Tying up lose threads

Victoria’s Secret Model Doutzen Kroes Pregnant! Oops?


Plastic surgeon dies in car accident: In my entry for August 7, 2010 entitled Therapy with Mack the Knife I wrote about some of my therapy sessions under the knife with a reconstructive surgeon who liked to cut rubber suits off his female partners. He missed two therapy sessions with me so I called his psychiatrist (who I was assisting on his case) to find out where the patient was. The shrink had been on vacation in Europe for three weeks and apologized that no one on his staff knew that I was assisting so didn’t know to tell me that the patient had driven off the road and over a cliff and was killed several weeks ago. I guess that explains why he missed our appointments. In the few times we were together he must have cut at least $6,000 worth of Sailfish wetsuits off me. It was a form of foreplay for him and he was amazing in bed after he cut me out of a Sailfish. Sigh!

I still have three new Sailfish wetsuits that we never got to use. Three weren’t enough for a single afternoon of therapy so I was looking forward to him taking me shopping for sailfish again. It wasn’t as though we didn’t know what size I took. It was the thrill of him groping me in public as he ‘helped’ me into and out of the wonderfully tight German neoprene that we both enjoyed. The looks on the shop assistants faces were priceless as they watched us in the wall mirrors – and one was even filming our reflection in the mirrors with her smart phone - as he inserted two fingers inside me and nearly made me come while supposedly adjusting my crotch. And we did that for every suit and bought at least six each time we went shopping. I think their sales increased by 5% in the few weeks we shopped there. I’m expecting an attempt at blackmail from the girl with the phone-cam because while all the wetsuits were paid for with a corporate CC they were shipped to me so she knows my name and where I live. If she had known who he was the pics would have probably ended up in a tabloid, since I think they are probably too explicit for People Magazine.

Natasha’s eggs: In my entry for July 11, 2010 I mentioned the possibility of harvesting my Russian dancer’s eggs to pay off her gambling debts which I bought to get her to dance for me here in Vegas. I thought we had moved closer to making that happen by having her DNA tested for suitability. No problem I thought since she is a gorgeous woman. How wrong I was! It has taken weeks to have her DNA tested for mutant genes that cause breast cancer, autism, MS and a long list of genetic defects that can, but not always do, appear in carriers. Sadly Natasha’s eggs are not of harvesting quality. Actually, if I were her, I would have my tubes blocked to make certain I had no children. So at this point I’m looking for other ways to make my money back with her. She is still a powerful draw on stage as her erotic classical ballet performances are hugely popular with the high rollers especially the Asians - who fantasize about having gorgeous round eyed Russian ballet dancers as mistresses - go wild at the tables just to get a seat in the auditorium. Perhaps that’s enough. At the current rate I will have my money back in about four months anyway. I was just hoping to speed things up a bit.

Ginny and rubber lust: The 19 y/o Who came out for the St Lucy’s Ballet SI (in June and early July) and who developed rubber lust and stayed the rest of the summer has returned to college on the east coast. I was amazed that her father was as accommodating with her desires as he was, but that made things easier for me. Returning readers will remember I found her a gig as Adolph’s Pool Assistant and latex arm-candy while Abi was recovering from a YI – see my post for July 10, 2010 – and God knows that broadened Ginny’s sexual experiences and her circle of rubber fetish friends immensely! She wanted to stay and transfer to UNLV, but Abi has fully recovered and is back as Adolph’s number one girl and Ginny’s father wanted her back in school on the east coast so she left last week.

As a going-away present she was cluster-fucked by Adolph and four of his closest German friends. It took them three hours to finish with her and I don’t think she could have enjoyed anything more! It will be an encounter she will remember fondly all her life! Actually she finished them. The men were exhausted and even with performance enhancing chemicals they couldn’t mount her any more. She told me later that she was determined to out last her lovers and she did! She could hardly walk the next day and is on 800 mg of ibuprofen every six hours for the next few days until her muscles stop cramping. I upgraded her ticket to first class and she wore a pad since she will be draining German sperm for days. She has amazing pelvic stamina for a 19 y/o and wants to come back next summer. All her lovers had been screened and were free of STIs and fortunately at my insistence she had a GyneFix implanted so she should be quite safe. If she still wants to work in Vegas next summer I’m sure I can find her something she will like and be good at.

