Blackthorn and its uses, Location Z, Celtic site

An old Blackthorn tree in spring blossom

The Photo: The Blackthorn (Prunus Spinosa) is prized for its lovely grained very hard heartwood for making walking sticks, Irish shillelaghs and as a shrub it creates an impenetrable hedge. Blackthorn has been long associated with witchcraft, and it is said that witches' wands and staffs were made using blackthorn wood. And its berries, Sloe, are used in making Sloe gin. Long ago Blackthorn was so common in the Cambrian Mountains that the castle and Barony were named for it.

The Blackthorn riding crop: I’ve had a riding crop made from Blackthorn heartwood by an aged craftsman who I’ll call ‘Garrick Ollivander’. Harry Potter fans will recognize the name as the owner of the Wand shop in the village outside Hogwarts. Mr. Ollivander lives in one of the Barony’s grace-and-favor cottages in the village close at hand having rendered services in making riding crops, walking sticks, crutches and charms for Edith my predecessor as Baroness.

Having a riding crop made is not quite like having a Wand fitting as the crop doesn’t have a personal relationship with its owner as a wand does. However, the length and thickness of the crop shaft should be proportional to the size of its owner and the grip should fit comfortably in the owner’s hand. Mine I use for play with my submissives during BDSM scenes when I’m training men as well as when I’m riding horses. I also use it to correct students during ballet class and when I’m teaching pointe while wearing ballet-boots I strike the crop against the heel cup of my boot when I’m displeased with the students performing a combination and the soft leather popper makes a wonderfully sharp crack which really gets my students attention.  For more about Prunus Spinosa, see the article: HERE

Location Z disappears:  Actually, it didn’t really disappear. We know exactly where it went. The last reported earthquake in the Scottish Highlands was a magnitude 3 centered near Fort William in July of 2014. So it doesn’t seem that temblor was the trigger for the massive slide that caused the top several hundred feet of the cliff on which Location Z was located to fall in to the valley to the north. Returning readers will recall that the north altar at Location Z was on the edge of the cliff and the standing stones to its north had already fallen into the abyss. Jack, Viscount Sandbach and one of my former lovers, whose father owns the land, had always said the location was safe. Apparently he was mistaken! Fortunately the slide occurred between celebrations so none of us were injured and since it occurred at night and fell into a forested area no one was injured in the valley where the slide landed. I give thanks to the Goddess that no humans were injured or killed!

I should still have time to find a suitable location to celebrate the Winter Solstice which I think will almost certainly be Blackthorn Castle since it would eliminate a good bit of travel and having to stay with friends, the long ride to and from the mountain top and changing into ceremonial garb on site in tents. Not that His Grace, the Duke of M**** hasn’t been a perfect host whenever I’ve stayed with him, but losing Location Z removes a great deal of the reason for going to the Scottish Highlands to celebrate the changing seasons. Although, changing the location of the ceremony will have little effect on the weather experienced, which is almost as cold and wet at Blackthorn castle as at Location Z.  However, getting out of the weather afterward will just be a matter of going back inside the castle. From recent research in the Barony archives by a scholar who works in the Bodleian Library and is an expert on early Welsh texts, prose stories (The Mabinogion, the White Book of Rhydderch, the Red Book of Hergest and others) I’m finding that one of the oldest parts of Blackthorn Castle an east facing tower is said to have been built over a sacred Celtic site which may properly serve the needs of Aphrodite.

It’s amazing the ancient texts setting down the legends surrounding the castles location that my Bodleian researcher has discovered. She found them shelved in an alcove previously blocked by a medieval bookcase in the castle muniment room. The tower is a part of the castle that (so legend has it) hasn’t been entered in more than three hundred years since the 12 y/o son of the 18^th Baroness fell to his death from its roof while hiding from a playmate and is said to haunt it. Well, hasn’t been entered other than gain access to repair the roof during which strange things happened with some of the materials being used. No one has wanted to go into it especially the cellars where the Celtic ruins form part of the foundation fearing both the ghost and spirits from the old ways. It would seem that being built over the sacred Celtic site the tower, which is on the eastern side so has a marvelous view of the sunrise, should be ideal. I’ll have to have the roof checked for size and safety and I look forward to inspecting it myself with Charles.

Circe’s Lair at Blackthorn Castle: Several years ago I started a small gathering spot in my club Naughty Pleasures in Las Vegas called Circe’s Lair, which was a private costume encounter club, giving women an opportunity to act out their fantasies with men by giving them so much sex it drains the men of their energy changing them from tigers to kittens. Rather like Delilah cutting off Sampson’s hair, but a club member’s weapon of choice is her vagina not shears. A talented woman with stamina could turn a man who thought himself a tiger in bed into an exhausted tabby during a single encounter.

This past February I approved plans to upgrade part of one of the newer wings of Blackthorn Castle to make a small getaway destination for aristocratic vanilla women who want to improve their sexual skills and I’m calling it Circe’s Lair. The modifications are complete and it’s quite lovely! The Lair when it’s opened for clients won’t be specifically to train them to exhaust men sexually, but should that happen more power to the women. It is an achievement devoutly to be wished! From what I’ve seen of young aristocratic British women many of them are vanilla and sexually naive so there should be quite a market for a course that teaches my seductive techniques and pelvic skills. It will be a combination of the Contemporary Sexual Health and Advanced Sexual Techniques courses I taught at St. Lucy’s in Las Vegas.

The Lair is lovely, very feminine without being the least twee. It has three suites each consisting of a bedroom, sitting room, large full bathroom and an encounter salle. On the ground floor is a very nice residential size enclosed and heated swimming pool. Not that their was a large amount of traffic at Blackthorn House in Belgravia when I trained women there, but having a student away from the delights of London should help focus her mind on her training. Tanaquil has agreed to send one of her French Dommes over to run the Lair and manage the male trainers and their female students.  

 

 

Menstrual ballet-sex and body doubling

Posing for Morning Wood before menstrual ballet-sex

The Photo: Wearing tights over a thong-back leotard and a Reflexions flat spring diaphragm I’m CD2 and prepared for menstrual ballet-sex. I’m posing for a photo of Morning Wood’s latest pointe fetish, menstrual ballet-sex, with me in red satin Gaynor Mindens.

Morning Wood and red satin pointe shoes: Returning readers will recall that Marvin AKA Morning Wood, my former psychiatrist and sometime lover, has a delusion that when I wear his dead wife Jenna’s Bloch Alpha S0104 pointes I become her. Given that the supply of Bloch Alpha shoes she had is finite I’ve been trying to guide his fetish toward a pointe maker that suits me better. Shoes that are more comfortable and that last longer, Gaynor Minden, not that Jenna’s shoes don’t fit me amazingly well considering. I think absence has made Marvin much more ardent this past weekend even though my wards who are at school at Cambridge report that he has been seen with Grad school girls on his arm. But then who am I to begrudge him sexual release when I crave intimate companionship as well while we are away from each other.

I don’t want to give the impression that I don’t care, I do and I just want him to be safe. That’s why I’ve had the Grad school students he is being intimate with checked out to make certain they are on LARC which they are, hormonal IUDs in the cases of all three girls, and are free of STIs. It wouldn’t do his career any good to have him impregnate a student lover, not that wouldn’t give his ego a huge boost, briefly. I’m just protecting what’s mine. I want to give him a bit of slack on his psychological penis leash not castrate him. I think his being away at Cambridge is working since when we are together he talks openly about how tight I am – no one else has been able to give him Pompoir – and the other women just provide him relief, not that he isn’t kind and considerate with them.

