The eroticism of used pointe shoes

A toe-goddess’s gently used pointe shoes

The photo: A pair of my used pointe shoes. Once worn the shoes contain a bit of my Chi – just as the ‘death rubber’ diaphragms which I harvest from women who died while wearing their diaphragms during a sexual encounter, retain a bit of the Chi of their dead owner which I use to significantly increase my libido and possibly my sexual skills from those of the previous owner.

The used pointes will retain my Chi after they are dead and discarded unless they are consumed by fire. That’s why I burn all my dead pointes after they are no longer useful for wearing deshanked for class. The wearer’s Chi is released when the shoes are burned so none of my experiences and skill can be used by another wearer even if s/he is a sensitive. The important part for me is that no one, except someone I’m in a romantic erotic relationship with, will ever get anything, garments or shoes containing my Chi.

Souvenirs: I am constantly asked for a memento of my performances by members of the audiences or after a sexual encounter with a partner or even by readers posting comments to this blog. Except in rare instances I don’t give away anything I’ve worn or used (see above) even keeping and burning the condoms that my partner(s) and I occasionally use. When souvenirs are given by me they are new toe pads which are inexpensive if bought in the quantities we do. My only exception is my erotic gifts to my main squeeze John, Viscount Sandbach, known to frequent readers as Jack.

Misogyny, masochism and the eroticism of pointe shoes: Male interest in the female foot and footwear is as old as time. Perhaps the forerunner of the pointe shoe was foot binding in 10^th or 11^th century imperial China. The pointe shoe as we know it is a relatively new invention having a blocked toe-box and shank only in the mid 19^th century. The pointe shoes eroticism stems from the fact that while on pointe the woman looks ethereal and with her calf muscles and buttocks contracted being en pointe presents the woman’s body in the most attractive way possible.  

In addition, the pointe shoe is seen as a tangible symbol of a woman’s skill and power and increases her ability to cloud men’s minds with her exquisite femininity which pointes show off to a skilled dancer’s advantage. The pointe shoe is also seen by knowledgeable men as a symbol of the vagina because of it’s femininity and tight fit. An excellent article about fetishes and pointe shoes is “Consuming the Ballerina: Feet, Fetishism and the Pointe Shoe” by Keryn Carter (2000) in Australian Feminist Studies Vol. 15, No 31 pp. 82-90.

Some men enjoy the fact that even properly fitting and supportive pointes are uncomfortable to wear for most women and a misogynistic and sadistic man will find pointes the perfect footwear for a beautiful woman because he wants her to suffer while he takes her during rough ballet-sex. When that woman is a masochist and able to dominate him and enjoy the eroticism of her shoes giving her power over him and his sexual attention simultaneously he finds it confusing and he can get very angry unless she totally exhausts him sexually.

That’s the sort of volatile mix that I enjoy when Adolph is my partner for ballet-sex. He occasionally comes to me for release when he is very needy and abusing women won’t improve his disposition. He can be extremely dangerous and has amazing sexual stamina, but I love fucking his brains out since when sexually exhausted he turns into a marvelously obedient submissive.

Toe Goddesses and ballet-sex training: Since Willow and Andrea are my two newest wards they take up more of my time in training. Ballet-sex is one of the most popular and useful skills I teach since it shows off the woman’s body, provides her the best position to maximize her pelvic grip, demonstrates her strength and stamina to her partner and makes her feel confident and powerful. Not to mention completely pussy whipping any man who adores a strong pelvic grip and falls in thrall when ripple gripped.

Willow as a professional ballet dancer has beautiful and very strong legs, but still needs to increase her stamina for repeated acts of ballet-sex, which returning readers remember is defined as being entered from behind when standing sur les pointes a la seconde while bent over holding on to a barre, chair, table or railing with both hands. Willow’s feet and legs are strong enough that she can train for ballet-sex in pointe shoes and like most women having ballet-sex she wears hard shanked Gaynor Minden shoes which give the best support, are the most comfortable and last far longer than shoes made of traditional materials.

