Bi-ing with Bea, Brad the Impaler

A rerolled used and unlubricated condom

The photo: An unlubricated rerolled used condom like this can be worn for several days to marinate and ‘ripen’ providing scent and flavor to unprotected fertile coitial discharge for tasting during girl-girl sex. However, If I’m wearing a condom for ‘flavor’ I wear it unrolled and shoved into my posterior fornix. Unrolled there is more rubber surface to develop the scent and taste my partner wants. A condom left to marinate in coital secretions for 24 hours or more ripens into an eye watering, sinus clearing aroma that has been compared unfavorably to the stench of Kimchi. It’s an acquired taste not appreciated by many bi-sexual couples.  

An intimate relationship: Bea, my 18 y/o ward and student at Trinity College Cambridge has become such an accomplished sex partner for both heterosexual and lesbian encounters. To add a bit of zest to the scent of coital secretions I have taught her to wear a condom pushed deep into her posterior fornix with her fingers and allowed to ripen for several days, especially when she is fertile and producing thick stretchy fertile cervical mucus (FCM), to flavor her coitial discharge. When she comes to me immediately after being filled with seed by an unprotected man, while his semen is still thick and creamy, I insert latex gloved fingers (to prevent my nails from accidently scratching her rugae) in her vagina to enjoy the scent and taste of the lovely mix of latex scented FCM and semen while she milks me sucking at one nipple and then the other as she hungrily breastfeeds. I love having this sort of an encounter with her while we are both dressed in front zip latex catsuits and are sweaty from penetrative encounters with unprotected men.  

Brad the Impaler: No good deed goes unpunished! One of the daughters (Désiré) from an adjoining estate asked if she could take barre and pointe class with my circle while we are at the castle. She is an 18 y/o student home for Christmas vacation from a prestigious vocational ballet school in London and her mom called me to make sure it was fine to have her in my morning classes. Désiré and her mom are well aware of the lifestyle dancers lead and so her mom told me, before I asked, that Désiré has had her Gardasil shots, is using NuvaRing for contraception and Chris tested her (she was negative) for hCG so I was glad to have her in class. She has been staying with my circle at the castle as I have plenty of room and the drive from her parents place to the castle would require the better part of an hour one way and longer in the bad weather we have been having.  

I was fortunate to get a spare man (Siegfried) who also lives in the area and who is a ballet dancer at the same school to partner her. He is a lovely 21 y/o with a magnificent body and is such a lovely dancer So I paired him with Désiré and they make a lovely couple and are excellent partners. However, Siegfried sprained an ankle and one of the POB men, Brad, an American, offered to partner her as his partner was suffering from unusually severe menstrual cramps. As dancers Brad and Désiré make a lovely couple, but pelvically they are dangerously mismatched as Désiré has a vagina that will accommodate a 7 inch penis when she is fully aroused and Brad is at least 8 ½ inches at orgasm. They recognized this and Brad was being gentle and using restraint not trying to bury his entire length in her as men seemed to want to do and things were going well when during a ballet-sex encounter she broke a shank in the Freed pointes she was wearing and fell off pointe just as he was thrusting.

Returning readers will recall that ballet-sex is where the woman is entered from behind while en pointe a la seconde holding on to the barre with both hands. Siegfried reacted quickly, but she took his entire length for a few moments and you could hear the scream outside the studio as the ligaments were stretched and muscles sprained. The good news is she wasn’t left suspended impaled on his shaft as he withdrew immediately and she collapsed in a ball on the floor. Chris, My male Gyn who always spends the holidays with us, gave her Entonox (a combination of nitrous oxide and oxygen) to eliminate the pain and had her take 800 mg of ibuprofen and we helped her to bed where we put ice packs on her lower abdomen to reduce the swelling.  Chris thinks she should be much better and able to take class in several days. Her regular partner, Siegfried, should be better and back in class then as well.   