Since Nikolai was dancing in Romeo and Juliet this past weekend at the ROH Marvin, now a Cambridge Don (at least for this year) came down from Cambridge to keep me company for the first several days while I’m menstrual as I tend to become sexually insatiable then and need a man or men who enjoy menstrual sex. Nikolai understands and I’ve let him know that it’s perfectly all right to bring home one of his ballet Odalisques for sexual release and I’ve had a suite opened at Blackthorn House for his use while Marvin is with me. I know all his Odalisques who returning readers will recall I hand picked for him so when he gets home from the theater, Marvin and I are often up, we will unwind together before we all go to bed.

Since we have been together Marvin has become an ardent connoisseur of menstrual sex as his wife would never have sex with him while she was menstrual so he is extremely ardent during my periods. My circle know that when I wear red pointes I’m menstrual and that idiosyncrasy has trained Marvin when in my presence to become erect and anxious to give me orgasms to relieve my cramps and leave me draining his liquefied semen mixed with menstrual discharge. Actually, he doesn’t really need my pointes color code to tell as he has a keen sense of smell and could tell from my pheromones – not my pelvic musk – when I’m menstrual and wearing a Diva cup as well as when I’m fertile.

Diaphragms for flow control: Depending where I am in my menses I will wear a Reflexions on light days and a Milex Omniflex on heavy days for flow control during menstrual sex when I’m not on thick dark colored towels on my bed or in the shower. This past weekend I was CD 1 and 2 so I wore a Reflexions which allowed Morning Wood to stretch it deep into my anterior fornix which is always a thrill for us both. Even so regardless of how strong the seal is the rim moves around a bit which will leave a sheen of blood on the vaginal walls which transfers to a lover’s penis.  Of course having menstrual ballet-sex while wearing tights is almost certain to get blood on them, but I wear nylon ones for those encounters and try to avoid dripping on them. If I can get to the toilet to kegel out his load in the 20 minutes or so before it liquefies and starts flowing out of me I can sometimes prevent getting blood on them at all.

Fitting actresses for diaphragms: Taryn’s video production company which specializes in porn videos is ramping up to produce a full length film about the Escort service, somewhat like what was done for classical ballet in the 2010 film Black Swan which starred Natalie Portman and Mila Kunis. It is to be set in the mid 50s when use of the diaphragm was at the peak of its popularity in the UK. There will be no escorts losing their minds thinking that they are morphing into birds, but a lot of diaphragm fitting and insertion/ removal scenes, abortions and vanillas penile-vaginal intercourse as well as a great deal of fetish sex in pointe-shoes and ballet-boots.   

There will be body doubles in sex scenes for well known actresses if they don’t want to actually have PVI on camera, which I’m told they don’t. Tanaquil, a legendary Courtesan in her day, who is now Taryn’s Procuress, is producing and directing the film has asked me to be the body double for the lead actress since I’m her size with no tats or piercing and I can easily perform ballet-sex and give her A-list leading man Pompoir which none of the other body doubles can. Tanaquil wants to get the actor’s reaction to having his penis milked while he is fully erect, inserted and stationary inside me. He is currently unmarried (recently divorced from his third wife) so milking the penis of this gorgeous and available hunk will be every woman’s fantasy. He is in his early 40s and is supposedly marvelous in bed. However, I’m thinking of recommending he take a performance enhancer so he is less likely to go limp at an inopportune moment since I’m told he has never fucked a woman on camera before. During production of a film I mean.

The A-list actress I’m doubling can hardly stand in pointe-shoes though she supposedly took pointe when she was in high school and has been training for the role for six months. She is somewhat better in ballet-boots as she can stride with considerable confidence, but even with electrolyte and vitamin therapy her calves cramp after she stands in them for a few minutes. She is best while posing sitting putting on or taking off fetish footwear or standing briefly looking fetching while delivering her lines. So, it sounds as though I’m going to get a good bit of screen time. I’m to be listed in the credits so any one who is interested will know who was fucking the male star on cam.

The Ring-Maidens

NuvaRing an etonogestrel/ethinyl estradiol dispensing vaginal contraceptive ring

The photo: NuvaRing is a non-biodegradable, flexible, transparent, and colorless to almost colorless, combination contraceptive vaginal ring, with an outer diameter of 54 mm and a cross-sectional diameter of 4 mm. It is made of ethylene vinylacetate copolymers and magnesium stearate, and contains 11.7 mg etonogestrel and 2.7 mg ethinyl estradiol.

NuvaRings dosage and strength: When placed in the vagina, each ring releases on average 0.120 mg/day of etonogestrel and 0.015 mg/day of ethinyl estradiol over a three-week period of use. However, NuvaRing can remain continuously inserted for a maximum of four weeks w/o reducing the user’s protection. 

The Ring-Maidens: My wards, Willow and the Swan Twins, Odette and Odile, have girlfriend from UNLV visit us in London for a few weeks before they all start grad school in the fall. The girls have ballet backgrounds, willow met them as students in the pointe class she taught at UNLV, having all had at least ten years of ballet and six years of pointe. One of the reasons they came to visit, in addition to the marvelous shopping opportunities in London, is that when they would meet in Vegas to gossip Willow would tell them of the awesome ballet-sex she was having which led to the friends developing ballet-sex fantasies and this summer was the perfect time to bring those fantasies to life. Willow and I teach technique and pointe classes in the studio at Blackthorn house and dive-sex in the basement pool.

As much as I’ve tried to get their friends to switch to IUDs or Nexplanon the three of them all use NuvaRing for contraception. NuvaRing is effective if you lead a vanilla sex life which is not what our visitors wanted or are having so there have been some unexpected complications. Two have had their rings disappear during dive-sex in the pool at Blackthorn House in Eaton Square, but I was able to get replacements immediately through the Blackthorn supported clinic where I fit contraceptive barriers. The girls have all had their Gardasil shots and passed full panel STI tests before they left Vegas so as Ring-Maidens they could safely become sexually active right away which is what happened as Willow likes to get her guests into the swing of things right away.

Willow, now back dancing with her company at Covent Garden, has fixed her guests up with male ballet dancer friends who are working for Taryn’s procuress, Tanaquil, who is based in Munich. Eventually the ballet boys will be moonlighting as escorts, but they are now in training to build up sexual stamina before they can be placed with the sort of up-market sexually predatory women who are Tanaquil’s best customers. So our Ring-Maiden guests are having as much or more sex with strong, handsome, virile ballet partners than they can handle. Well, perhaps not that much, but they are all having a marvelous time in bed or backed against a mirrored wall or on their toes sur les pointes a la seconde bent over holding on to the barre while being thrust into from behind and are sore in the mornings!

Willow will be taking the Ring-Maidens as well as Bea and the Swan Twins to tea at the Royal Opera House in the beautiful surroundings of the spectacular, vaulted glass and cast iron Floral Hall constructed in 1858 by Edward M. Barry, which was renamed Paul Hamlyn Hall in 2007 in honor of the philanthropist. It was once a lovely part of the Covent Garden flower market. Afternoon tea will be available on weekends at 2:00 PM from 1 August—28 November 2015. The tickets are expensive, but it will be a wonderful experience and a delightful break from shopping to gossip and people-watch. And Marvin and I are taking them and their dates on another day to eat dinner at The Paul Hamlyn hall Balconies Restaurant before seeing a performance.

