihood of having a partner’s thrusts force water through the cervix during underwater sex. It’s amazing to me that so few women realize the possibility and danger of having water forced into the uterus during underwater sex, but perhaps that’s because so few of us ever experience the pleasure of having penetrative sex underwater.

Enemas and SCUBA sex: In preparing for penetrative underwater sex a knowledgeable woman takes the usual precautions for contraception and flood control and empties her bowels and bladder before donning her swim gear. However, if she knows that she will be penetrated by a very well endowed partner she should give herself an enema to make sure her lower bowel is empty when she will be taking the thrusts of a very large penis. Failure to evacuate the bowel with an enema can lead to some very messy situations causing loss of production time and the sterilization of a lot of equipment all of which costs money for porn production companies. That is why porn actresses working for Taryn’s company are required to have enemas prior to suiting up for underwater sex scenes.

Given Taryn’s business and her fondness for sexual encounter parties the women’s dressing room at the underground pool at Cunt Castle was sized with the need in mind to care for a large number of simultaneous users. It has ten toilet stalls so none of the actresses has to wait in line for toilet time. A very good thing when we all are giving ourselves enemas simultaneously or are menstrual.



Sunday, April 12, 2015

The Mare’s Trick and contraceptive sabotage

Afterglow: bare legged in well worn GM play shoes

The Photo: Floored! Napping bare legged in Gaynors after performing Pompoir and the Mare’s Trick with clenched thighs and pelvic muscles while penetrated from the rear by Marvin. I love it when our passion is so great he takes me on the carpet.

The Mare’s Trick: clenching the thighs and pelvic muscles to prevent a man’s penis leaking blood and losing his erection during his refractory period after ejaculation. With skill a woman can keep her lover continuously hard between a series of his orgasms. Performing Pompoir (penis milking) and the Mare’s Trick takes considerable skill and effort and I’m fortunate that I almost always have an unbelievably intense orgasm at the end that puts me to sleep during afterglow. I know it sounds strange, but having my toes packed tightly in the blocks of Gaynor pointes while I’m milking a lover’s erection or have it trapped inside me gives me additional reassurance that I’m in control.

Menstrual cycling and barrier usage: As this is written (on Sunday 4/12/15) I’m CD9 and newly fertile. I finished my period with a Milex Omniflex inserted for flow control on CD6 because I’m not concerned about contraception during my menses since I have stable cycles and don’t become fertile until CD8 or 9 so the wide internal rim flange of the Milex provides the best seal for menstrual flow control if the wearer isn’t concerned about the possibility of becoming pregnant from a partner under-thrusting the coil spring rim of an Omniflex.  I switched back to an Oves cap this past Thursday when I stopped spotting. I love wearing Oves as it’s so tiny that I can take a very large man in my posterior fornix w/o him feeling it.

The Duke of M****’s new mistress:  Returning readers will recall that in my post for March 27th “The reburial of Richard III” His Grace was to start interviewing candidates for a new intimate companion. I wrote:

“Ashley (Jack’s fiancée) was to introduce him to a dancer friend as his former ballet dancer mistress has returned to Russia to recover from an abortion and to begin performing again with the Mariinsky. He is now interviewing sexually adventuresome ballet dancers Ashley’s age looking for a new intimate companion.”

After more than two weeks interviewing the seven possible candidates “in depth” he selected a 23 y/o soloist with the première ballet company in England headquartered here in London. Her name for her appearances in my blog will be ‘Verity’ (not the name she dances under) and I met her when she came to our clinic for the obligatory full STI panel and serum pregnancy test prior to her initial meeting with His Grace. All seven candidates passed through our clinic for testing prior to meeting with the old bull and I thought she would be the one he would choose as her attitude and looks are quite similar to mine though she is not nearly as dominant, but still will provide him a challenge. The deciding factor though was almost certainly when His Grace found out about Verity’s being SCUBA qualified and her delight in dive-sex as she becomes very aroused even when talking about sex in a hostile environment and she has her own OTS Guardian FFM for diving.

His Grace has almost no women other than me who will dive the Crag Abbey cistern with him for dive-sex even though the water is filtered and heated so that’s pretty high on a mistresses must-have abilities. He has often told me he wishes he had met me twenty years earlier. Not that that has stopped him from inseminating me every chance he gets and I suspect he will continue to want sex with me even with Verity in residence. That could be a problem for both His Grace and me as I’m not sure how possessive she will become with him. She already knows he will never marry her so perhaps she won’t care all that much as long as he doesn’t embarrass her by flaunting his other trysts. Verity and I get along well right now and she is depending on me to help her develop her pelvic skills so I will have her working with Ben Wa ball sets to isolate and manipulate her PC muscled sets for Pompoir and eventually, if she wants to expend the effort, the Mare’s Trick.