Dangerous shoes: Désiré was wearing her regular Freed Classic pointes the ones she trains and performs in with the Forteflex shanks. Freeds are excellent performance shoes; I wear them myself for class, rehearsals and performances.  But Freed pointes weren’t designed to take the wearer’s weight on her heels and the shanks break which often happens during ballet-sex in pointes made with traditional materials like Hessian, cardboard, satin, leather and paste. When the wearer is approaching orgasm and is unable to keep her weight over the blocks of her pointes made of traditional materials it is almost a certainty that she will crush one or both shanks. I had asked if she had and Gaynor Minden pointes she could switch to for ballet-sex and of course she didn’t as she wasn’t expecting to be taking class and enjoying the benefits of having a live-in hunky male partner over the holidays. Gaynor Minden pointes weren’t designed with the rigors of ballet-sex in mind, but hard polymer shanked GM shoes are very forgiving of a dancer “sitting in her shoes” meaning putting weight on her heels which is very poor classical technique, but very common when the wearer is rubber-legged in the midst of orgasm while balanced on her toes.  

Foreplay with pointe-shoes

A well broken in pair of my Freed Classics with ¾ Forteflex shanks

Men, pointe-shoes and desire: It’s easy to tell if a man has a thing for women’s feet or pointe-shoes and if he does I consider him fresh meat! It is so easy to seduce a man who has those sorts of interests. Just by letting him watch me preparing my toes by taping them and putting on my pointes I can have him uncomfortably aroused and hoping for more. I will give the tour a brief overview of what they are going to see while taping and putting on pointes so I get to tease men this way when we have groups come through on behind-the-scenes tours, but those instances usually come to nothing as far as encounters are concerned. The real fun is when a VIP is brought through. We have advance notice so we can be rehearsing something erotic or psychologically dark and troubling so the guests will have something to remember us by when he get home to the wife and daughters. And, occasionally when he is important enough or is rabid enough about his foot fetish a one-on-one encounter is arranged. It’s almost always guys who make up the tours that get to watch and sometimes meet us so we cater to a guy’s fantasy of what Vegas dancers are like.

The XY Chromosome puzzle: I know it’s a very small sample but in my experience the guys who are into legs, feet and shoes all seem to have only daughters, why is that? Some guys seem not to be able to get a Y chromosome to take with a mating partner. What ever the reason the guys with daughter want to be all over me sucking my toes, helping me tape my toes, helping me slip my toes into their gel pads and then watch me slowly force my toes into the blocks of my pointes and pull the backs over my heels so my toes are packed in the blocks. I wear Freed Classics so there is the scent of sweat dampened leather and paste which is distinctive to Freeds English paste pointes. Some other men get stiff watching me wrap the ribbons tightly around my ankles tying my feet securely into my shoes. I think it’s the guys into bondage who love seeing me force my toes into their blocks and bind my feet into the pointes and since I love the feel that works for me! Usually that sort of guy wants to know that the woman he is watching is uncomfortable so I tell him my feet hurt when actually I’m probably having more fun being drilled that he is taking me. Being a masochist I enjoy the pain for the first few minutes, after that my toes go numb. It’s pretty standard for me to have the guy take me bent over a barre or table, en pointe and from behind when I will be the tightest – vaginal muscles are clenched when a girl is en pointe - and can be penetrated the deepest. By having us en pointe, in addition to making our legs look longer and more attractive I think there are also elements of misogyny as well as sadism involved in a man’s love of seeing women’s feet bound into pointe shoes and being penetrated that way. That’s because of the discomfort most of us experience when in pointes and en pointe for any length of time which has been widely written about. Only Toni Bentley, who is a best selling author and who danced for Balanchine at NYCB, has written about the few of us who enjoy wearing and performing in pointes and who only experience pain when we take them off. It’s when our feet are adjusting to their natural shape again that can be uncomfortable to me. During those times icing my feet reduces the swelling and ibuprofen helps with the pain.

Gardasil update: “On June 9, 2009, the Food and Drug Administration (FDA) approved a revised label for Gardasil. … FDA requested the manufacturer, Merck and Co., Inc., to add this information to the Warnings and Precautions section of the label, so that it is more prominent, and reminds healthcare providers that recipients of Gardasil should be closely observed for 15 minutes after vaccination. Gardasil recipients should be encouraged to remain seated or lying down for this length of time and be alert to the following warning signs and symptoms that may happen before a person faints: paleness, sweating, dizziness, ringing in ears or vision changes.”

Comment: Since we began offering the vaccine our clinic has had Gardasil patients rest for a few minutes after getting an injection. We recognized early on that it was not uncommon for a girl (or boy) to become light headed and occasionally faint after getting the shot.