Tanaquil’s men are all well-hung so I’ve cautioned our Ring-Maidens to make sure their NuvaRings are still inserted when their partners withdraw because with well endowed men the corona of the glans has been known to hook the ring and pull it out, which has I mentioned above has already happened. If the woman is in bed when the ring is pulled out it can often be found, but if it comes out while she is in a pool it can be easily lost. I think the best thing for NuvaRing users to do when being penetrated by a large penis is to remove it before penetration - especially if the woman has a shallow post-pubic vault which makes the ring easier to accidently come out - since it can be safely left out for three hours with no decrease in the wearer’s protection.  

The psychology of a pointe-shoe fetish

Trolling for penis en pointe in Bloch Alphas with my ribbons untied

The photo: Teasing Morning Wood; in sous-sus sans ribbons with my toes packed in the blocks of an old pair of Jenna 1’s 4 ½ xxx Bloch Alpha, SO104 pointes. Marvin gets so aroused watching me put on pointe shoes especially Jenna’s old ones. 

Marvin and “Goodbye sex”: Its good to get back to what passes for my ‘normal’ routine after being at Location Z to celebrate the Vernal Equinox on the day we had a nearly total eclipse of the sun and then six days later being in the congregation at the reburial of Richard III in Leicester cathedral. It isn’t every girl who gets groped to a clitoral orgasm while listening to the Archbishop of Canterbury’s remarks before Richard III was lowered into what one hopes is his final resting place after 530 years.

Our morning ritual is that he showers then comes to watch while I break in new Freeds pointes; sewing on the ribbons and elastics, rasping the soles and softening the blocks. Before we have breakfast I always put on a pair of Jenna’s Alphas for him. In size 4 ½ xxx they are a half size too small for me to perform in and tight enough that even w/o the ribbons tied they won’t slip off my heels if I’m not wearing tights. That way I can seduce him into a quick “Goodbyes-sex” encounter and he leaves for work sexually sated. I like to quickly insert a menstrual cup after he withdraws to collect his semen as it liquefies and drains into the cup while we are having breakfast. Then I carefully pull out the cup filled with our coital discharge and hand it to him. He always savors the scent before drinking the contents with the last of his coffee. He is always so appreciative of what I do for him!

Marvin and the significance of untied pointe ribbons: Because I’m dominant and refuse to let Marvin untie my pointe ribbons, even when I’m going to take my shoes off to ice my feet he is fixated on me walking around en pointe with the ribbons untied. I won’t let any man untie my ribbons because I think letting him do that would signify my giving myself to him spiritually which I’m not yet ready to do so Marvin bides his time and watches me carefully when I’m preparing new pointes for class and performances.

He thinks my walking around on my toes with the ribbons untied makes me extremely sexually desirable and vulnerable which he finds wildly erotic. He’s right, to the extent that with untied ribbons I can’t really run in them nor use them as weapons as they could be easily pulled off my feet by an attacker. He hates me walking around in the studio with untied ribbons when other men are present since he believes I’m giving off a subliminal message that I’m interested in a sexual encounter. But a little jealousy can add intensity to a lover’s performance so it’s not all bad. However, its standard practice for dancers to walk around in new shoes with the ribbons untied, but we do have to be careful not to trip ourselves on the ribbon ends. Men! It’s amazing what erotic fantasies the lovesick or jealous male mind can create with untied ribbons trailing from a dancer’s pointes as she prepares for her work day.

A psychological penis leash: After the first few days Marvin and I spent together (with me as Jenna) I quickly picked up on his erotic fascination with my untied pointe ribbons. As I mentioned before he thinks me walking around en pointe with the ribbons untied makes me incredibly sexually desirable so by doing that I’m inviting a sexual encounter.  Of course since I know his weakness for untied ribbons he’s right, especially during the week I am fertile and very sexually needy in the mornings. I always use the untied ribbons as foreplay to mind-fuck him into agreeing to something I want to do while he is distracted intent on getting into my panties. 

Relic and talisman conservation: I don’t wear Jenna’s original Alpha pointes to dance in as they are now talismans of the eroticism that nearly consumes Marvin when I wear them. They are almost holy relics to Marvin so I wear them carefully making sure only to wear them to arouse him to take me for special occasions which we celebrate with sex and for a “goodbye encounter” before we part for the day.  Some couples kiss before they part with us it’s a bit more intimate, but he can be very quick and an orgasm he gives me during goodbye sex is always unbelievably intense.

Used that way Jenna’s’ Blochs are a potent symbol of her - and now my - femininity “an outward and visible sign of an inward and spiritual grace” I can use to convince him to see things my way when we disagree.

Thrust therapy:  In Marvin’s psychiatric practice he specializes in performing artists with sexual problems. Things like a female ballet dancer’s fear of men after her rape or a male dancers fear of women, if you can imagine that, and there seem to be quite a few who if not scared of women are  very uncomfortable handling the female body. You can imagine what a problem that must be for a young gorgeous virile heterosexual man to have. Marvin says he thinks its caused in men from the sexual repression of upper class and some middle class males in all-male schools and Mothers of aristocrat and upper class daughters putting them on the pill rather than allowing them to experience the natural cycle of their hormones with a copper IUD.

Whatever the reason there seems to be a much greater need for sexual repression therapy here than in the U.S. and what works best over time is what I call “Thrust therapy” where the male is the thruster and the female (physical therapist) is the thrustee in repeated gentle acts of sexual intercourse. 

The need for Thrust therapy seems to be grater for men than women so Marvin has been able to accommodate his women patients needing it himself while referring his male patients to me, introducing me as his sexual therapist and dressed in ballet practice clothes – tights over a thong-back leo and pointe-shoes - so the patient can see and handle my body at the start of our session. I use a small soundproof therapy room at Marvin’s clinic with a bed and mirrored wall with a barre attached. With a receptive male patient just a few forty-five minute thrust therapy sessions is all it takes for me to ease a patient’s mind that even the most experienced women won’t hurt him physically though some of us who are ballet dancers, are amazingly tight and can verbally cut a man to shreds with our tongues if sufficiently provoked.

Someone like Us, SLU: Word gets around amazingly quickly what with social media and Marvin’s practice is getting calls from young aristocrat women who want to improve their pelvic skills. They don’t want Thrust therapy they want to work with a female pelvic trainer to learn the most effective ways to use Ben Wa balls and dildos to strengthen their pelvic muscles. In that case they have to go through the clinic and have STI panels run before they can book sessions with me. I know Ashley, Jack, Lord Sandbach’s fiancée, and Maya, the Russian ballerina and former mistress of Jack’s father, the Duke of M**** who’s abortion I arranged, as well as my good friend Tanaquil the French procuress and mistress to a French Prince, have been spreading the word about my expertise as a trainer and the go-to girl for guidance in increasing pelvic skills.  Nor does it hurt – because the aristocracy can stil be quite snobbish - to be known to have succeeded to an ancient hereditary title of my own not from marrying a man, something that most of them seem to envy me for which in their view makes me approachable on their social level as “she is someone like us”.   

British Summer Time: The clocks in the UK were all set forward an hour on Sunday (March 29, 2015) to the British version of Daylight Saving Time in the U.S. So now the UK is again 5 hours ahead of the U.S.