Why I wasn’t at Astor Courts

Astor Courts Rhinebeck, NY

My invitation to the Rhinebeck, NY wedding: I’m not upset that I wasn’t invited to Chelsea’s and Marc’s wedding. I understand why I wasn’t. I do clean up nicely so I’m quite presentable in Armani and Jimmy Choos (actually, at 39 I’m still gorgeous) but if I had been recognized my reputation would have possibly made me a center of attention, or at least a distraction. We all know how terrible the tabloid press and paparazzi have become and on Chelsea’s special day that’s something that none of us wanted. I’m more a friend of Bill’s than anything and I do get to see him occasionally. I’m proud to say that I’ve helped him relax during some very high stress times in his life. I’ve met the family and even coached Hillary a time or two suggesting some things she could do to relax and enjoy time with her husband. I sent Chelsea and Marc a nice gift. At 30 Chelsea is a lovely lady and I don’t think she completely approves of me. If my gift isn’t returned I’ll consider that she may have forgiven me, or not.

A plus for me in not being invited is that I didn’t have to fight the traffic in the village and be pre-positioned a day or so in advance like the other guests. The closest ‘Limnaea’, my G550, could have landed is an old military base now called Stewart International Airport (SWF) which is 40 miles and an hours drive down river from Rhinebeck so it wasn’t a convenient location, but then I wasn’t consulted about that. I certainly wouldn’t have wanted to fly commercial since that would have required me not diving a day or two before flying to minimize the chances of getting DCS. Had I been invited I would have had to attend since it would have been an offer I couldn’t have refused so I think it worked out best for everyone. I know Bill and Hill are relieved that everything went well and I hope the newly married couple will be supremely happy together!

Cyndi and Natasha: In a comment posted on my July 30 entry “Cyndi’s Cycle” Eric wrote: “I have to wonder why Cyndi would have been fretting about being pregnant when every test showed up negative! Maybe she heard all the stories about the late Freddie and felt he could bypass copper IUDs. That would be unlikely.”

I’d like to expand on my reply (on that entry) to say that I think Cyndi was fixated on pregnancy because she and Natasha have bonded and Cyndi sees her is being an expert on birth control, overlooking the fact that one of Natasha’s four recent lovers (including Freddy) managed to get to her egg and impregnate her. Natasha is a risk taker with contraception so she doesn’t mind cutting corners or taking a lot of just-this-once risks and one got her in trouble. With Cyndi I’ve tried to protect her as best I can so that with a GyneFix inserted she can have as much bareback sex as she wants w/o having to worry, as long as she stays within the pool of screened lovers we use for training escorts and St Lucy’s students.

Cyndi and transference

A high quality Home Pregnancy Test kit

Cyndi and transference: Returning readers know that at 16 Cyndi is precocious and sexually active though I still try to keep her under my wing to an extent. She had been after me to let her sample Freddy and after assuring her that any problem she might have with him would be emotional not biological and getting her assurance she could compartmentalize her feelings I agreed to let him know she was available. He lost no time getting to her and she had several sexual encounters with him last week and now she is afraid she may be preggers! I think her problem is transference since she has been talking with Natasha about how she came to be preggers. It’s a common story; she was taking a course of antibiotics for an infected tooth and the medicine reduced the effectiveness of her birth control pills enough that she had breakthrough ovulation. She was having recreational sex with four of her ballet partners during that time and one got to her egg.

I keep telling Cyndi that her circumstances are quite different. She is super safe with a GyneFix implanted. Its effectiveness can’t be reduced by any meds she may be taking and her partner’s little swimmers get immobilized by the copper ions from her IUD. Then when she ovulates the sperm can’t penetrate her eggs outer surface to fertilize it, so she should just enjoy the orgasms he is giving her guilt free. The way she is obsessing about her pregnancy fantasy you would think she was virgin when they met and Freddy had popped her cherry.