Pompoir: The Urban dictionary has the best definition of the term I’ve seen so far, which reads in part:

“Use of the vaginal muscles to milk the penis. Linguistically, this is a French corruption (via the Portuguese) of the original Tamil place-name Pahmpur or Pampur, which is the Dravida Kurumba Pulayam city where this esteemed practice originated.” The link is:

Verity gets a GyneFix, FemCap and Reflexions: Now that His Grace has made his choice and Verity accepted it she came back to the clinic to have a full size, six copper beads, frameless IUD - with the strings removed so she can safely wear a cervical barrier - implanted. And because she will be having dive-sex I fit her with a 22mm FemCap for shallow dives (down to 25 feet) and a 75mm latex Reflexions flat spring diaphragm for use at unlimited depths. With a GyneFix implanted she won’t need the barriers for contraception, but will need them for ‘flood insurance’, to prevent the hydraulics of a lover’s thrusts from forcing water into her uterus during dive-sex.

Mews entrance Eaton Square: To give His Grace and Verity some privacy while he tested her skill at dive-sex I let him use the pool at Blackthorn House, Eaton Square. On the back of the property there is the mews entrance. You can drive through a massive timber and steel door into a small courtyard to unload supplies and carry away refuse. It’s also the way the air tanks and associated equipment for diving is gotten to the pool area. It’s quite private so guests can arrive and depart with hardly anyone knowing.

Club hygienic products and pregnancy: One of the rubber fetish clubs in London – not the one owned by the Blackthorn Trust - had been getting a lot of complaints from women who are members and frequent users that they are becoming pregnant from sexual encounters at the club.  Even though there are few women members and clubs try to attract them (because they in turn attract more men) at first club management paid no attention to the complaints until one woman threatened to go to the tabloid press. At that point the club asked our clinic to quietly investigate to see if there could be any possible club involvement in the member’s pregnancies.

The first thing we found was that the women were all on hormonal birth control and none had their partners wear condoms. We ran blood tests, but it had been too long since the encounters of concern and the blood tests were negative for any suspicious substance. Two of the pregnant women were on Nexplanon, the single rod implant releasing etonogestrel. One was on the Mirena IUD that releases Levonorgestrel and two were using NuvaRing which releases a combination of ethinyl estradiol and etonogestrel and is worn in the vagina continuously for three weeks before removing for a withdrawal bleed.  So it was unlikely that any of them had been using their method incorrectly that would interfere with releasing the hormones.

I immediately suspected an employee of the club intentionally planting a contaminated hygienic product of some sort one that would be used each time a woman came to the club.  So what items supplied by the club would be commonly used by women members and could any of them be easily tampered with? Suspicion quickly centered to the supplies in the women’s loo; aloe wipes, hand cream, boxes of nitrile exam gloves similar to the ones available in the bar and each of the encounter sallies that are snapped on before fondling a partner’s genitalia and tubes of a water soluble gel-lube to lubricate the gloved fingers or penis before inserting them in the woman’s vagina. The lube is heavily and frequently used as some women on hormones find its difficult to get wet with their natural lube even with considerable foreplay.

We clandestinely gathered and tested samples of each item that might be used to distribute a progesterone agonist/antagonist, something similar to ulipristal acetate that is used in the EC ellaOne, which binds to the progesterone receptor. Using a progestin for contraception and another med that binds to the progesterone receptors together could reduce their hormonal methods contraceptive efficacy. Returning readers may recall that the instructions for using ellaOne say:

 “After using ellaOne, if a woman wishes to use hormonal contraception, she should do so no sooner than 5 days after the intake of ellaOne, and she should use a reliable barrier method until the next menstrual period.”  

Lube gel tampered with: What we found was the tubes of water-based lubricating gel had all been replaced with counterfeit ones that included  a chemical that binds to the woman’s progesterone receptors for at least twice as long as ulipristal acetate, at least ten days. The pregnant club members were all frequently in the club to pick up Mr. Right Now so their hormonal contraception was quickly sabotaged.  The switch couldn’t have been going on very long or other hormonal users would have noticed fertility symptoms and full period bleeds rather than just a light withdrawal bleed or perhaps no bleed at all if they were enjoying the absence of their periods. An intense interrogation of the employee who was responsible for distributing the tubes of lube got an admission of guilt, she was paid by a rival club, and more of the sabotaged gel was found in her locker.

Fortunately the pregnancies were detected within the first few weeks and all were terminated through vacuum aspiration at our clinic and were paid for by the clubs insurance. There will also be a quick cash settlement if the individual women agree not to sue the club and no one wants the publicity that would bring.  

Wednesday, April 8, 2015

Pointe-shoe Quiz April 8, 2015

Who is the maker of these shoes?

 And for extra credit, where were they made?