My wards return to Las Vegas: Bea, Willow and the Swan Twins will be returning to Vegas aboard Limnaea II with Anya on Thursday April 2^nd as UNLV spring break ends on the 4^th and classes resume on the 6^th. They have had a wonderful time and all are safe, STI free and no pregnancies despite the number of unprotected sex partners they each had. Of course that’s what we expected as they all have stringless copper bead GyneFix IUDs implanted.  It’s a tribute to the efficacy of the GyneFix and the biocide in DiveGel+.

 

Vamp extensions, ballet-sex, Valentines Day

Alexandra Ferri’s feet in customized Freed Classic pointes

The photo by Fabrizio Ferri: Ballerina Alessandra Ferri stretching and warming up for a performance. You can easily see the vamp extensions sewn into the throat on her Freed Classics. The extensions cover the lower part of her insteps allowing her to work safely far over the blocks w/o the danger of her toes ‘overflowing’ the vamps of her shoes. She is particularly known for doing that when dancing the title role in Manon.

Vamp extensions: Pointes made with traditional materials – hessian, leather, satin, cardboard and paste - worn for ballet-sex by women just learning about and unfamiliar with the lack of muscle control experienced during orgasm while en pointe (ballet-sex) should sew vamp extensions into their shoes.

During a major orgasm a girl’s bones feel as though they have turned to jelly and the only way she can remain en pointe is by locking her knees and keeping her feet pointed at which time she may well balance well over the front of the blocks on the top edge of the platform where she is more likely to overflow the vamp even if her shoes are a good fit. Most women with strong feet and a few months experience having frequent orgasms during ballet-sex learn to retain some control during strong orgasms so they will be able to remain fairly centered over the blocks. Even so, for younger escort/dancers and trainees vamp extensions are a recommended safety feature.

Women wearing Gaynor Minden hard shanked shoes for ballet-sex, even those who have high arches, like me, or who are tall, should not need vamp extensions as the hard shank or custom double hard shanks in a correctly fitted shoe should prevent the wearer going too far over the block.

Tanaquil offers me a job: My good friend Tanaquil who is based in Munich and runs an elite Escort service serving Western Europe has asked for my help. The ballet teacher who was doing the pelvic training for Escorts in her UK school in London was killed in a skiing accident last week in France and she asked if I was interested in taking her place.

Since I was still looking for something rewarding to do I accepted. Being able to train young women to experience the most toe curling sensations from their hard sculpted bodies while preparing themselves to be exquisite mistresses or marriage partners for adventuresome men is immensely rewarding for me.

As a Fetish Escort trainer: I will screen the girls for entry into the program so I can ensure I have young women with the looks, talent, and initiative and clean STI histories needed to be an elite level fetish escort. Tanaquil recruits from the colleges and universities in the London metropolitan area and the women must have strong ballet backgrounds as well as being good students academically. I can use the vacant ballet studio above the dance costume and shoe shop in the building owned by the Blackthorn Trust. That will save Tanaquil from having to find new premises as the lease on her present studio is up in April and the rent increase in the new lease is exorbitant.

I will take them for fittings of pointe shoes made of traditional materials aa well as being fitted with Gaynor Minden pointes. In addition I will take them to have stringless GyneFix frameless copper bead IUDs implanted and to be fitted for contraceptive diaphragms: the latex Reflexions, silicone Milex and the single size Caya arcing diaphragm – which fits women who take traditional diaphragm sizes from 65mm-80mm) and which requires a pronounced/deep post-pubic vault. The candidates are also fitted with sports plugs and menstrual cups. A fetish escort candidate must have regular menstrual cycles and periods that are not painful or that can be easily managed with 800 mg of Ibuprofen since sex during menstruation is a service offering of a fetish escort. 

The current escort trainee class is six women with six straight males with good sexual stamina needed for ballet-sex and two substitutes all drawn from local ballet companies as partners for classes needing dance or sexual partners. Tanaquil said the men have been a problem as they keep dropping out as ballet partners from injuries or performance schedule conflicts although the sex for them is marvelous. So new men are having to be continuously screened and introduced into the program, but not as often as the girls whose classes last about eight weeks. I screen the men as well so after the STI tests to ensure they are safe I’ll take each one to assess his sexual technique and coach him to hone his skills, a not unpleasant aspect of introducing new men to the program. Tanaquil assures me keeping enough screened men available is how I will get to know many of the rising young male ballet dancers in southern England.

Surprisingly there is no shortage of well qualified female applicants for fetish escort training. Candidates must be in the top third of their class academically; eighteen years old or older so there will be no problems associated with training underage girls and free of romantic attachments. And of course have normal pelvic anatomies, pass physical stress tests, not use narcotics and have negative full panel STI exams as well as pregnancy tests.

While I’m in London escaping the noise of construction at Blackthorn-on-Summit working as a ballet and pelvic coach for fetish escort trainees (a job I did while in Vegas) will be a great way for me to keep fit and get to meet a lot of the players in the London fetish Escort scene and Veronika should be able to take my classes with the trainees when she isn’t dancing.   

Valentines Day: Yesterday was St. Valentines Day and my psychiatrist and lover Marvin, fondly known as ‘Morning Wood’ because of his massive morning erections - which I have great fun helping him take care of before he gets out of bed – took me to see Fifty Shades of Grey and I rather liked it though it’s a bit mainstream. But then it is supposed to introduce the vanilla general public to BDSM.  So a bit of slap and tickle is about as rough as it got as they were trying not to have it rated any more risqué than an R in the U.S.

Then we went back to Blackthorn House and I let him watch me prepare to be taken. I changed from ballet-boots to Gaynor Minden hard shanked pointes, preparing my toes by taping them and pulling on ouch pouch toe-pads before pushing my toes into the blocks. Pulling thr backs over my heels I walked around on my toes to make sure they were comfy (ha, ha) before tying my feet in the shoes with the lovely pink ribbons. Then I washed my hands and prepared my latex Reflections diaphragm stretching the translucent membrane of the dome checking for cracks, thin spots and pin holes before adding an acidic spermicidal gel. Then I let him insert it for me, being sure to check afterward that it was properly positioned and my cervix was covered since I was CD8 and fertile and don’t want him to accidently get me preggers. I took him astride, then ‘Doggie Style’ entered from the rear with me on my hands and knees.

For our third encounter before going to bed to sleep we had ballet-sex with me holding on to the bedroom barre, trunk parallel to the floor, feet en pointe a la seconde with him penetrating me from the rear again. In that position most men would thrust into the posterior fornix, but with training and thrusting at a slightly downward angle a lover can force the soft stretchy dome of the Reflexions to surround his glans and penetrate my anterior fornix where the latex dome is stretched to the maximum forcing the cervix deeper and squeezing my lover’s glans the hardest. That is an extremely quick way to get even the most problem prone lover to orgasm.  He is such an amazing lover!

Run-up to the Holidays, death rubber harvesting

Barelegged in an old pair of featherflex Gaynor Mindens

The Photo: Prelude to illicit sex. Teasing Morning Wood (my therapist) after a counseling session before being penetrated from behind while en-pointe.  The reader can see the platform padding has been worn through the left shoe under the big toe and the blue polymer of the box is showing through having been worn away from my ‘winging’ (balancing on the inside edge of the box) which I love doing.