Chris did that for her more than two years ago and impregnated her in the process. Returning readers will remember she nearly bled to death when she miscarried while diving in a cove on Virgin Gorda. That’s when we met and Chuck our male Gyn saved her life. She has been going through First Response Early Results home pregnancy tests (HPTs) with the first urine of the day and they have all been negative. Even if she were to have conceived at this point only 7 days from the first time he ejaculated in her it is far too early for hCG, the pregnancy hormone, to show up. It’s nearly impossible that she could be pregnant, but nothing in contraception is 100% effective so she will be on edge until at least the 29th or 30th when she should get her period.

Gene testing for KP Fighters: Over the last few months we have had some suspicions about the gender of some women wanting to be allowed to fight in the local Knife-Point fighting club. So, just to be certain that the fighters we let compete are all female we have begun physical exams and gene testing to make sure all our KP fighters are biologically women who don’t have a ‘male advantage’. We have found three so far who couldn’t pass the physical or biological tests. Two were intersex (previously called hermaphrodites ) and the third was an attractive blond who was extremely strong for her size with no external indication that she had male genes. There aren’t enough he-shes yet for us to establish a division so they can fight in their own class.

The Afterglow half-slip: I have been asked by several women business associates how I manage to keep my skirls from becoming stained from coitial discharge after sex during breaks at business conference. If I’m having sex during the day and wearing street clothes, well, a skirt and blouse rather than tights and sports top or bikini, I wear a silicone rubber underskirt – which I call an ‘afterglow half-slip’ - to prevent coitial discharge from soaking through my skirts. As much as a girl might Kegel there is always some residual drainage that can last for several days and never touch the crotchless hosiery I wear for chance encounters, so just Kegeling won’t solve the problem and semen stains are very difficult to remove from satin and cashmere. Several of my minis are made especially for working girls and have silicone liners to provide that sort of protection. But with my haute couture items from Chanel, Armani, Versace and others that are only lined with satin I always wear an afterglow skip.

Ripe latex gas guards – Part II: I have received a surprisingly strong favorable response from readers to my comments about the erotic appeal of the strong odor of a continuously worn latex diaphragm. They were posted in my entry for July10, 2010 where I wrote:

“Another characteristic of latex gas guards is that they are far more likely to develop a strong musky latex odor after being worn continuously for a day or two. For women interested only in the contraceptive effectiveness of a diaphragm an odor can be a major distraction. The odor can be gotten rid of by soaking the D in a 50/50 vinegar/water solution for 20 minutes and reoccurrences minimized by applying a few drops of liquid chlorophyll in the dome before insertion. The odor develops because the latex is porous to a slight degree and acidic vaginal fluids penetrate the surface and interact with the rubber strengthening the natural musk of the vagina and the scent of latex.

The musky latex scent of a ripe natural rubber gas guard is highly prized by any male in ‘Rubber Lust’. It’s rather like the bouquet of Roquefort cheese to a epicure. For women in rubber lust relationships they will switch from a clean Reflexions to one already pre-ripened with a strong musky/latex scent when they are to meet their rubber lust partners. The scent and discoloration of the latex dome has no effect on the safety and effectiveness of the barrier.”

From the flood of favorable replies it appears there is far more interest in smelly rubber diaphragms than I thought. Until now it’s a subject that had rarely come up unless women are talking about ways to get rid of the odor. However, now that it’s public knowledge that there are men who enjoy the smell men are writing to say that they find the scent of a ripe latex diaphragm erotic. And women are writing to say that they are relieved to know the enjoyment by their men of a strong vaginally enhanced rubber odor from their gas guards was a common kink in a male rubber fetishist fantasy because, until now, they thought their men weird because they loved the ripe rubbery stench of diaphragms that had been inserted continuously for several days.