Andrea on the other hand while having more than seven years of pointe has never really trained hard having only at the most two 90 minute classes a week. As a result she is nowhere near ready to have ballet-sex in pointe shoes. So while she builds the strength in her feet and ankles for pointe work I’ve started her ballet-sex training with her wearing ballet-boots. Her pairs of Gepettos lightly armored boots with unitized titanium toe-boxes and shanks, replicable titanium lace-splitter heels and Inman release heel guard arrived last week and she has been wearing them around the house. She wanted to wear them to UNLV, but I said no since that would surely draw a crowd and have more men sniffing after her than she already has. She’s fertile at the moment, as am I (I’m CD9) and she is giving off breeding pheromones like you wouldn’t believe so her strutting around in ballet-boots at UNLV right now with a crowd of randy males following her would be a huge distraction; not that she wouldn’t enjoy leading them around by pheromone penis leashes.  I’m pleased to see that her fertility seems to have returned so quickly. With luck, since we train and sweat in such close proximity her cycle will synchronize with mine, as my other wards cycles have, by the time of this years Vernal Equinox on March 20^th.

Fucked in ballet-boots: The stability of properly fitted and laced ballet-boots which allow putting most of the wearer’s weight on her heels and help stabilize her ankles while taking her partner’s thrusts allows a woman who can’t wear pointes for ballet-sex to train and enjoy the tightening of the pelvic muscles almost as tight as if she was balanced over the blocks of pointe shoes. I’ve put her on a diet to reduce calf cramping while she’s training in ballet-boots and she and Willow have now joined me running up and down a flight of 20 concrete steps that descend into one of the sub-basements of my home. That is an amazing workout and while Willow can usually follow me Andrea can only run up the steps the first time. Given her background and the time she has been training that’s quite good. I have germ wearing the heel guards while training as she is sometimes lifted off her feet right now while taking her partner’s trusts and I don’t want her moving a foot and driving the tip of a lace splitter heel through a partner’s foot. She’s up to taking a partner four times in an hour before her calves are so sore she has to remove her boots and have her calves massaged, but that’s significant progress. In comparison Bea, who has been wearing ballet-boots for more than two years can wear them for ballet-sex for several hours w/o her calves cramping. Of course with so much time on our toes we all have to wear negative elevation heels – or negative wedges strapped to our pointes if like me my girls wear their pointes most of the time while at home. - to prevent shortening of our Achilles tendons.

Vaginal fashion at Naughty’s: I took Willow, Andrea and the Swan twins to Naughty’s Boot Bar for the first time Sunday night to celebrate Andrea’s freedom from requiring her partners to wear condoms while her uterus healed from her termination. We all wore .3mm chlorinated latex catsuits, hoods, gloves and Gepettos lightly armored ballet-boots with lace-splitter heels. When the five of us walked in there was a hush as everyone stared and then men started coming over to introduce themselves before we were even seated. Once we were settled we let the men present their STI credentials and take the girls out to dance and have ballet-sex while the girls were in Bar-sling harnesses. In a bar sling they could plant their unguarded heels, lock their knees put their weight on their heels and the harness and let the men they had chosen open their relief zippers and insert fingers to see what a young toe-goddess was wearing as vaginal fashion. The girls were all wearing 22mm FemCaps and I had an Oves screwed down tight on my cervix. I had double bagged with a latex Reflexions flat spring diaphragm since I was sure I would become fertile in the next 8 hours.

I was offered an encounter by a lovely married man who was in town for a conference. He was a considerate and knowledgeable lover. When he opened my relief zipper and inserted two fingers he immediately recognized that I had a latex flat spring diaphragm inserted and said his wife wears a silicone All-Flex. He was so complimentary about my muscle control when he faded and I brought him back from the dead - while I whispered in his ear telling him how strong and handsome he was - to a marvelously hard and thick erection and a massive ejaculation that was draining out of me as he was still pumping more in. He said he hadn’t had sex in weeks as his wife was about to deliver another daughter, their third, and he intended to try for a boy next time.  He was so proud of his family and I wondered if he accidently impregnated me if I could give him a boy. It was best for both of us not to go there and I said nothing, though I did take his phone number and gave him the number for my PA who handles all my incoming calls. He was a really sweet man even though he was cheating… and I was pleased to have given him some relief and enjoyed him sharing his body with me. The girls and I all returned home sated and draining fresh semen. It was such a lovely evening!