Thanksgiving preparations:  It’s becoming a tradition to have Thanksgiving dinner at my place watching football, eating and having sex, not necessarily in that order. His Grace and Jack have a family meeting at Crag Abbey on a mountain overlooking Loch Ness so they won’t be with us this year which worked out well since I wanted to invite my psychiatrist, Morning Wood, to whom I’m known as Jenna. My wards and I will be With His Grace and Viscount Sandbach in December to celebrate the Winter Solstice on Sunday December 21, at 23:03 UTC at Location Z so there will be plenty of British semen to go around then. If our cycles stay on schedule Willow, Bea and I will be fertile. Since the Swan Twins are still adjusting to Yaz I’m not sure where in their pill cycle they will be.

UNLV’s classes schedule works out nicely w/o cutting classes to allow my wards  – I can write Bea’s Tutor at St Lucy’s a note - to aid me in my obligation to represent the Goddess Aphrodite during the Winter Solstice at the ancient Scottish holy site in the Western Highlands. The UNLV schedule is:

December 13, Saturday Semester Ends

[Winter Solstice Sunday December 21]
January 20, Tuesday Instruction Begins

Virgin Gorda in January: That should give us a week or ten days in Scotland with the Duke of M**** and family for the solstice, Christmas and New Years and then another two weeks at my place at Lost Cove on Virgin Gorda to relax and warm up after the cold and wet of Loc Z and Crag Abbey before the girls need to be back in school.

Ballet self defense: Recently sexual assault has gained prominence in the national media as there have been a number of high profile attacks on young women. At St Lucy’s as well as my classes for female escorts at the casino school I’ve been teaching self defense in point- shoes – as part of ballet-sex training - for years to my students. Pointe-shoes are difficult to run in if being chased by a man intent on robbery or assault. Most girls in my pointe classes have been in toe-shoes for at least five years and have the ability to place a foot exactly where she wants. This makes up to some extent for being unable to run w/o untying her pointes. I have students wearing old pointe-shoes practice hitting the knees, pelvis, throat or temple of manikins with the intent to disable her attacker with the platform or the heel of her pointe-shoe. The students wear Gaynors for self defense class as the blocks can take abuse w/o coming apart and reducing toe protection. It’s the same ballet self defense class that I give the women dancers in my ballet troupe.  

At my Thanksgiving table this year the couples will be: 1 Ondine, (Willow’s mom) with Jacques, Gigi’s father and a former lover of mine as her partner; 2 Bea & Chris (our male Gyn); 3 Pirate and Yardley Flood, our ballet-boot trainer; 4 Adolph and Kassi (this new PR manager); 5&6 Odette and Odile (With the Gemini, Castor and Pollux who have been ardent in their continuing pursuit of the Swan twins); 7 Marvin (Morning Wood) and me; 8 Paul (the Swan Twins father) and Gigi since she looks a lot like the swan twins and is submissive like Odette and; 9 last but not least Willow and Mitch who is a Stallion level escort working for Pirate our local Stable Master. She is sweet on Mitch after they were paired during the series of tests he was given to prove he wasn’t responsible for the rash of pregnancies his clients with IUDs had.

Later when we got fetal DNA it confirmed that Mitch wasn’t responsible for the pregnancies that clients experienced only mind-blowing orgasms which were so intense that his pregnant clients assumed the father was Mitch rather than one of their other lovers. The women had reduced the effectiveness of their hormonal IUDs by taking diet pills.

Missing at Thanksgiving this year will be: Fiona (Cyndi’s mom) and Maj. Colin Tree who are with her father (the Duke) at Crag Abbey; Cyndi who is at Cambridge and with Taryn at Cunt Castle; His Grace and Marie-Claude a member of my ballet troupe and former Paris Opera Ballet dancer who the old bull is very fond of and Jack, Viscount Sandbach and a French Escort who is a Paris Opera Ballet dancer who Tanaquil is supplying.

Pubes waxing for the Holidays: Our esthetician will be traveling with us to Scotland and Virgin Gorda this year as we and some of our male partners will need our pubes waxed during that time. She will actually travel ahead with Chris, our male Gyn, to shave or wax the males we will be with to celebrate the Solstice and Christmas / New Years and to shave faces and male pubes since beard and pubic stubble would rub us raw while being fucked or enjoying cunilingus. Ideally waxing should occur mid cycle when vulvar tissue is the least sensitive and if possible it’s best to allow two or three days after waxing to allow for skin recovery.

Fortunately my wards - even the youngest one Bea - now have been waxing every four weeks or so for years and the hair gets finer and less the longer a woman waxes so it’s more of a nuisance now than painful since all of us have enough masochist in us to enjoy a bit of pain especially if it’s to make us look more youthful and desirable. I’ve been waxing for almost thirty years so my time on the table is usually less than fifteen minutes and amounts to just a cleanup and polish.

Harvesting a death rubber at Splash: There was an unfortunate incident last week at Splash, Adolph’s members only fetish diving club. A new towel girl from Eastern Europe was with a client in an encounter pool having dive-sex when they both overdosed on her coke stash which she had inexplicably forgotten to remove. She kept in a condom in her vagina and Bea said her co-worker thought she was deep enough that a client couldn’t hit it, but that she usually removed it before she dived with massively hung clients just in case.

She must have miscalculated or she wasn’t aroused when he penetrated her because the security video showed after the first few thrusts the Towel Girl began to shudder then expelled her mouthpiece vomited inhaled and drowned while her client continued thrusting several times before he began to shudder vomited and drowned while still inside and clinging to the dead Towel Girl.

Bea was suited up (in an OTS Guardian FFM and tank, ready for her next client and went down to attach flotation bags to the bodies to get them to the surface.  Before the EMTs got there Bea gloved up and pulled the dead girls latex Reflexions FS diaphragm out leaving the burst condom that still had some coke in it inside her. Bea knew they wore the same size diaphragm so was prepared to harvest it for personal use if something happened to her co-worker during a penetrative sexual encounter. Later I helped her disinfect it washing it thoroughly with warm soapy water then letting it soak in isopropyl alcohol for thirty minutes before washing it again drying it and putting it back in its case which she took from the girls handbag in their dressing room. Being able to take advantage of the dead girl’s Chi Bea should now be far more expert in Eastern European sexual fetishes.

Death rubber harvesting from a SL-17B diver

A Kirby Morgan SuperLite SL-17B helmet

The photo: A Kirby Morgan SuperLite-17B fiberglass diving helmet. It’s the one both Adolph and I use for surface supplied diving and it weights 29 lbs out of the water. Under water the three weights, port. Starboard and rear, come factory adjusted to balance the helmet and provide neutral buoyancy.  Even so I like wearing a beavertail jacket with it for shoulder padding as before entering the water you have to put on the yoke/neck dam assembly and then wait while a tender helps with attaching the helmet and its heavy.

Surface supplied diving: I can have a maximum of four surface supplied divers in my 64 ft deep pool at one time and Adolph can have a maximum of eight in his 216 ft deep training facility. With that many hoses it can get a bit crowded and the divers have to watch they don’t get their umbilicals tangled.

For some reason Adolph has recently had his trainees (all women) wear Kirby Morgan SL-17B helmets for a lot of their dive-sex training rather than the usual SCUBA tank, reg and mask gear. There are some advantages to training in surface supplied helmets the main one I think being there are no bulky tanks on the diver’s back, just an emergency gas supple (EGS) pony bottle and associated reg in case the surface supply is interrupted and also the defog/free flow valve that puts cool dry air against the port window. However, I think that’s offset by the need for the diver to wear a safety harness so s/he can be pulled to the surface as the long heavy umbilical with air hose comm. link and  supporting cable is far too heavy to allow a diver in trouble to get to the surface on his or her own unless s/he has a remotely controlled lift and is able to operate it so it requires dive tenders.