Adolph and the World Cup: Old news, but last Sunday Spain defeated the Netherlands 1-0 in overtime, to win its first World Cup. Adolph is furious and thinks Germany should have tried harder. He is slowly becoming resigned to Germany’s loss and may eventually accept Germany being third, at least for the next four years. Meanwhile he is muttering about payback.

Natasha’s decision

The beauty of a hyper extended knee en pointe

Natasha's Menstrual Extraction: I went with Natasha, my Russian guest artist, to have her menstrual extraction Saturday morning, 07-10-2010. It was a no-brainer really. I knew she was going to terminate, she just had to sort through the options on her own. I held her hand through the procedure and it went well. I changed my mind about having her get a GyneFix implant just yet because I have an idea about how I am going to get my money back from her Monte Carlo gambling debts I paid off to get her to come to Vegas and make a sizable profit on the deal. She didn’t want to look at the vacuum jar containing her uterine lining and the fetus that was being sucked out. She was a bit emotional at the end, though it wasn’t because she was having second thoughts, or at least that’s what she said. She was given a ten-day regimen of Ciprofloxacin and told that if she wore her Reflexions gas guard it was safe to have penetrative sex if she felt like it. She is still emotional and doesn’t feel like having sex and was concerned about Freddy, wondering “who will take care of Frederick’s needs” while she was unavailable. She was looking at me as though expecting me to help in that regard and finally came out and asked me to take him into my bed to keep him away from other women and told me he was an amazing sex partner. Can you believe that? She’s in denial about his needs. I could have told her that no single woman is enough for Freddy’s ego, he is a natural cunt hunter, but she was too vulnerable emotionally for me to lay that on her then.

Apparently Freddy hadn’t told her I’d taken him out for a test drive to see how he handled at speed and how much torque there was on his drive-shaft. And, I didn’t tell her that Freddy had already approached me about an interim sexual arrangement while she is recovering. The timing is prefect from my perspective since Jacques is away in Austria impregnating a 30 y/o Austrian Countess who is having trouble conceiving because her 75 y/o husband is shooting blanks. I’m betting it’s his money and the ancestral book and painting collections she is after. Although, for that she wouldn’t have to have a child, she could just fuck him into a coronary and have him die in the saddle.

So I’ll be fucking Freddy while Jacques is away planting seed and Natasha is recovering. She is perfectly fine as a dancer and they are magnificent together in the pas de deux from Manon where she has to project unrelenting despair in her dancing. It’s just that the abortion has put her off sex. Only temporarily I hope because I need that sexual tension between them to get their best performances in the happier roles. Freddy in my bed is a great arrangement for now since his HIV and HSV tests came back negative so all I need to worry about is pregnancy which with me wearing Oves is very unlikely. That’s even though I’m CD10 today and fertile for the next four days so I’m sexually aggressive and need a good hard experienced lover with plenty of stamina.

Egg harvesting: To get my money back from Natasha’s gambling debts I’ve decided to harvest her eggs and sell them to fertility clinics. There are smart beautiful college girls who pay for their college education and setting themselves up in business afterward by selling their eggs for amazing sums to couples who want to try and design their babies. It’s a sellers market so I should be able to get $75,000 to $125,000 USD for one and I plan to get at least eight. I’ll not keep all the money for myself. One third will go to Natasha and I’m sure she will agree or I will tell her parents about her abortion. In the nicest possible way of course with a video of her on the table with her beautiful legs spread and her feet in the stirrups and the collection jar and its contents easily seen as the vacuum sprays bits of her endometrium the fetus against the sides of the container.

Adolph and the World Cup: Germany defeated Uruguay 3-2 for third place finish in the World Cup so Adolph had to settle for that and I think he took out his frustration on Ginny during dive-sex, riding her hard and shutting off her air while they were thirty feet below the surface as he brought her to orgasm and then finished inside her. When they surfaced she seemed to have enjoyed the experience and told me how much more intense her G-spot orgasm was when she couldn’t breathe. So I think I was right leaving her to Adolph’s tender mercies. Even though Ginny isn’t German Adolph is treating her well (by his standards) and they have been seen in several good restaurants together with her wearing Abi’s latex encasement suits as though they were custom made for her.