 

Pussy hooks - the pros and cons

A new St Lucy’s instructor being fitted for a pussy hook

The Photo: You know she’s an instructor because her pubes aren’t waxed. 4^th year ballet students and some new professors (If they teach sexuality) at St Lucy’s get fitted for pussy hooks and Labia leashes at our casino’s bondage boutique, Fasteners, before taking my class ‘Submissive Behavior in a D/s Relationships’.

 

 

 



Pictured above is a 1.0 inch diameter stainless steel vaginal hook similar to the one being worn in the top photo so the reader can get an idea of its size. It’s a standard training aid - because of the danger of wearing it it’s used primarily as an example of male misogyny - in my class: Submissive Behavior in D/s Relationships. Even so Students love to pose for selfies with this size hook inserted.

 

This particular size and design is not really a toy though many women like having one amongst their toys and posing for selfies with it inserted to stimulate the interest of the Dom they are interested in serving or are collared to. It was made to hold the woman while she is suspended from her pelvic bone. Of course being hung like that results in the hook tearing through the vaginal wall and bladder or uterus. The pelvis almost always separates at the symphysis – except for a few of the smallest lightest women - which results in the hook tearing out dropping her fatally injured on the dungeon floor.

Small stainless steel pussy hook with 1.5 inch terminal ball

For D/s play a much smaller and lighter stainless steel hook (see photo #3 above) is used and the leash is looped through the ring on the Subs collar so she can be lead around w/o much likelihood of physical damage to the delicate tissue of her reproductive tract.

Pussy hooks; the good and bad: There is very little upside for the wearer of a pussy hook and the possibility of a lot of downside damage. Of course only the psychotic ever willingly attempt being hung by it. Being hung from an industrial vaginal hook often ends in death. If found in time her reproductive tract might be repaired, but the psychological damage to her Chi and libido is usually permanent in the few cases I’m aware of where the woman was left hanging from a pussy hook and survived.

The only good thing might be the eroticism of wearing a light weight vaginal hook to a dress-up vanilla party for the shock value or wearing it under street clothes fastened securely to a sanitary pad belt or a decorative waist chain. But for that sort of turn-on I think loose stainless steel or Pyrex Ben Wa balls would be better and more comfy. Of course for some masochists the hooks shape, size and discomfort are part of its attraction. A nice thing about this light weight surgical stainless steel hook is that the ball terminal allows it to be worn with a diaphragm w/o fear of the end puncturing the dome.

Readers who look this item up on the Internet will find it often offered as an anal hook. My escorts and St Lucy’s girls like training with it as a vaginal hook. However, a wearer of even a light weight ball terminal hook needs to be careful the hook leash looped through her collar ring isn’t jerked too hard as that can crush delicate vestibular tissue and pinch or crush her clitoris when pulled by a mischievous or misogynistic male.

NFL Super Bowl XLVIII: In case someone just landed from outer space, the Seattle Seahawks play the Denver Broncos on Sunday February 2, 2014 in the open air MetLife Stadium at the Meadowlands Sports Complex in East Rutherford, New Jersey, with kickoff scheduled for 6:30pm EST. I don’t really have a favorite. I’ve lived in the San Francisco area and it’s beautiful and I danced in Oakland. Even so, I’m sort of leaning toward Denver. Readers who have been with me since my days posting on Yahoo may remember why.

Since I’ve been busy and out of the country for most of the last few weeks Adolph is hosting our Super Bowl party this year during which his deep dive training facility, ‘The Well’ will be available for SCUBA play and the multi-bed hyperbaric chamber will be available if needed. I’m pleased that I can kick back and let go at one of these parties and not have to play hostess. I’m taking my SCUBA gear as I’m expecting to be asked for dive-sex.