Given Adolph’s recent increased interest in dive-sex while wearing SL-17B helmets – perhaps because he is being asked to train women for dive-sex in surface fed helmets - I’ve been having my divemaster train Kassi and her partner(s) in that style dive gear which takes some custom prep for each diver to ensure the neck dam fits well and is worn correctly otherwise there can be serious problems such as what recently happened to a lovely blonde Aryan escort trainee that Tanaquil had sent him for deep-water dive-sex training.   

Neck dam leak: She was wearing a latex over-the-head skirted hood to protect her hair (like a lot of us do) that had to be stretched over the head to put it on. That’s because even with a correctly sized neck dam a back-zip hood would cause it to leak along the zipper where the neck dam sealed against the wearer’s neck. Her EGS cylinder valve was turned off as was the EGS valve on her helmet and she was wearing her beavertail jacket incorrectly - over the hood skirt rather than under it so what seems to have happened is the neck dam did not seal properly because of the seams and zipper irregularities in the neck of the wetsuit jacket. Perhaps that wouldn’t have been a problem by itself, but she hadn’t opened the valve on her EGS pony bottle and when there was a surface supple failure she couldn’t reach the valve to turn it on.

At that point the one-way (non-return) valve failed and with no pressure in the hose drained her helmet of air. If the neck dam hadn’t leaked she may have been killed by the vacuum (squeeze) in her helmet. But the vacuum in the helmet sucked water up through the neck irregularities - seams and zipper track - of the beavertail against which the neck dam was sealing rather than against the smooth hood. The inexperienced diver being unable to reach the valve on her EGS supply was left to drown when her helmet filled with water. Adolph and the drowned girl were operating at the 100 ft level on the safety net, but w/o tenders so Adolph watched her drown while getting off inside her, not that there was anything he could have done when everything went wrong.

I harvest a SL-17B death rubber: When Tanaquil’s trainee drowned Adolph called me to retrieve her body. He knew I had fitted her with a latex Reflexions flat spring diaphragm (an 80mm just my size) for upper reproductive tract flood protection and he knew I would want to harvest her diaphragm since he had been fucking her when she drowned which made her diaphragm a ‘death rubber’. Returning readers may recall I wear death rubber diaphragms because they give me access to all the previous owner’s experiences through the portion of her Chi that remains in the device she was wearing for sexual protection when she died. When I found her on the net at 100 feet he hadn’t covered her in any way.

The beavertail of her jacket was still tucked up on her back under the weight belt and her legs were spread so I had no problem in inserting two fingers, hooking the rim and pulling out her diaphragm which was slippery with Adolph’s liquefied semen. I slipped my new death rubber into a mesh bag on my equipment belt then fastened her beavertail with its twist latches so she was presentable before attaching her harness to a lift cable and winching her out of the pool.    

When we removed her helmet we found the neck clamp hadn’t been forced shut, but as I mentioned above the surface of the wetsuit didn’t provide the good seal that sealing against the latex hood would have, thus allowing water to fill the vacuum in her helmet when she lost surface supply pressure.

Afterward: Tanaquil was really upset at losing such a promising escort for whom she had great plans.  The body was cremated and her ashes were sent back to Munich where Tanaquil keeps the ashes of other girls w/o families she has lost due to accidents while in her employ. To minimize the likelihood of accidents when Kassi goes to dive her SL-17B with Adolph I’m sending along my divemaster as her tender.

Forcing Kassi’s period, an update: Returning readers may recall that on Tuesday Oct 7 she took her first 5mg Norethindrone tablet. She continued for nine more days stopping on Oct 16th when I was CD27. That caused her to spot on the 17th and start bleeding (her new CD1) on Saturday the 18th when we all were CD1. Rescheduling a period doesn’t always work so well and we have yet to see if she will stay synched with the rest of us, but we are off to a good start

Cunnilingus and the vaginal chalice

Wasting a gift from the Goddess Aphrodite

The Photo: Emptying a menstrual cup when there is no Pelvic Knight or Champion available to drink her thick, red, musky, copper scented nectar. Pouring flow down the drain is truly a waste of a natural, but renewable, resource. If a woman has no Champion to drink her flow it makes a marvelous potted plant fertilizer.

The Nutritional value of menstrual flow:  I haven’t been able to find a breakdown of the vitamins and minerals in human blood much less menstrual flow. However, I think it’s safe to say that since there are only about 450 calories in 500ml of human blood drinking 25ml of menstrual flow - an amount that nearly fills the small size Diva Cup and which I consider to be one serving - fortified with additional protein from the donor’s shed endometrium should be less than 40 calories. While collecting in a menstrual cup flow is protected from the air. Once the seal is broken and the cup is removed from the vagina the flow is exposed to air. Then it begins to quickly turn darker red as it oxidizes and to develop the usual musky coppery scent associated with flow. So flow is best consumed by a Pelvic Knight as soon as the cup has been removed. Therefore, for best taste the ritual blessing of the flow should be performed while the donor’s pelvic chalice is still in place.

Safety of drinking menstrual flow: Any infections carried by the flow donor will be in her blood and transferred to her Pelvic Knight. So it is a very good idea to have donors who are acting on behalf of the Goddess Aphrodite undergo very thorough physical exams with an extensive blood workup to be sure they aren’t infectious. Additionally, there could be a problem with iron poisoning of a Pelvic Knight if too much menstrual flow is consumed over too short an interval, which would almost certainly mean that he was drinking the flow of more than one woman.

Male potency after drinking menstrual flow: I don’t claim this to be universally the case, but in my experience lovers have much greater sexual stamina immediately after consuming a serving (25ml) of my flow than they show when they haven’t. My therapist thinks it is a male psychological thing that drinking a lover’s flow makes him more virile. If my lovers are mind-fucking themselves that way it works for my therapist as well which I think is awesome because he has far more stamina after giving me menstrual Cunnilingus! That is so awesome as my secondary libidinal peak is when I’m menstrual and I love a lusty man getting me off with his rock hard thrusting penis filling my tight vagina with his seed. Cleaning the blood off the floor, barre and mirrors of an encounter salle after ballet menstrual sex is not difficult with a moist rag and Mr Clean.

Halloween at Adolph’s: Halloween day, October 21, 2014 I will be CD14 and should ovulate and all my wards should as well if Kassi synchs with the rest of us.   Adolph has threatened to bring out his wood chipper and make a girl disappear this year as he had several times years ago and I’m trying to get him to change his mind. It’s scary enough at Adolph’s Halloween parties w/o having a young women ground into hog feed while his guests watch. In his defense he says it was just a special effect. However, he has never been able to produce the woman alive and uninjured afterward who was shown being fed into the chipper.

Since I will be very fertile then I’ll wear my tiny Oves cap screwed down tight on my cervix with the removal strap rotated to my posterior fornix. That way with the transparent silicone membrane of the dome sucking on my cervix a lover will think I’m wearing no cervical protection at all. Another Awesome thing about Oves is that there is no possibility of squeeze when worn while diving so if I’m enticed into The Well, his 216 ft deep training pool, I have marvelous flood protection of my upper reproductive tract regardless of the depth at which dive-sex occurs.

Kassi’s dive training, an update:  Given her progress in my 64 ft deep pool with a male divemaster who was tasked with teaching her how to survive a dive partner from hell trying to pull off her FFM, restrict her air by crimping her hose with small pairs of vice grip pliers and giving her well lubed but rough dive-sex I think Kassi may be ready to be introduced to Adolph on Halloween.