Ballet boots and hairless pussy

Arm-candy trapped in ballet boots

Pointe Boots - A returning reader, Joe, asks:

>“Being there [at Naughty’s] I hope to see a girl wearing bladed ballet boots. KP fighting boots is not allowed to any person but you? So it will be easy to spot you.

Readers will remember that I said that when on duty in the casino I wear a pair of Gepettos lightly armored Pleasure Boots. The thing about Pleasure Boots is that they have interchangeable specially keyed heels so a wearer can change the shape of the heels to suit her mood. The heel locking stud fits into the heel of the titanium shank and toe box stamping that makes up the foundation of Gepetto’s pleasure boots. The boots are keyed so that genuine quad micro-edged heel blades can not be worn with pleasure boots. Except for the custom pairs he makes for me. My micro bladed pleasure boots look nearly identical to the commercial versions worn by our fetish escorts and wealthy customers. And since with the heel guards on the bladed heels look identical to standard non-lethal heels it is very difficult to tell I’m wearing KP boots. They aren’t true fighting boots because they are only lightly armored. True KP Fighting boots are much more heavily armored the shafts and blocks are thicker, the titanium shank is keyed for bladed heels and they weigh at least twice as much as pleasure boots.

So I don’t think it’s likely that I can be easily spotted by my boots because there are a lot of women wearing Gepettos boots in Vegas. However, if you come across a small, left handed, green eyed, auburn haired woman in leather pleasure boots, sheer black tights, leather mini and riding crop mediating an argument on the casino floor or in one of the entertainment venues then you have almost certainly found me. I think I’m the only female owner who does her turn at floor duty, which I like to think is one reason my casino is relatively peaceful and very profitable..

The down-side of Pointe boots: Pointe boots of all kinds have a common set of problems. Pleasure Boots were designed with sex en pointe in mind so the boxes are heavily padded to protect the toes and ankles. The problem in wearing them (as with all pointe boots) comes from leg cramps from wearing them continuously for too long and that also causes the Achilles tendons to shorten so a wearer of any sort of pointe boot has to do Achilles tendon stretching exercises when not wearing them to be able to walk comfortably barefoot or in flats. Calf cramps can be minimized by getting used to wearing her boots for hours at a time and ensuring her diet is rich in all the vitamins and minerals needed and she should stay well hydrated.

>”Maybe you can show me the craft of Gepetto and all the little details that make them that unique.”

I’m sorry, but that’s not possible. The proprietary nature of the techniques used in making his boots does not permit tours of Gepetto’s boot shop.

>“Dancing shoes have a limited life so I expect the Gepettos ballet boots also to have a limited life? How many different pairs do you have? You don’t wear the same pair of boots every day, ey?”

Traditionally made pointe shoes (of cloth, cardboard, leather and paste) can have very short useful lives, sometimes as little as 15 minutes, depending on the role and the maker of the shoes. Even high tech Gaynor Minden pointes wear out; usually the outer platform padding breaks down, eventually even with sueded platforms or the cloth seams of the uppers split or the outsides just look too ratty to be used in performance so they are used to rehearse until they fall apart.

Gepettos boots do have useful lifetimes, but they can be refurbished. The unitized shank and toe box assembly of stamped titanium is unbreakable, but the leather uppers, padded lining and heels will need refurbishing. I’ve found mine last about 18 months before having to be remade. I do have fave pairs and save them for when I’ll be in my boots for extended intervals, so they don’t last as long. Gepetto will recondition pairs of his premium boots with new inner linings and fittings. His clients value the look of well worn outer leather which gives the wearer a look of being an experienced pointe boot wearer. It’s rather like bleaching jeans to get that lived in look that feels so good. I have a dozen pairs of KP Fighting boots some of which are always undergoing modifications as my feet change as I age. I have another six pairs of thigh-high dress boots for formal occasions and I have eighteen pairs of Pleasure Boots which are my everyday boots when I feel a boot is appropriate. I try to wear a pair no more than 4 hours w/o changing to a dry pair and stretching my calves, ankles and toes. I let a pair dry for at least 2 days between wearings.