Saturday, April 4, 2015

Sex and the push-up bra

Adjustable racer-back details of front close extra lift bra

The photo: The racer-back of a VS So Obsessed front-close push-up that provides extra lift which in fetish circles is sometimes called a ‘razor-back” because of the number of elastic back bands that have been slit - or weakened so they come apart while the wearer is on the dance floor - by jealous rivals usually in a fetish club ladies’ loo using a razor blade paint scraper as an offensive weapon. A box cutter will work as well though I think it’s too heavy and bulky to conveniently carry in a clutch while clubbing. Because costume sabotage is common among competitive women it’s always a good idea to go into the ladies loo of a fetish club in pairs to watch one another’s backs.

Sex and the push-up: For Balanchine bodied ballerinas like me; long legs and neck, short trunk, small breasts and head the push-up bra is a necessity when out clubbing at venues where there is a need to show cleavage. The extra lift gives me (a B-cup with lactating breasts) amazingly deep cleavage that when worn with a revealing top guarantees a man will have a hard time looking me in the eye when talking to me because he can’t get his eyes off my cleavage. When that happens I can sometimes see the drape in his slacks change as he becomes hard and fanaticizes about cumming on my chest and watching his semen drain down my cleavage and my pelvis begins to tingle as I start to become aroused. I’m shamelessly brazen when the mood strikes me, especially when I’m fertile, so thinking about what he might do to me if I could get him alone gets me wet and all because I’m wearing a push-up. Marvin has no idea wearing a push-up affects me so strongly that way.

Extra lift front closure bras are amazing to breast feed in too and it’s such a surprise to a new man when I offer to let him milk me.  I love playing with a man’s mind like that while feeling amazingly desirable, feminine and very attractive and it works not just with men I meet for the first time, but with the men I’m around all the time as well; Marvin, Chris my Gyn, Alexei and Jack to name a few.

Veronika and her Ben Wa set: Returning readers will recall that Veronika is the ballerina daughter of my close Belgravia neighbor and Russian ex-pat Alexei. She asked me to help her increase her pelvic skills and one of those is Pompoir, being able to milk the semen from a man while he remains stationary inside her.  It’s what I use to call ‘ripple grip’ which I think better describes that muscle flexing technique. The primary training device for isolating and strengthening of the vaginal muscle sets to be able to milk a man effectively is a pair of Ben Wa balls.  I have her training with a one inch diameter surgical stainless steel set.

Each ball weighs 2.307 oz.) for a total of 4.614 oz. of steel, more than a quarter of a pound and she has become proficient in moving the balls up and down her vaginal barrel while performing household tasks and can even hold them in place in pointe class doing jumps and développés while en pointe. Pompoir is said to be one of the sexual skills that Wallis Simpson used on King Edward VIII that made him so in thrall to her that he abdicated the English throne in order to marry her.

The Mares Trick is far too advanced to be teaching at this point in her training, but being able to successfully accomplish Pompoir is an important requirement on the way.

She has been trying out her penis milking skills on several of her ballet partners and has set off something of a rivalry between them for her attention. However, she is still looking for Mr. Right while enjoying Mr. Right Now. That’s quite similar to what Morning Wood and I are doing, enjoying secondary sexual partners to take advantage of situations that arise and to fill urgent needs when we aren’t together.  As the saying goes “when I’m not near the man I love I love the man I’m near.”

The contraceptive sponge and pregnancy: In our clinic we have recently seen several women testing positive for hCG after using the Today sponge. The Today contraceptive sponge is not currently available over-the-counter in the UK, but can be purchased on the Internet. Human chorionic gonadotropin (hCG) is a hormone produced by the syncytiotrophoblast, a portion of the placenta following implantation. The presence of hCG is detected in pregnancy tests. has Today sponge vaginal contraceptive sponge – box of 3 for 17.36 GBP which depending on how much sex you have might be a good deal compared with condoms.

The Today sponge contains the spermicide Nonoxynol-9 (N9) and is supposed to be capable for protecting against pregnancy for an unlimited number of acts of IC over an interval of 24 hours and should be removed no earlier than 6 hours after the last act of IC and should not be worn continuously for more than 30 hours. When it first came available in the U.S. it was advertised as being effective for 48 hours, two days, which is how the Today sponge got its name.

We had another walk-in patient who wanted help removing a sponge that had been forced into her posterior fornix by a well endowed partner. She has short fingers and freaked out when she found it was off her cervix and she couldn’t reach it. She could have used a long handled spoon to tease the sponge out from behind her cervix, but was too upset to think clearly. We removed the sponge soaked with her fertile cervical mucus and semen and gave her the EC pill ellaOne.

Happy Easter: I’d like to wish my readers the blessings of the Easter season. Even though I’m a Priestess of the Goddess Aphrodite I respect the beliefs of my readers of all different faiths.


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I'm a classically trained dancer and SAB grad. A Dance Captain and go-to girl overseeing high-roller entertainment for a major casino/resort