Actually, no amount of training can truly prepare a woman diver for her first underwater sexual encounter with Adolph. However, in Kassi’s case since she is from a powerful noble family and he is interested in using her (in addition to serving his own sexual needs) as high status arm-candy for major clients he isn’t likely to harm or scare her too badly, unless she displeases him.

Male Escort cunnilingus menstrual cup training: While on my last period, during the week of September 22nd, I began cunnilingus menstrual cup training for escort candidates. When we were in Scotland for the Autumnal Equinox Tanaquil had mentioned that her high-end women clients in Europe were asking for men skilled in removing and drinking their flow from a menstrual cup w/o creating a mess while making the client feel like a princess. Pussy power for sure!

Now we have begun to get calls from guests at Adolph’s spa, The Lorelei, for that same skilled intimate service. So few male escorts are initially confident with the gentle touch and manual dexterity needed to insert fingers, break the seal and gripping the ringed lower end of the cup gently pull it out when well filled w/o spilling a drop on the clients satin gown or pink pointe shoes. Once in hand he should savor the musky bouquet of blood and vaginal secretions before toasting the donor and emptying the cup with a flourish in a single swallow. With a paying client penetration and a vaginal orgasm is almost always follows. During his training after the trainee swallows I clean and reinsert my cup and then to relieve our sexual tension we will masturbate to climax so I don’t have his seed changing the pH and taste of my vagina and flow. It’s an awesome responsibility to be eaten at least three possibly four times a day while menstrual by gorgeous men!

Afterward while my cup is refilling  I’m getting on with the next few hours of my day instructing pointe class or rehearsals (my troupe is dancing Dracula again this year for Halloween) or being fitted for new fetishwear so the trainee can enjoy eating me again later in the day. It’s a tough job, but someone has to do it and I so love watching gorgeous boys swigging my flow! The mutual masturbation with my flow drinking partner serves several additional useful purposes other than just relaxing both of us. The vaginal contractions during an exquisite clitoral orgasm while I’m balanced in Gaynors en pointe a la seconde will speed the refilling of the cup and lessen any cramps I may be having.

 

 

A disadvantage of an underwire bra, Prep for the Equinox

Staircase to the ballet studio in the Abbey tower

The Photo: The staircase to the fifth floor (tower) studio showing the clockwise spiral which in medieval times gave right handed defenders an advantage. His Grace’s grandfather had the tower built to medieval specifications to match the rest of the abbey. Fortunately he didn’t carry that to the extreme of having the stair risers hollowed out to simulate hundreds of years of foot traffic up that staircase. 

The underwire bra as an offensive weapon: During His Grace’s reconciliation party on the 19^th a visiting American journalist brought an escort from a London service along. She was a lovely blonds Aryan with high cheekbones killer legs and silicone enhanced breasts. They are too large for my taste, but it’s her rack and they are eye-catching. She had been a dancer with the Austrian State Ballet and was wearing pink satin Schachtner pointes at the party. She was obviously distressed to find I was wearing red satin Gaynors (red to signify I was menstrual) and in her opinion I seemed to be spending an inordinate amount of time on my toes. She was fixated about that and I said I loved being en pointe and thought they showed my legs beautifully which was why I wore pointes at all on social occasions. She thought I was showing off and she was right as I’ve always been of the opinion that “if you’ve got it flaunt it”… tastefully of course. 

Anyway, she asked if my breasts were real and I told her they were and that I’m lactating which gives me the cleavage in 32B cups. Somehow she took offence seeming to think I was coming on to her client when I had only spoken to him in greeting, though he was enjoying the 30 y/o scotch and feeling no pain when he put his hands on me and fondled my breasts before I backed away. Not that I minded all that much as I needed to be milked and I was spotting ahead of my period arriving the next day and when menstrual I’m at the secondary peak in my libido.

I suppose she saw him pawing me and thought I’d initiated it. I tried to reason with her to no avail and so I led her into a quieter part of the Abbey where we could continue our discussion w/o creating a scene as it was getting louder by the minute.  Unfortunately there was no calming her down and she tried to kick me in my breasts with the platform of her pointe-shoe. Fortunately her aim was wide and missed me. She tried twice more and barely missed both times and each time she missed she just got madder. At that point I decided I’d had enough so when she lunged again I kicked and the platform of my right pointe caught the underwire of her left cup and the energy of her 120 lbs moving toward me and my 105 lbs, concentrated in the 4 square inches of the suede covered platform hit the underwire with 200+ pounds of force and broke two ribs and shoved the underwire up under her left breast like dull knife splitting open her implant incision and her implant slid out of her ruined breast under her bra and into her teddy where it lodged while she collapsed against a sofa then slid on to the floor where she bled profusely while screaming and writhing on an ancient Persian rug.

Chris was called to help stabilize her condition until an ambulance came up from Inverness. Her date said she had been acting erratically and apologized for her attacking me which we had on a HD security cam video so I was obviously acting in self-defense.

Training regimen: On Saturday the temperature at the Abbey, on a crag overlooking Loch Ness, was in the low 50s F which made it good weather for wearing latex catsuits. There is an elevator to the fifth floor ballet studio at the top of the tower of the ‘new’ addition His Grace’s grandfather built in the late 40s. The elevator was replaced several years ago when it became apparent that some of the family and their friends needed safe access to a convenient place to keep in shape while on vacation and the top floor was converted to a sprung floor, mirrored wall, ballet studio with bathroom and dressing area. The outer wall of the studio facing the Loch is glass from floor to ceiling giving a spectacular view of the Loch. Tanaquil has seen to getting us male ballet partners while we are here (more about that below) and they take class with us, while also providing a source of recreation and tension release.   

There is also access to the studio by a narrow stone staircase – shown in the photo accompanying this post - that we girls use to help warm our leg muscles along with stretching and it’s great sport to see who can run up or down the staircase fastest while en pointe. We all wear Gaynors with suede tips and the surface of the stone risers is still fresh and very slightly textured so there is little danger of any of us slipping. Though it does take some getting used even to even walk up the five flights of stairs on pointe, much less run. After class we all ice our feet and legs while sewing ribbons and elastics on pointes and gossiping then wear negative heel clogs for an hour to stretch our Achilles tendons.

The inseminators: Jack, His Grace’s son, Viscount Sandbach, is here of course as well as Chris our male Gyn who along with the Duke’s estate manager has been selecting virile male candidates for the ritual planting of winter seed in my and my demi-priestess’s vaginas at sunrise (7:07 AM BST) on Tuesday September 23^rd, the Autumnal Equinox. There will be ten of them; two each for the five of us and then the ritual inseminations will be completed by His Grace mounting me on the primary altar and giving thanks for the blessings the Goddess has bestowed on his family will get off inside me to complete the ceremony. At his age I’m going to suggest he take a performance enhancer an hour before he mounts me, just in case.

Sex as recreation: For male entertainment while we are here – other than on the morning of the Equinox - Tanaquil, a retired POB ballerina and courtesan who is Taryn’s Munich based Procuress, has sent over a small stable of stallions to share amongst all the girls including me and Fiona, whose lover couldn’t accompany her when she came to vote in the independence referendum. Alice, Duchess of M****, decided she would go to London for the Equinox and stay at the Savoy with a widowed German Count whom she met when he was vacationing on Virgin Gorda and who she is training to meet her sexual needs. I’m rather sorry she didn’t feel comfortable enough with him to bring him to the Abbey and introduce him to the family.