I prefer wearing pointe shoes rather than pointe boots because it takes more skill to wear them confidently, they aren’t as heavy and I can flex my ankles so there is less chance of leg cramps and tendon shortening, though dietary needs and stretching exercises are the same. But a small woman in pointe shoes, even black leathers, isn’t really taken seriously except as tight pussy. So as a psychological edge I wear black leather pleasure boots – which as I’ve discussed before don’t take the training and skill that pointes do – that women and most men think are kinky and dangerous. Which means they will take me seriously and are more likely to obey me w/o my having to use my crop or slit a boot-chicks laces.

A friend and longtime reader, Eric, comments: “Frederick sounds like plenty of the other guys in your stable. It seems you get nothing but guys with large packages and high sperm counts.”

I’m not sure exactly how that was meant, but I’ll accept it as a compliment. However, I have to tell you it’s not by accident that we have reproductively well endowed, virile, potent, testosterone soaked guys on the payroll. We screen for them as a type because that’s the sort of guy who is a chick-magnet when women come to Vegas looking for excitement. And in the case of Freddy, that holds true for professional dancers as well. Dancing with a virile partner who took you to orgasm and filled you with sperm just before the performance multiplies the chemical attraction of the couple and leads to some amazingly erotic pas de deux w/o their clothes coming off. And that’s certainly the case with Natasha and Freddy. Freddy can be troublesome, but it’s just in the context of his need for tight hairless pussy not bar fights and we have a very high tolerance – not to say fondness - for promiscuous males out here. So a few unplanned pregnancies are a small price for having him available to partner and service Natasha.

Also from Eric: “You know, I think you might want to include a post about what many women think about men's "sizes." I ask because Yvette told me I'm big, but I think I'm more average at six inches length and about an inch width.”

A man’s size can be a mixed blessing for a woman. There is the female fantasy of being able to take all of an extremely well endowed man and have glorious sex with him. The quote from Mae West that: “too much of a good thing can be wonderful” is true, but only up to a point where the woman can’t stand the pain of her cervix being rammed by a partner who is too long for her or she tears because he is too thick. Both of those situations can be nightmares for women and can turn them off sex entirely. That is why we offer to match our male escort’s reproductive anatomies to the anatomies of their clients so they can take the largest man they can comfortably manage. That can be tricky because it requires measuring the depth of a client’s vagina while she is fully aroused and tented. Even then, if there isn’t enough foreplay to get her aroused before she is fully penetrated she can still be severely injured.

Thickness is a bit different in that the vagina can usually adjust more easily to thickness than length. And well toned vaginal muscles can clamp down on a penis of any diameter. There are cases where very young women and a few adult women’s vaginas are too tight for penetration even to use tampons, but if the condition isn’t an emotional disorder it can be overcome by using a set of vaginal dilatators and a topical estrogen cream to make the vulvar tissue more flexible and stretchy. I think that’s why men prefer teens who have had their pubes waxed, so guys can fantasize about penetrating a very young girl with an extremely tight ‘hairless pussy’. There is a huge market for hairless pussy which is why nearly all the escorts out here get their pubes waxed. From the man’s perspective his partner being hairless means he gets a better view and feel of the soft tissue of her vulva and doesn’t get hair in his mouth during cunilingus and he can pretend he is fucking a very young girl if that’s what he needs. From the woman’s perspective she gets a much more erotic sensation from his tongue work on her vulva and around her clitoral shaft if she has been recently waxed.

While there is a sellers market for amazingly hung men and deep tight women in the sex trade a good firm six inch shaft can reach any woman’s G-spot and send her into ecstasy and is certainly more than enough to impregnate her if precautions aren’t taken. As far as seeking a life mate is concerned I think women are looking more for a man with a kind, supportive and loving disposition who is gentle and fun in bed rather than whether he can kiss the tip of her cervix every time he penetrates her.