Our return home from Davos: Our return was uneventful. We stopped briefly at Stansted airport (STN) north of London to drop off Fiona and Maj. Tree so they can report to Whitehall in person and to top off our tanks. I’m still using the loaned G650 as Limnaea II while my new one is being custom fitted out. I should be able to take delivery in a few weeks.

 

Foreplay with pointe-shoes

A well broken in pair of my Freed Classics with ¾ Forteflex shanks

Men, pointe-shoes and desire: It’s easy to tell if a man has a thing for women’s feet or pointe-shoes and if he does I consider him fresh meat! It is so easy to seduce a man who has those sorts of interests. Just by letting him watch me preparing my toes by taping them and putting on my pointes I can have him uncomfortably aroused and hoping for more. I will give the tour a brief overview of what they are going to see while taping and putting on pointes so I get to tease men this way when we have groups come through on behind-the-scenes tours, but those instances usually come to nothing as far as encounters are concerned. The real fun is when a VIP is brought through. We have advance notice so we can be rehearsing something erotic or psychologically dark and troubling so the guests will have something to remember us by when he get home to the wife and daughters. And, occasionally when he is important enough or is rabid enough about his foot fetish a one-on-one encounter is arranged. It’s almost always guys who make up the tours that get to watch and sometimes meet us so we cater to a guy’s fantasy of what Vegas dancers are like.

The XY Chromosome puzzle: I know it’s a very small sample but in my experience the guys who are into legs, feet and shoes all seem to have only daughters, why is that? Some guys seem not to be able to get a Y chromosome to take with a mating partner. What ever the reason the guys with daughter want to be all over me sucking my toes, helping me tape my toes, helping me slip my toes into their gel pads and then watch me slowly force my toes into the blocks of my pointes and pull the backs over my heels so my toes are packed in the blocks. I wear Freed Classics so there is the scent of sweat dampened leather and paste which is distinctive to Freeds English paste pointes. Some other men get stiff watching me wrap the ribbons tightly around my ankles tying my feet securely into my shoes. I think it’s the guys into bondage who love seeing me force my toes into their blocks and bind my feet into the pointes and since I love the feel that works for me! Usually that sort of guy wants to know that the woman he is watching is uncomfortable so I tell him my feet hurt when actually I’m probably having more fun being drilled that he is taking me. Being a masochist I enjoy the pain for the first few minutes, after that my toes go numb. It’s pretty standard for me to have the guy take me bent over a barre or table, en pointe and from behind when I will be the tightest – vaginal muscles are clenched when a girl is en pointe - and can be penetrated the deepest. By having us en pointe, in addition to making our legs look longer and more attractive I think there are also elements of misogyny as well as sadism involved in a man’s love of seeing women’s feet bound into pointe shoes and being penetrated that way. That’s because of the discomfort most of us experience when in pointes and en pointe for any length of time which has been widely written about. Only Toni Bentley, who is a best selling author and who danced for Balanchine at NYCB, has written about the few of us who enjoy wearing and performing in pointes and who only experience pain when we take them off. It’s when our feet are adjusting to their natural shape again that can be uncomfortable to me. During those times icing my feet reduces the swelling and ibuprofen helps with the pain.

Gardasil update: “On June 9, 2009, the Food and Drug Administration (FDA) approved a revised label for Gardasil. … FDA requested the manufacturer, Merck and Co., Inc., to add this information to the Warnings and Precautions section of the label, so that it is more prominent, and reminds healthcare providers that recipients of Gardasil should be closely observed for 15 minutes after vaccination. Gardasil recipients should be encouraged to remain seated or lying down for this length of time and be alert to the following warning signs and symptoms that may happen before a person faints: paleness, sweating, dizziness, ringing in ears or vision changes.”

Comment: Since we began offering the vaccine our clinic has had Gardasil patients rest for a few minutes after getting an injection. We recognized early on that it was not uncommon for a girl (or boy) to become light headed and occasionally faint after getting the shot.