The Escorts Tanaquil sent came over on the Eurostar and arrived at Inverness on the train on the 18^th. They are staying in guest quarters at the Abbey.  They were selected carefully to ensure they all liked unprotected menstrual sex since my wards and I are bleeding for the next few days. All are from the Paris Opera Ballet and have up-to-date negative full STI panels so we can sample the delights of young virile men with boundless sexual stamina filling us with thick creamy semen with none of the worry about the possibility of STIs while we pass them around among us. Jack understands my needs both professionally and emotionally so he isn’t upset when I take the new men to see if they are suitable to provide the physical and emotional stimulation a good ballet trained male partner can provide during sexual intimacy. All of them have been through Tanaquil’s Escort course so provide amazing sex.

Location Z: Sunday we moved from the Abbey to His Grace’s hunting lodge in the hills below Location Z. I went with Jack up to the site, east of Ullapool, to see what improvements he has made since the Summer Solstice. The access road up the mountain has been widened and the drainage improved and the whole thing hidden except from the air. He has cleaned the massive braziers that heat the altar area and restocked a huge supply of peat blocks and incendiary powder to insure their burning completely and smokeless during the ceremony. He has also trimmed back the Gorse which threatens to overgrow the site between ceremonies. It’s flowering there now, though not as strongly as it was at the Winter Solstice, and its strong coconut scent is wonderful and pervades the entire site.

The current forecast for Ullapool: The forecast for sunrise (7:07 BST) when our celebration will begin is still for light clouds and a temp at sea level of 50° F which means probably 40° at the holy site. The humidity is very high, often 95% so fog and mist are quite common. It’s going to be a long day tomorrow as we are sleeping in the staging area below the summit tonight and will be getting up at 4:00 AM. If it doesn’t rain during the ceremony it will be the first time, though we have had brief instances when the rain stopped during our altar encounters.

An arm candy miscarriage

Expelled tissue a spontaneous abortion at 8 weeks

A mistress spontaneously aborts: One of the Scandinavian attendees to the Economic Forum brought his twenty-something mistress to the hotel to use the gym while he was in conference with one of our entertainers.  She said he offered to have his PA take her shopping, but she wanted to work out and afterward have him take her shopping. She had finished barre and had moved to center to do combinations to music on her iPod when after a series of développés she had a heavy feeling in her pelvis and then severe cramps that doubled her up on the floor as she expelled the eight week old fetus she hadn’t known she was carrying. Her tights and leo were a bloody mess, but we got her some undies and tampons from the gift shop and a hotel robe.

She was on the progestin etonogestrel released by the single rod implant Nexplanon and hadn’t had any symptoms of pregnancy. When asked she said she had been on an antibiotic for a sinus infection several months ago and that is probably what decreased the effectiveness of her hormonal protection. Our house physician treated her and one of His Graces aids took her to a Gyn in the village who treated her w/o telling her industrialist sugar-daddy. It seems that the m/c was as clean as those things can be and there don’t appear to be any complications. She plans to keep him in the dark about her miscarriage as she is relatively new on his arm. He is married to a journalist and has three young children and his previous mistress was after him to give her a child, so he is really skittish about getting arm-candy pregnant. So she is afraid  he would drop her if he thought her birth control wasn’t effective.

She said he has this power thing about women sucking his dick and he is quite well endowed in that area. His wife’s reluctance to suck him off may have contributed to his desire to have a more compliant female minister to his needs in that regard. He thinks getting sucked off by a beautiful young woman is so kinky that it really sends him on a power trip. Since he is large and uncut and she has (so she says) considerable tongue skills she intends to keep him satisfied with fellatio for a few days while her uterus recovers.

FAM/NFP ballet-sex and abortion: And while I’m writing about abortions it’s surprising how different European girls are from U.S girls when it comes to taking contraception seriously. Many young local (Las Vegas) girls taking ballet come to our clinic for terminations after conceiving while trying to learn to use the Fertility Awareness Method (FAM) or Natural Family Planning, (NFP). They are so idealistic and want to use a totally natural contraception method, but many seem unwilling to learn how or if they know don’t follow the rules. FAM (where a barrier (condom, cap or diaphragm) is used while fertile) or NFP (where abstinence is practiced during the fertile interval) is very effective if all the rules are followed all the time. However, both take planning and willpower and both are unforgiving of shortcuts, just this onces and Oopses.

I don’t know what it is about some natural methods girls having sex en pointe in toe-shoes or ballet-boots that causes them to conceive. Perhaps it’s because they are so caught up in making the fantasy of sex on their toes come true that they lose sight of where they are in their cycles and what precautions should be taken, if they knew in the first place and often end up having sex w/o using any protection while fertile.

If a woman has unprotected sex on her most fertile day of one cycle, her chances of becoming pregnant are:

• 50% if she is 19 to 26 years old
• 40% if she is 27 to 34 years of age
• 30% if she is 35 to 39 years old

And most of our natural methods girls are in the 19 to 26 y/o group. Even for me (and I’ll soon be 43), the risk would be about 30% and I’m not about to go there!

Ballet boots and vacuum aspirations: Unlike the St Lucy’s ballet girls and my wards who all prefer to train for ballet sex in pointe-shoes most of the local Las Vegas FAM/NFP ballet girls who conceive during ballet-sex and come to our clinic for terminations were wearing Punitive Shoes ballet boots which are hand made in Italy using high quality and well worked leather and cost about $300 USD a pair. They aren’t Gepetto’s at $3,500 a pair, but the new Punitive ballet boots can be easily walked in, are relatively comfortable to stand in and the toe boxes won’t collapse right away.

Our clinic offers both medical (Mifeprex) and surgical (vacuum aspiration) terminations and most of the girls want the one-and-done visit with the aspirator and a course of antibiotics and no vaginal sex for ten days.

I’ve had an opportunity to talk with some of Tanaquil’s German and French escorts while we’ve been here and all the girls who prefer working in ballet-boots - good bespoke leather boots from a cobbler in Munich who works primarily for Tanaquil - would get vacuum aspirations if their contraception failed. It’s invasive, but safer and less likely to develop complications.

Touring with Tanaquil: European teens being scouted for enrolment in courtesan college are a lot more realistic about contraceptive methods than are their U.S, counterparts and almost always go with some form of Long Acting Reversible Contraceptive, LARC, method which makes them far less likely to have an accidental pregnancy. There have been a number of different sizes of IUDs available in Europe for years that can be more effectively used by smaller/younger women while in the U.S. Skyla, a smaller version of the Mirena, has only been available for less than a year.

Tomorrow the Swan twins and Bea will spend the day shopping in Zurich with Anya while Tanaquil takes Willow and me to Munich on Limnaea II. It’s a bit more than 300km east and we’ll be landing at Munich International (MUC) where Tanaquil will have a car and driver pick us up. We are going to visit one of the ballet academies that feed girls into European ballet companies. I thought we would have to wait until Monday, but Tanaquil says the head mistress, an old friend of hers, is expecting us and is anxious to show off some of her star students. We’ll be looking at several teens that have great promise if their health holds through the rigorous regimen of ballet training and corps work. Like Willow, once they have proven themselves in the corps for several years their bodies will be toughened enough that they can be taken through Courtesan College then gradually introduced into the high end of the trade. Afterward, we’ll board Limnaea II and return to Zurich to pick up Anya and the girls for the long flight home.